Death has come to me, gave me closure
Description: you fell in love with carl grimes, after being alone for so long, for the first time in 6 years you felt like it was happily ever after. But nothing can be promised in this world.
Warnings: blood, angst, crying, mentions of sa (kinda), kissing, death, just 2 teens with a horrible fate honestly.
Authors note: this was longer than I wanted it to be...happy reading!
"No! Y/n! Don't touch her you bastard" Carl yells you look at him at him lip wobbling, tears threatening to spill. Your in front of him but so far away. He wants to run to you, cradle you in his scrawny arms, kiss you on the forehead and tell you everything will be ok. But in this world most outcomes aren't good, aren't happily ever after, aren't what you want.
You were so dumb so foolish for even thinking that happily ever after was a thing. So stupid for taking ricks hand and trusting him, so stupid for coming to alexandria and feeling safe. So godamn stupid for letting your guard down completely.
"Hey, hey calm down the names rick, rick grimes" rick says as he extends his arm out calmly and steadily watching for your next move, as it could be anything. You have the gun Pointed straight at his temple, his voice calming you little, but still no trust whatsoever. You cant just trust whoever and whatever In this world, its just not possible.
"Just put the gun down..we can talk after, just put the gun down please" he says, it almost confuses you on how calm and somewhat trusting he is, usually when you bump into randoms on the street they just attack and take all your stuff. You slowly put the gun down, letting your guard die down a smig.
"I have a community a couple miles away, nice people safe from walkers. Theres food, housing, clubs" rick says nicely, trying to recruit you. You weren't stupid, you weren't dumb. You've met people like him, it always ended up badly, you were forced to do stuff you never consented too. You always promised you would be by yourself from then on. But he seemed nice, so you trusted him.
You haven't had food that wasn't beans and tuna out of a can, haven't slept well in so long. So you decided to go with him. To trust him because out of all the people you had met in this world, he seemed nice.
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You walked in the alexandria double gates with rick, a pit in your stomach you hated how much you trusted this place. Deena and Olivia had met you at the gates, Olivia took your gun and knife. Deena had taken you too film some dumb tape. You had told her about the beginning of the end of the world, how your parents had got bit right in the beginning of it all.
Your parents had gotten bit in your house, your mom got really sick about 2 days before. Thought it was the flu. She died and turned into one of them, she ate your dad right in front of you. You never forgot that sight, you think about when you sleep, when you eat tuna out of cans, you still haven't forgot it after 6 years of hell.
She introduced you to some people before moving you in with rick and his family. You took a warm shower, and ate a warm meal. He had mentioned his son Carl, and how he was sleeping at a friend's house. He gave you on of Carl's t shirts and he showed you your room. A room with a bed, two blankets, 3 pillows, a closet, a mirror, a room you could sleep in be safe in.
"My names Carl" the boy around you age said to you, he reached his hand out to you. You shook it looking him in the eye, he had an eye patch, his hair was long and shaggy, he had scrawny but strong arms. His hand was warm and he looked at like you like you were the prettiest person he had seen.
"My names y/n" you said a little shaky beacuse you hadn't met anyone you age so far that was as handsome as him. There was something about him, his aura or something that just pulled you in.
"Y/n, your names really pretty" he says awkwardly, almost whispering. "Thank you carl" you said the kitchen window was open letting in a small breeze, the cup of water you came for was left forgotten. You juat stared into his face, and from then on you knew. You knew that you had fell in love.
"Don't please dont!" Carl yells at negan, his voice scared and determined, maybe he would bash someone else's head in. Not yours though, he cant bash yours in. He wouldn't let it happen.
"Aww the boys has got a crush!" Negan yells mockingly, him and the saviors laughing and smirking. Your life was about to end, and you didn't want it too. You looked at carl with these pleading eyes. You dont wanna die, you look at rick and ricks staring back with these sad, pleading eyes.
"Well say night night!!" negan said as he quickly smashed the bat in your skull, you immediately felt the sharp, stinging pain, your eyes almost out of your sockets. Carl screams and tries getting up and running to you, the saviors hold him back. He tries to pry them of but he goes limp, he starts crying, sobbing, pleading that this was all a dream.
You spit blood you wanna form words but its impossible. "I think she's trying to speak! Wow I wasted such a pretty face, im sorry really sweetheart. You would not be dying right now if it wasn't for rick" he starts laughing like its a funny game to him.
"Carl-i-i love you, i-will see-you later" you managed to spit out, tears flowing out your eyes. Negans bat hit again, and again, making it official, he kept hitting you poor skull until it looked like ground meat on the gravel.
Carl was sobbing on the gravel, rick had tears flowing down his face, michonne had shock written all over her face. You were dead, this sweet, strong girl was dead, for no reason, you had done nothing. You didn't deserve this. Everyone in that line up knew it.
Carl looked back up at negan, eyes glossed over, hair messy. Everyone knew that he was gonna egt his revenge, one way or other. He was gonna a kill negan smith in cold, hard blood.
