sound and vision

i wish that instead of being a physical entity i could be like ,,, the concept of the color pink

i’m at uni! again! doing spanish! and i love it! (so far) (only been like a week so could easily change my mind) (but it feels right y’know)

absolutely creasing at this 14 months later and i HATE my degree hahaha yo soy estupida! mátame!

idk man the thing that sucks about not being really pretty is that no matter what you tell yourself and what your friends might say, you sort of always know that you’re just not. and i’m not talking about being stubborn and fishing for compliments, it’s just knowing that you’re not conventionally attractive, that people on the street won’t double-take when you pass by them, that people won’t be flustered trying to talk to you. and i know looks aren’t everything but damn it sure feels like it when you aren’t absolutely gorgeous