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“M’ sorry. Don’t think I heard you right. You ain’t ever been duck huntin’ before? Who the fuck calls themself a southerner and ain’t ever been duck huntin’?”
“can’t say that i have.”
“dad took me deer huntin’ a few times, but i lost interest pretty quick. sittin’ ‘round in the woods waitin’ for somethin’ to kill don’t keep its luster for very long.
but i’m guessin’ you’re gonna tell me deer huntin’s better?”
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“think ‘bout it this way– you see somethin’ that i ain’t touchin’, pretend it’s got a big ol’ fuck you stamped on it from adam to you.”
alcohol burned in her belly as she let out a loose chuckle, elongated by the blur tequila offered.
her brother’s animosity towards carcosa, towards anyone was a guarantee eve could always rely on. she could practically plan her schedule around it. while each child possessed the family’s rage, both had inherited it from different parents. when adam glared at outsiders, eve only saw their mother.
she took a drink following that thought.
“so what’s that mother’a yours up to anyways? bet she got scared when her walkin’ ATM almost bit the dust.”
“Next time, give me the memo before I plant my ass in somethin' that belongs to your brother.”
It was a muttered comment, the words burying themselves into crystal and dripping down into tequila as she raised the drink to her lips, booze burning the back of her throat.
She internally cringed at the blonde's question, the thought of her mother stinging more than the alcohol on the tip of her tongue. Eve was right, in her own brash way; nearly losing a daughter wasn't what had terrified Norma, it was the idea that if Cane had succeeded, she would've lost the one thing standing between her and the youngest Thorne's wrath.
Another swig.
“Nothin' more than the usual,” Carcosa mumbled, exhaling deeply. Her thumb lightly traced over the glass, scoffing and giving a quick shake of her head. “You're damn right 'bout that. Soon as she heard I was gon' live, she dropped the carin' mother act real quick. Only thing she's been worried 'bout since is how I'm gon' keep payin' y'all off.”
(( … ))
“---- I guess some shit never changes.”
She usually didn't give up an hour of her morning to come into work early, not unless it meant adding some extra weight to her paycheck. She should have been curled up in bed still, head buried under a pillow as the daily ritual of furious yelling and a toddler's screeching from her neighbor's apartment threatened to jerk her into the world of consciousness, only to cease within fifteen minutes, leaving Carcosa to drift again with the muffled hoots and giggles of a cartoon.
Her brain reminded her of this as a yawn passed through her lips, the faintest feeling of fatigue resting on her shoulders as Carcosa strolled into the Sheriff's Department, bag hanging on her shoulder and a cup of coffee in either hand. She did her best to shake the sensation, mumbling a few hellos and giving nods of greeting and a quick smile to the familiar faces that had already begun to fill the building.
As she reached her desk, Carcosa silently cursed herself for not waiting. Why the hell did she have to do this right now? Why couldn't she chat up Dylan at a later, more civil hour?
Oh, right.
Because the death of a certain Coffin Cheater had been keeping her up at night.
Rich Cash's murder had left those that knew him with more questions than answers. Sure, he had his fair share of enemies, but his sudden and violent end had left people shocked, not to mention downright confused. Name’s had been tossed around, wondering just who had the balls to slaughter the infamous President, but no one could come up with anything solid when it came to a potential killer. Friends, family, and enemies alike were stumped, Carcosa in no way excluded from this.
She’d grown up knowing the man, how the hell was she not supposed to wonder?
With no answers and an itch for the truth, Carcosa had pretty quickly settled on the idea that if anyone could give her something, it was Dylan. At least, that’s what she hoped. Rumor had it he had been put in charge of the case and Eve seemed pretty keen on keeping him in her pocket for a reason, so if there was any good place to start, it was definitely with him.
“Mornin’!” Carcosa greeted as she neared his desk, coffee cups in hand and a small bounce in her step. She flicked her dark locks over her shoulder with a quick shake of her head, perching herself carefully on the edge of his desk.
“I was hopin’ this would be enough of a bribe to steal ya for a few minutes,” she said in a lower tone, lips curling into a smile as she set the drink in front of him.
“---- Y’know, before this place turns into a madhouse.”
Yeah, I’m more into the older cartoon shit. Probably a result of my age.
If you know one that’s intense enough to hold my interest, I’d be willing to give it a shot. I find that incredibly hard to believe.
“Mhm. Kids today will never have anything like Scooby Doo or Looney Toons --- they got no idea.”
(( ... ))
“Listen to me, talkin’ like I’m thirty years old or somethin’. Christ.”
“You could try Sharp Objects, that one had me on the edge of my seat. Or if you’ve seen the movie, The Silence of the Lambs is a good one... if ya don’t mind readin’ a series.”
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I’m glad I’m not the only one who still watched outdated sitcoms in this town.
You’re not the first one to suggest that to me, but if I’m being honest, I’m not much of a reader. Not unless I had to for school, or somethin’.
“Definitely not. Better than some'a the crap they've got on cable today, like that Family Guy horseshit.”
“Fair enough. I know it's not everyone's bag, but I can't turn down a good mystery.
Sometimes they're even better than TV.”
“ oh i know why i’m here. ”
“ bitchin’ beer. ”
“ … i thought it’d be easier, in a way. easier than gettin’ a job, than finishin’ school. it’s less terrifying than the alternative, y’know? than tryin’ and failin’ at something that really matters. ”
“An' here I thought it was for the company.”
“But I will admit, the beer is pretty bitchin'.”
“I get that; nothin' scarier than screwin' up the important things in life. Hell, I think that’s why my parents could never settle down.
... But has it really been worth it? I mean, after what’s happened... after it’s all said an’ done, would ya make the same choices if you could do it all over again?”
Roseanne’s not bad either. Love the theme song.
I can’t even rag on that considering that’s all I fucking do. Well, besides watching day time tv and working. Now you see my dilemma.
“Ditto. That used to be my favorite part as a kid; ‘specially her laugh at the end.”
“A’ight, I’ll give ya that. This town ain’t got much to offer in the way of new things to do, though I’ve found that readin’ does help pass the time...
But even that get old if it’s the only thing ya do.”
“ c’mon now … ”
“ why you gotta go askin’ questions you already know the answer to? ”
“ what are we even doin’? ”
“Just gotta be sure. You know what they say about assumin’...”
“You mean at a bar, or caught up in this mess?
‘Cause the first one’s a little easier to answer.”
eve watched carcosa settle into adam’s chair.
she said nothing, looking towards the hall in hopes that adam would emerge and reclaim the seat he hadn’t occupied for hours. the chair was his, alienated possession was always important to her brother. eve found her own seat at the corner of the couch, tequila in hand as she sank into the familiar cushion.
“well he ain’t gonna be happy, if that’s what you’re askin’.”
he would probably be furious, especially as a stranger came in and tainted their space of solace. eve had a plan. she could only hope her brother saw what she was trying to do with their little dealer. at the mention, she could hear him begin to pad down the stairs, a devilish grin burning her lips as she took a drink of her tequila. as adam entered the room, eve chimed in.
“might help a BIT if you weren’t sittin’ in his chair.”
She sat frozen, but only for a moment.
A hushed slue of curses flew from the dealer's lips as she scrambled to her feet, eyes darting from the entryway to Eve, then desperately moving about the room in search of another seat. Carcosa moved quickly, albeit not gracefully, plopping down on the other end of the couch, practically perched on the edge of the cushion instead of settling into it like most would.
So much for getting comfortable.
She shot a quick glance in the older Thorne's direction, only to look away again when she was met with a steely gaze. Her interactions with Adam had been... slim, to say the least. But if there was anything that she had learned by working for the meth tycoons of Bumfuck, it was that Eve truly was the nicer Thorne.
“You couldn’t’a told me that before I sat down?” Carcosa hissed, a pointed glare aimed in the blonde’s direction. “Did ya forget the whole “tryna stay outta trouble” thing?”
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A drug deal… Yeah, well, that wasn’t her area of expertise. That was more of Ruby’s job. She was better with people that Zahra would ever be. And it wasn’t like the brunette condemned what was happening there. She wouldn’t be that much of a hypocrite, since their money came from the weed business anyway.
When the shorter brunette told her not to stare though, Zahra looked down at her feet, feeling slightly embarrassed. Of course she shouldn’t stare for too long.
“Right.” Shaking her head, Zahra chuckled softly, tucking a strand of hair behind her ears, before she looked up at the other woman. “Oh well, I guess that answers my silly little question.” She wondered what kind of drug the person was buying if that was how close to people Ruby usually stood. “You see that often ‘round here?”
“Don't worry, it's sorta hard not to stare when you realize what's goin' on.” Carcosa offered, noticing the twinge of embarrassment in the woman's features. It was her own little form of reassurance. “'Sides, they ain't exactly the definition of discreet.”
She couldn't help but laugh to herself as she tore her attention away from the deal and turned back around on her stool, resting an elbow on the bar's wooden surface. Her ability to spot such things had only improved since she'd taken up the task of slinging crystal for the Thornes, as had her ability to notice when someone was fucking up.
Between Eve's harsh hand and having Weiss as her personal meth mentor, Carcosa didn't have a large margin for error these days. Whoever was currently doing a shitty job of being inconspicuous, she could only hope that they weren't working for the same people.
“Oh, yeah. All the damn time.” She nodded, lifting the bottle to her lips once again. “God ain't the only higher power 'round here,” the tiniest of smirks played at the corners of her lips.
“--- You didn't hear 'bout the meth lab explosion that happened awhile back?”
“ depends on your definition of free. ”
“ ‘cause right now … it’s feelin’ like shit. ”
“Well, I was talkin’ more ‘bout not eatin’ prison food anymore.”
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“But I’m really sorry to hear that, ‘specially after what went down.”
“You feelin’ like shit wouldn’t have to do with a certain thorn in your side, would it?
Hanging around church folk usually wasn't Carcosa's bag.
The whole idea of community worship made her uncomfortable; dressing to the nines every Sunday, subjecting yourself to some of the most judgmental eyes in the town, and speaking to a silent entity that possibly didn't even exist? Not exactly her idea of a good time. It made perfect sense to her why neither of her parents had ever insisted on making praising the good lord a regular thing.
Hell with either of their reputations, they probably wouldn't have even made it through the damn doors.
But friends had been somewhat difficult to come by lately, between Marty's incarceration and her brush with a serial killer, so who the hell was she to turn down a little bit of girl time? Besides, Natalie was a nice girl --- a little tamer than what she'd grown used to, but nice nonetheless. And with her friendship, for lack of a better word, with Miss Thorne, perhaps nice was exactly what she needed.
Taking a last drag from her cigarette, Carcosa blew a steady stream of smoke into the air, extinguishing the remains of it under her boot.
And just in time, too.
A grin spread across pink lips as she spotted the blonde, waving from her spot in the parking lot to catch her attention. They’d agreed to meet up after Natalie’s shift and go from there, leaving the dealer to hope that just maybe, she could talk her into something a little more interesting than a fellowship dinner.
“Hey!” She greeted, pushing herself off of the front of her truck. “I was wonderin’ when they were gonna let you outta there.”
“Okay, at the fear of sounding creepy for staring for too long but–what the hell do you think they’re doing there?”
“Looks like a drug deal, if ya ask me.”
Her tone was nothing but nonchalant, gesturing towards the figures with a subtle nod of her head. “People don't stand that close together 'less they're feelin' frisky or got somethin' secret to share,” she chuckled under her breath, taking a swig from her drink.
“I wouldn't stare too long, though. They see ya noticin' them, you might have bigger problems than comin' off as creepy.”
“ uuuuuuuuuuuuuuum N O. no i wouldn’t have. ”
“ been a while. how have you been? ”
“I’m alright. Alive, so I figure that counts for somethin’.”
“An’ you? Enjoyin’ bein’ a free man again?”
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“if you any of you sons of bitches have got anything else to say, now’s your fucking time.“
“you’re acting like a first year fucking thief. i’m acting like a professional."
"listen kid, i’m not ‘gonna bullshit you, alright?"
"i may be a bastard. but i’m not a fucking bastard.”
“thought that was pretty fucking funny, didn’t you?"
"all you can do is pray for a quick death, which you ‘aint ‘gonna get."
"you had my curiosity. but now you have my attention."
"you silver tongue devil you.”
“i’m american, honey. our names don’t mean shit.”
“that woman deserves revenge. and we deserve to die.”
“wiggle your big toe.”
“do you find me sadistic?”
“i’m ‘gonna give you a little something you can’t take off.”
“say ‘what’ again. i dare ya. i double dare you, motherfucker.”
“leave the limbs you’ve lost. they belong to me now."
"and what do i owe this dubious pleasure?"
"you are all in my cool book."
"is she dead? yes or no.”
“i’m the anti christ. you got me a vendetta kinda mood.”
“are you gonna bark all day, dog? or are you gonna bite."
"i will never forgive your ass for this."
"you have every right to ‘wanna get even."
"it ‘aint suicide if you’re already dead."
"have you ever given a foot massage?"
"hate to shatter your ego, but this ‘aint the first time i’ve had a gun pointed at me."
"word of advice, shit head. don’t you ever wake up.”
“you don’t owe her shit."
"wakey, wakey… eggs and bakey."
"i called him a miserable old fool."
"was that a fucking set up or what?"
"you serve the tea. i’m watching my soaps."
“you’re not a bad person. you’re my favorite person. but every once in awhile you can be a real cunt.”
"when are you ‘gonna learn that microwave food’ll kill you faster than a bullet?"
"well, ‘aint you so sweet, you make sugar taste just like salt."
"i’m gonna ask you questions. and every time you don’t give me answers, i’m going to cut something off."
"under the circumstances, i think i ought to get a fucking academy award for how natural i’m acting."
"a dogs got personality. personality goes a long way."
"i haven’t killed anybody since 1984."
"pride only hurts. it never helps."
"now the first time you kill somebody, that’s the hardest."
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