Lost In A World That Doesnt Exist.....

It's almost 5 am. I am still on the couch.

Me literallt right now...

revenge bedtime procrastination at it again

How many calories in the skin I anxiously and subconsciously pick and bite off my fingers and hands?

I hate being such an anxious person

i feel like one of those goats that passes out when overwhelmed today, my anxiety has been pretty chill lately but today i felt like i was going to die if perceived by a stranger for too long

nobody talks about how exhausting it is to live in that space between "things will get better" and "i can't handle this anymore." it's like your emotions are constantly swinging. leaving you both hopeful and defeated in the same day.

the voices are getting loud. they keep yelling at me making me feel guilty and scared. i wish they would just leave me alone

i wanna mute my overthinking.

they should invent a brain that doesn't whisper bad things to you.

to be so understanding and never understood is draining.

It’s like I’m happy but I’m empty

Not in a good place right now

that horrible feeling of being surrounded by people but being really lonely at the same time <<