I'm a bit to drained to keep looking for a partner, I really did try for years to meet someone and be myself around people to try and attract someone. Have been told I'm so sweet and so nice, have been told we shouldn't date anymore cause I am falling in love with you and you are so amazing that I know you will break my heart (they are just words meant to be nice about not wanting to date me but they still hurt). I am unable to flirt or ask people out in public cause I'm to nervous and I figure they want to be left alone, I always hear horror stories about people hitting on people and I just don't want to add to that(so I will admire someone and do nothing). The only woman I dated that I met in person came on to me and asked me out, any other time it had been from a dating site. This is an email from hinge from when I randomly decided to write back to an email they like to spam me with.I didn't think they would reply. I'm not exactly sure where to go from here and what I should do to be honest, I've asked people randomly about my problem with finding a partner online and it usually comes back fairly defensive of how woman don't owe me anything, which is very correct but I'm not trying to objectify someone I'm trying to meet someone.too introverted
