i'm so chill but u make me jealous

so. i don’t even remember the last time i posted something like this on tumblr in my like maybe 7 years of being on this site but i thought i’d just do it for the hell of it since i’m not as active as i once was.

from the looks of my blog, and my twitter: @captbuckyb, it doesn’t seem like i’m anything more than a marvel tumblr account. you’re not wrong, but with all my years on this site, i have fluctuated between fandoms like no other, ranging from justin bieber to harry potter to one direction and now marvel.

however, in all of those fandom changes, i have never ever ever stopped being a fan of taylor swift. never. i have been a fan of taylor’s since i was 8 years old. that was 11 years ago. and in those 11 years, i have been to 1 Speak Now Tour show, 1 Red Tour Show, 1 1989 Tour Show, and i FINALLY saw taylor last night at #reptourphilly night 2 for the reputation tour. GOD it was an amazing experience that i’ve been waiting three years for!

everytime i see taylor, i’m just at my happiest. she is the greatest performer i’ve ever known and she just loves us so so much and that is just so so apparent in everything that she does.

i’m so so unbelievably happy to say that i get to see taylor AGAIN! at Gillette Stadium Night 1 on July 26th!!! i have never ever gone to a single artist’s tour multiple times. i have only seen one show per every artist’s tour. taylor is going to be the first person i see twice in one tour!

that may not seem like a big deal since so many people frequently go to like 6 shows per tour, but i’ve never really had that luxury. however, i am so so lucky to be able to be going to see the rep tour for a second time with my sister who is also just an unbelievably massive fan of taylor. the two of us have been screaming taylor’s songs and praises the last 11 years together so i’m so happy to be going with her.

i wish my tumblr phase didn’t die out around the time taylor started to be stupendously active on it because she never really got to see how much i love her in all of my posts like she saw so many others.

things happen for a reason though and hopefully one day i can thank her and give her the absolute biggest and tightest hug in the WORLD for growing up with me and being a constant rock in my life through all of the changes these last 11 years.

i love you, taylor, and i will never stop! can’t wait to see you again at Gillette Stadium, chillin’ in section 139, row 7. :)

here are some pics of me at all of my taylor concerts! 

first three photos: august 6th, 2011. i was 12 years old at the speak now tour, my first taylor concert! that first photo is with my cousin (who is in the last photo with me yesterday night at the rep tour!)

fourth photo: july 19th, 2013. i was 14 years old at the red tour! that photo is with my two sisters at our seats in the club section right before ed opened!

5th & 6th photos: june 13th, 2015. i was 16 years old at the 1989 tour! i almost was so close to not going to this tour which seriously would’ve broken my heart, but i bought tickets the night before because i was determined to not break my taylor tour streak! amazing show w my floor seats!

last photo: july 14th, 2018. i am currently 19 years old and that was at the rep tour last night! i went with the same crew (my family) that i went to the red tour with and it made the night so wonderful.