you don’t get thick skin without getting burnt

does anyone else get a little overwhelmed when watching the music video for "the hype," or is that just me? this is rhetorical. none of my followers, with the exception of a handful, care or even know what i'm talking about. but the symbolism? the amount of details? i just... i have a lot of thoughts and feelings about it.

between tyler's "estate" bit and matt declaring watching ntbtsm in theatres as sexual, i will not survive the remainder of the week. matt johnson just randomly appears out of nowhere and doesn't stop talking. there's festivals this weekend where lord knows what tyler will decide to do. i swear if mike farrell does something insane (doubtful but there's always a chance), i will be put into an early grave.