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ilyrozanov

happy "slip your rival some tongue" tuesday!

centaurswritingroom

This week is Week 2 of The Weekly Challenge prompts for Centaur's Writing Room!

Our theme this week is "Shane comes out to montreal!" Show how that may have gone down for him! No other rules apply. Could be a text message/social media fic, could be a deep character study, could be a comedy.

The collection updates on Sundays so authors will be posting their submissions all day long! (Sunday, May 10, 2026).

Find the collection here: https://archiveofourown.org/collections/Week2_Shane_Comes_Out_to_Montreal

hollanov-ann

Ilya straightened up to full height, looming over Shane with the sun behind him. Every inch of him was glistening gold. It took every ounce of Shane’s willpower to stop himself from reaching out for him. He looked magnificent.

captain-m81

Reminder that they are in broad daylight, in the hotel ALL the players, WAGS & children are staying. Ilya left the pool full of random kids and player's kids and could have asked *any* of the other teammates or players to give him money for the kids vending machine treats. He instead crosses the entire pool length, lifts himself out (not using stairs or any other real way out of the pool) to ask SHANE.

Because they're *not* boyfriends but Shane is HIS and is not dating Rose Landry but Ilya is TOTALLY cool and calm about it.

#hollanov #heated rivalry #shane hollander #ilya rozanov #S01E05 #ilya is so in love #not boyfriends but totally boyfriends #obsessed #Shane cannot resist Ilya

karmacharmeleon18

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50 posts!

#50 posts #tumblr milestone

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Shane comes out to Montreal during training camp after the summer at The Cottage. He does it before practice thinking he can just say it and it will be over. Rip off the band-aid. Private life is private no big deal.

Unfortunately for Shane, he doesn't know he's autistic and the "panic attacks" he thought he had under control were really autistic meltdowns from an overwhelmed nervous system.

When the tension in the locker room & practice creates a cascading effect in Shane's mind he experiences one of the worst episodes since childhood.

#autistic shane hollander #heated rivalry #hollanov #shane hollander #ilya x shane #centaur writing room #weekly challenge #coming out #queer #fanfiction #ao3 fanfic #ao3 writer #heated rivalry fanfic #HR fics #angst #angst with a happy ending

polartss

’tis heated I guess

captain-m81

Wow. 😮‍💨🥹🥰

#digital illustration #character illustration #heated rivalry #hollanov #shane hollander #ilya rozanov #shane x ilya

heymacy

We can't be something, Hollander. Would you want to be? If we could?

lesbianprophecy

are you gonna take me to pound town? are you gonna fuck me? (x)

captain-m81

He never calls anyone else this even when they are being an asshole. Its so cute how much passion Ilya brings out of Shane.

#shane hollander #heated rivalry #hollanov #ilya rozanov #ilya x shane #angry kitten #bamf shane hollander

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hudconov

On Shane’s 35th birthday he wakes up to Ilya giving him kisses all over his body starting with his forehead, his cheeks, his nose, his ears, his lips, his chin down to his arms then back to his chest, his stomach down to his hips, his thighs, his legs, his feet and then back up his legs counting every kiss in Russian. Ilya gets to 33 on Shane’s now half hard dick and takes him in his mouth. He goes really slow, enjoying every single little moan that escapes from Shane’s lips, the way he tenses and furrows his eyebrows, the way he looks down at Ilya with so much love in his eyes, like he can’t believe that this is his man and this is real. After Shane finishes down Ilya’s throat Ilya gives Shane’s dick the 34th kiss, then goes up to his mouth finishing with the 35th kiss and says happy birthday my love. Shane kisses him back and holds him so tightly. He can’t believe that this is his life. He’s the luckiest man on earth.

captain-m81

ok well that's canon now. Thanks for that, gonna be thinking of that all day long now.

#happy birthday Shane #hope you enjoy a whole day of Ilya worshipping your body #shane hollander #ilya rozanov #heated rivalry #hollanov #sexy and cute #domestic bliss

firstprinced

x

ilyasmole

the yearning.... heated rivalry 1.02 // 1.05 (requested by @loontattoo)

gurlsrool

I gotta nap but I love Shane Hollander. I love him to death. I love that he’s anxious and I love that he’s horny and I love that he never indulges in anything but he can’t bring himself to resist Ilya. I love that he loves his mother and I love that he’s sarcastic and I love that he speaks shitty French that Ilya assumes is perfect because why wouldn’t it be? Everything Shane Hollander does is perfect, right? It has to be.

I love his humiliation kink and his praise kink and his exhibitionism. I love that he loves getting fucked so much that he made sure to tell Rose 2 seconds after she told him he’s gay. I love that he had to be told that he’s gay. I love that he told Ilya just to say it out loud, to see what it feels like on his tongue, to sit with the knowledge that Shane Hollander is a gay man and he can’t stop it, he’s tried so hard to stop it but he can’t. I love that at 25, he stops trying to stop it

I love that he thinks that maybe if he plays hard enough, if he wins enough Cups, no one will notice that he’s Japanese, that he’s gay, that he’s different in a way that he’ll never be able to name. I love that one day he’ll realize that this isn’t achievable, that it never was, but he’ll keep playing hard anyways, until he has more cup rings than he has fingers on one hand, because what else is he supposed to do? Quit? Retire? Stop being Shane Fucking Hollander? Never.

heatedrivalryz

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHANE HOLLANDER ! MAY 10th, 1991 (insp)

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