Itâs been a good while since I wrote on here; I canât begin to say whatâs changed since a year ago but what I can say is that I ended a toxic friendship last month, itâs been about a month officially and it was painful to end. I knew it was going to end and my mom told me last summer 6 months into my friendship with this girl. It was a shame because we both had similar mindsets but she was secretly in competition with me, insecure about her body and always pointed mine out and what she would do if she had my body, said petty and jealous things out of nowhere, tried to steal, would try to cause fights or arguments in public, etc. last thing that made my intuition scream was that she joked to my husband in his face right in front of me that he could marry her for what she wants because I already have what she wants and I donât need it anymore. My immediate thought was âah hell no, she just planted a seed in all of our mindsâ and that same weekend she said something I confided in her in lines of âat least I ___â at a store out of nowhere and when I didnât react because I was internally shocked and thought âdid she say that at me??â She verbally said âthat didnât throw you off?â Like wtff she was getting bolder and thought I would be okay with being her target to let out her pent up jealousy and frustrations out at. I see why she doesnât have many friends. Anyways my life immediately got better after I told her weâre done and called her out on her weird petty shit she thought she was slick with and my heart feels more softer and at peace; I feel like Iâm transforming into someone softer yet stronger. I thought I didnât have a place to vent to online but It seems like it circles back to good olâ Tumblr. The last couple of months though have been really emotionally difficult but I got through them and iâm glad to be moving away from them and closer to a better future.
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Hey everyone and welcome to this new year of 2025. I just recently turned 26 and I have some new skincare I've implemented throughout last year and it has gotten me amazing results to maintain plump and clear skin as well as now that I have to take in more collagen I've had to adapt and overcome. Here it is:
Homemade Collagen Gummies
I've been starting to eat more collagen and a simple and fun way of assuring that has been making homemade gummies- more specifically: Coconut Matcha gummies. I previously made some some with green tea and honey; they turned out good and I recommend you try. Personally the coconut milk ones are my favorite due to the richness and creaminess of coconut. Here's the link to them if you're interested in making them. They're fast and easy to make and see if you like them as much as I do!
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Side Sleeper Pillow
I've been a side sleeper all my life due to have back pack when I sleep on my back but I bought this pillow not only for my neck but to prevent preventable wrinkles due to years of consistent side sleeping. There's also pillow sheets for these, I personally haven't tried them but let me know if you have:
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Castor Oil Pack and Rose Oil
Castor oil on my face especially the eyebrows and slather it all over my body after the shower; I wakeup and my body isn't as bloated anymore. This is a perfect time to do a body lymphatic massage or use some massage wood body tools as well. Rose oil is just used on my face, neck, hands and chest.
HaruHaru Wonder Eye Cream Non-Retinol
I've been currently using this eye cream for about two weeks and my eyelids and under eyes have improved on plumpness around the eyes and wrinkles due to dry environment.
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Morning Routine
Beauty of Joseon Cleansing oil
La Roche-Posay Foaming Facial Cleanser For Oily Skin
La Roche-Posay Triple Repair Moisturizer
Since I moved to a dry location, this has helped my face stay moisturized. It doesn't feel heavy or oily which is great if you have oily skin like me.
Vaseline for lips and elbows.
African Net Scrub
My Skin Feels sooo soft after using these in the shower
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Naturium The Glow Getter Body Wash
This has helped my body throughout the winter stay hydrated and add a glow to it as well. I've been wanting to try their Salicylic Acid body wash and other products of theirs.
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Trendy Xiaohongshu body mask
I've seen the girls on Xiaohongshu do this body mask for about a year or two now and I didn't try it before because I wasn't sure if I would like it. I've been doing this once a week since October and the only regret that I have is that I didn't try this sooner :).
I have struggled with body acne that turned into hyperpigmentation and scarring throughout my life especially in the my teenage years and early 20's. I have always been insecure about them and never felt comfortable wearing tank tops or anything that showed my back, shoulders and upper arms. This mask has dramatically reduced the hyperpigmentation. I only leave it on for 10-12 minutes and wash it off (I don't use saran wrap but you can if you want) and I highly recommend using sunscreen and/or a light jacket during the summer especially since sun exposure makes hyperpigmentation worse.
(Disclaimer: Pictures aren't mine, I got them from Pinterest; Credit to the original owners)
Head and Shoulders Shampoo
I have used other shampoos throughout my life ranging from high end to low end but I'm very body acne prone so this is the only shampoo I feel comfortable touching my back since it helps with fungal and bacterial acne. If I like the smell of a specific shampoo or conditioner I lather it onto my hair after this shampoo and put it up in a bun while I'm shaving or something still in the shower and wash it out a couple of minutes after but I try to avoid the shampoo to touch my body as I rinse it off.
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And at the core of me Iâve come to realize I am a fighter. As much as I internally refuse to accept it and want to give up. Sometimes I remember about the most intense heartbreak that I had; my heart and ribs flared with pain, nothing but silent screams and puffed eyes yet I was awoken the next day to sun light illuminating my room and birds chirping outside. The world goes by and I with it. I died inside and with it peace took over. There was no more internal resistance; I could breathe again.
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Begin with a vision board. I like to make a physical board personally. I use a poster board, cardboard board, pictures printed, double sided tape, and words of affirmations (words, phrases, inspirational quotes).Â
Topic Ideas:
Finance:
Be specific about how much you want to pay off or how much money you want in yourÂ
Checkings
Savings
Investments
Or what bank accounts/credit cards you want to open.
Career:
Side hustles and specific amount of how much theyâre making
It appears as if the golden era of the Tumblr sugar babies have been long gone now. Their advice has been rewritten over and over as if itâs something new and taken without due credit by level up gurus and tumblr users alike. Authentic pictures of experiences replaced with over saturated nepo babies, celebrities, or instagram models. I wonder where they are now and if they have the success they dreamed of having. Iâm grateful for them giving us tips and tricks, locations, advice on vetting and for situations, etc.
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I strongly dislike the term âitâs not that deepâ. It sounds very ignorant and dismissive to the opportunity and interest of having a more meaningful and deep conversation of a message. The vibe it gives is anti intellectualism.
