i like cats

up at 3am googling how do i break out of a repetitive cycle that both comforts and harms me

I think October will fix me.

i need a pervert who’s obsessed with me so i can be a pervert who’s obsessed with them

I was not made for….*gestures broadly at the world*

who wants to give up on society and go live in a treehouse with me

Avoidance is the worst reaction to stress. Oh this thing is giving me anxiety? And it's something I could prepare for by looking at it more or learning things about the topic? No, I will take psychological damage if I look at it directly. I will still be thinking about it and be stressed though.

fuck summer i want it to be dark and misty and frigid and october