Complete Surrender (18+) | a POLIN AU
Plot: Colin and Penelope leave the ball early to go home. On this night, they finally consummate their marriage.
⚠️ WARNING: contains some sexual content such as fingering, oral sex (f receiving), d*ck riding and penetration ⚠️
[brief author’s note: there is some fluff in this fic as well as smut- don’t worry. one more thing, this is my first time writing smut so.. please go easy on me with any and all criticism. thank you!.. and enjoy!]
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Penelope and Colin decide to leave her sisters’ ball so that her and Colin could have some time alone together. He took off his jacket and boots then sat on the settee and waited as Rae helped Penelope.
Moments later, after Rae went back downstairs, Colin opened the door and saw Penelope standing by the bed. His heart suddenly began to race. He closed the door behind him.. walked up to her.. pulled her close to him.. and crashed his lips onto hers. They pulled apart for just a brief moment- she noticed a slight shakiness in his breathing.
Penelope: “Colin.. why are you trembling?”
Colin: “You are just.. so beautiful. The goddess Venus herself would be envious.”
Penelope: “So, you would not.. change anything about me?”
His eyes softened at the realization that a part of her still could not see the beauty that he sees.
Colin: “You are perfect just as you are, Pen.”
He then turns her around to face the mirror. She sees Colin stand behind her and kiss on her cheek.
Colin: “Even the looking glass does not lie. Inside and out, you are beautiful. Your eyes are luminous, your mind is exceptional, your soul is magnetic and.. your body.. is like a sacred temple; one I have yet to FULLY discover. If you wish it, my lips will touch the parts of you that they have not touched before.”
Penelope could hear his heart beating in tandem with hers as he whispered in her ear.
Colin: “Do you wish me to worship your body in the way that it deserves to be worshipped?”
She responded with an aroused glance and one single word.
Penelope: “Yes.”
Colin moves Penelope’s hair and begins kissing on her neck. She puts a hand on the back of his head and moans his name as his tongue touches her skin and his hands grab her breasts. He puts her hair back into place as Penelope turns around to face him and helped him unbutton his shirt.
Her hands were on his waist as he proceeded to take off his pants. As soon as his pants dropped to the floor, he took her hand and moved her to the bed.
Colin: “Lie down.. Mrs. Bridgerton.”
Penelope: “As you wish.. Mr. Bridgerton.”
Penelope laid down on the bed and Colin climbed on top of her and kissed her. He lifted up her nightgown as his hand slowly glided down her thigh and made its way in between her legs. The moment his fingers were inside her, a wave of pleasure hit her like tidal waves crashing onto the nearest shore. Her moans were like music to his ears. As she was about to reach a climax, he stopped and looked into her eyes.
Colin: “I, um.. would like to.. try something. If at any point you do not like it, you let me know.”
Penelope: “Colin, you could never do anything that I do not like.”
Colin looked down towards the area between her thighs then looked back up at her again.
Colin: “May I?”
Penelope: “Yes.”
He marveled at how beautiful she looked in this moment then kissed her lips. Then, he surprised her as he kissed down her waistline. She started trembling as he opened her legs wide. His lips touched the inner folds of her thighs and he looked up at her one more time.
Colin: “Are you ready?”
Penelope nodded then watched as he started sucking on her clit. Her eyes rolled back and she could hear her heart rate rising. Another massive wave of pleasure came flooding in faster than the speed of light. One hand gripped onto his hair and the other held onto the blanket.
Penelope: “Oh, Colin. I.. I.. yes. Oh yes. Oh!”
She gasped as she felt his tongue go in and out of her. Her moans got louder as her body slowly began to spasm in response to yet another orgasm. She gripped tighter onto the blanket as his tongue began moving in a circular motion. Right when she reached the end of it, she shouted out his name in pleasure. Her knees buckled as Colin’s lips found their way back to hers. He stared into her eyes as she started to tremble again. They sat up simultaneously then Colin turned Penelope around and she coiled her legs around him like a snake as his lips were kissing on her neck. She could feel his tongue touch her skin.
Penelope: “Colin.”
Colin: “Yes, my love?”
Penelope kissed Colin on his neck and whispered two words in his ear.
Penelope: “Lie down.”
His pupils dilated in both shock and delight. Her eagerness to please him put his head in a total spin, as if the Earth was quickly rotating on its axis- making him dizzy. She gently put her hands on him as his head slowly goes down on the pillow. He watched her hands slowly move down his chest. She weighed one hand against his chest and began riding him.
Colin Bridgerton had never before been on this sort of sexual high. Prior to making love to Penelope for the very first time- even before his lips touched hers the night of their first kiss- he felt that this particular kind of passion wasn’t in his reach.. but it IS. It exists in the woman he loves; it exists in Penelope.
As his hands moved up to her waist, she pulled him up and kissed him fervently. He wrapped his arms around her body from under her robe- he wanted to feel her skin.
Colin: “May I.. take this robe.. and nightgown off of you?”
Penelope: “You may.”
Colin slowly removed the silk robe and nightgown from Penelope’s body and placed them on the floor where his clothes were. He began kissing and sucking on her breasts while she continued moving back and forth in a slow motion.
Penelope: “This feels..”
Colin: “Amazing?”
She nods and softly grins at him. With his hands still on her hips, they began to move back and forth in a much quicker motion. Their moans were in sync with each other’s. His hands moved from her waist to her lower back. They stared into each other’s eyes as they came at the same time.
Colin: “Oh yes.”
He laid her down and- while lying next to her- began kissing her gently until both their lips grew exhausted.
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Time passed; while they laid next to each other talking and laughing.. and the dawn was just starting to break.
Penelope: “Colin?”
Colin: “Yes, Beauty.”
Penelope: “I can hear your heart beating.”
Colin: “I can hear yours too.”
Penelope: “Tell me something, do you truly think I’m beautiful and.. clever?”
Colin: “Of course I do, Brains.”
Penelope: “ ‘Beauty’? ‘Brains’?”
Colin: “My grandfather used to refer my mother as both Beauty AND Brains. He said to her that her beauty comes from her mother and her wit comes from him. I never met him, but she always told me he was a good man.”
Penelope: “He would have loved you, Colin- just as much as your family does.. and just as much as I do.”
Colin: “You love me more, right?”
Penelope: “Obviously.”
They both looked out the window and saw that the light of the coming dawn was beginning to illuminate the sky.
Penelope: “Wow. It is practically morning already.”
Colin: “I intend to simply just stay in this bed the whole day through. Care to join me?”
Penelope: “Sounds perfect. I love you.. Colin Bridgerton.”
Colin: “I love you too.. Penelope Bridgerton.”
They both laughed and kissed once more before Penelope fell asleep in his arms. He looked at her as her eyes gave into the tiredness and finally closed. All Colin could do was smile at her and kiss her on her forehead.
He stared at the ceiling and began thinking- thinking about how THIS was what he was missing when he emotionally distanced himself from Penelope. Sure, it was with reason, but he longed for this kind of intimate and honest connection her. Now, at last, he has it.. and Colin Bridgerton would rather be damned than to ever let it go- to ever let HER go. He slowly got up.. blew out the candles.. then crawled back into bed and fell asleep next to the woman he knew that could NEVER live without.
