Sorry I've not been around or able to update the past week. Things have just gotten progressively worse, and it's been a LOT to handle, while every day trying to just survive, while my illnesses have flared to levels I've not experienced before, and while Bill and Jeanette have been on the attack nonstop and me unable to keep up with all I need to do.
I'm still alive though, and I'm still in this fight. I'll be working on update posts soon. I'm trying to break things down into more bite-sized, tl;dr posts so it's easier to follow and understand all that's transpired. For the first time in 5 years I'm finally able to be open and talk about myself, my life, and what's gone on, to share my truths, and I want to do it right, the best way I can.
I've not been able to hear folklore yet. I've still not even seen the City of Lover concert, and was really sad when yesterday I tried to log into the blessed free Disney+ account we'd had on our phone only to discover the show isn't there. So idk. And folklore I've not been able to look but I'm hoping it's all at least on YouTube because that's my only TV/music source rn. But I've been hit with a week long migraine so I just couldn't do anything but lay in the dark. I have so much I want to talk with you all about and I know now that everyone will be super focused on folklore but there's also some really important and alarming things going on that I just cannot turn away from and focus on the album. BLM, the massive upcoming evictions and homelessness...
Not to mention that, I'm just across the river from Portland and... what's going on there/here... I need to be careful what I say but I need to tell you all that what you're seeing of it on the news- it's MUCH worse. And how certain individuals are trying to spin it, portray a different narrative about what's going on in this very peaceful, hippie/hipster city... it's deadass lies and it is scary af. I have to go to a lot of my medical appointments over there, and Portland is the city we're in the metro area of, it's the hub for everything and I just... it's bad out here and it needs everyone's constant attention and diligent efforts to ensure the worst doesn't happen. And I'll tell you it's especially scary as I'm standing to be thrown into homelessness, on the street, dependant on having to go around to places all over the metro area for food banks and stuff (I mean if we can even get enough gas) and people are being kidnapped off the street. And, now, if I got COVID-19 and am hospitalized, I'm facing the potential of authorities deciding to let me die since I'm disabled and deemed not as essential a person... while the likelihood I'll catch it is SO high considering it's now very clear that the Bryants have been purposely trying to infect me (coughing on doorknobs and light switches and spreading their bodily fluids all over dishes and into food is the tip of the iceberg) and throw me on the street, where there's no protection I mean just trying to use public bathrooms is... just this is serious and bad. I'm still trying to process and wrap my brain around all of this, still trying to figure out WHY. Especially, why did my own local family members conspire with Bill and Jeanette to do this... I really don't fully understand it and ngl, it really breaks my heart.
Anyways again I'll update with more details as I can because a lot more has happened and I really still need help and signal boosting. The Bryants are VERY aggressively trying to silence and bury me, discredit me as a witness so they can get away with everything they did including the felony violence against me... so again, the only thing I can do is go public and get this story out as big and viral as possible, so that in the very least they can't keep hurting others.
Anyways I gotta run. Love you all. โก
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