* 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘷𝘦𝘯 / 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤

i've decided that i'm changing your name in my phone to queen of horror. at least until i can come up with another creative nickname for you. in other words i miss you and i hate that i haven't seen you and i have to watch netflix to remember your face! @camimrrns

queen of horror ? i just gasped. what an honor being saved in the hailey baldwin's phone like that. are you gonna do bloody wedding dress for halloween and channel your inner rachel ? please say yes, because that would be iconic as fuck. in other words, i miss you so much more. how's my baby jack ? how are you ? i'm in the midst of wrapping up work stuff, but after that, i'm all free for summer shenanigans. and i won't accept a "no" when i show up at your door and tell you to pack your bags. i'm counting on jack to get us some drinks for free somewhere with the waves crashing against the shore.

i have never really been...in this situation before. then again, i don't really follow any sort of rules most of the time. are you..doing okay? i know it's been a while, i wasn't sure if you'd want to hear from me. i guess i'm just attempting to bridge the distance that formed. @camimrrns

and look how far that's gotten you ― not following any sort of rules, i mean. i'm kidding. maybe. haven't decided yet. but yeah, i'm doing okay. better than okay, actually. although i'm due for a long ass vacation. i mean, it's not bad to hear from you. a little surprising, maybe. take a shot every time i say the word "maybe" and make this even more awkward. how have you been ?

I don't think I've been more exhausted in my life than I have over the period of the last almost two months. Between press, interviews, traveling, doing some other things on in the spare time, all I know is if you'd let me, I'd crawl into bed for the next - say... two straight weeks. Of course I'm pretty sure people would drag me out kicking and screaming. Would absolutely give it all up for another crazy night out with Laroi. Shit was nuts. Anyone else doing crazy things or am I just living off the high that is Off Campus? @goldenerastarters

"off campus" ? what are we talking about here ? reality tv that follows college students during their time off campus ? and you all went to see laroi ? shit. i thought i was all caught up in the trash tv world that's currently circulating around and got people talking. guess i better step up my game. kidding. two straight weeks of staying in bed sounds like a dream though. you could just tell people you're working on a secret project in a location that's got pretty bad signal. everyone would buy it if you sell it good enough. except for your agent, maybe. but they can be easily bribed, you just gotta find out what they live and breathe for. if it's your career, you're fucked, obviously.

I’ve been loving being in London filming with Steve and Martin. I get the best of both worlds being in a beautiful city and doing a show that I love. And to be around Meryl Streep again is like a pinch me moment. Not a bad way to spend my summer if you ask me. What are your plans? Tell me everything. @goldenerastarters

"only murders in the building" moved over to london ? when did that happen ? and how ? to be fair, i haven't had the time to catch up on shows in forever, so i'm a little out of the loop here. london seems to be a great place to spend a part of summer at though. except for the possible humidity during july and august. which is why i'm planning to flee new york city. destination ? unknown. somewhere dreamy. with a beach.