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On my knees almost dying

All on froze imma baby g won't catch me crying

Real with you not no lying just tryna get out this hole and get my feelings flying

Tired of dying time to die

Let me fry bc no way imma make it to the sky

My mind is to gone can barely write a song

Just need that shit take off your outfit lil bitch

Set with the click in a brand new whip gunnas on deck with bullets in the clip

Chasing this bread just fucking scootin them bricks

Packs of gas to make the shit last but that's going fast

And I don't know how to stop the pain

These thoughts loose in my brain

Pushing me to the edge

Thinking about your head

Feeling this drank

I can't even think

Can feel my pulse

Feel like a ghost

Just holding my throat

Just trying to let go

Mind kinda slowed

Fuck I just wanna let go

So tired of these voices in my head

Id rather be dead

But your the only one that gets my head

For that reason I keep fighting on

Just hoping one day you'll hear my song

Bc these feelings I can not deny

No matter how hard I try

I'll stay and cry

And wait in fear

Please see my tears

Grinding my gears

With all my fears

Disappear and reappear

Crack this seal and seal the deal

Destroy my mind I'll feel divine

Text my phone I'll prolly die

Resurrect and then reply

I'm sorry I'm sad I'm just that guy

No one understands but that's just part of the plan

Bc what I feel I wish it was real

Devil came over me with a deal

Cloud all of my thoughts from what is real

Give me the meds to keep me from the feel

Drugs in my head please come to my bed

I need what's coming next

Don't go to the press

Just wanting to flex?

I'm not part off that mess

Cause what I say is real so please just grab the steering wheel

Don't know where I'm going my body is flowing my nose is getting snowy just help me bc I am going

I miss you and I never thought I'd have these thoughts provoking my glocks

I know I'm not hot but I try more often than not

So please notice my spot

I'm sad your gone

I'll miss our talks

I hope your soul sleeps somewhere nice

I wish I was more torn but I'm so empty now

But I know you wouldn't want me to morn so I'll keep on going yo

I hope passing was peaceful

I'm sorry you couldn't fight the needle

I woulda loved to help

You were a good guy the type everyone loved

200 times better than I ever will be

Maybe I'll see you again

In some other place

But for now I'll make it last I got work to do

I know y'all wouldn't want me to quit

So for the dead I'll win

Rest in piece friend see you soon 🖤

I'll make it for y'all and that's a fucking promise