calum hood baby

love rebloggin 20 things out of nowhere at once then leaving

we’re not fucking one direction 

You either understand it this way or that way.

o i just want to say that i am heartbroken. i wish i could not feel. i wish i never spoke to anyone. i am sad. i am hurt. i was the best version of myself that i could be. i gave my all but it wasn’t enough. you can be the nicest, accommodating, supportive, and loving person that’s full of life and it still won’t be enough for someone. i found that sometimes you’re still not what they’re looking for. and that’s when you ask what is wrong with you. because you did all that you could and still got the short end of the stick. but i will also say that there is nothing wrong with me. i gave the best version of myself to someone who wasn’t being the best of themselves. who is still caught up on their past. i am learning to not blame myself as i did nothing wrong. nothing is of my fault. i am also learning how to respect ones wishes and take them for what they are. i cannot force a relationship. i cannot make someone like me. it was all a facade. but i enjoyed myself with him nonetheless. i want to say he wasted my time but to say that would mean i didn’t enjoy his company. i cannot lie to myself in that way. however, i will allow myself to be angry. to be hurt. to invite sadness. and i will allow these feelings to visit me and do as they please. one day they will pack their bags and leave me. and that is the day i’m waiting on. as for dating, i am scared to put myself out there as i was the most vulnerable. this is my repay. i will build my walls back up. maybe one day someone who cares enough will tear them down again. but will do so slightly. and won’t do me as he did.

Reminder that femininity isn’t a sin, and that it’s perfectly okay to be like “the other girls”

holy fuck, I didn’t expect this to work, I was like psh, whatever it’s just a quick reblog, but I wished my Dad would actually respond back to me AND HE FUCKING DID A FEW DAYS LATER, I GOT A FUCKING TEXT FROM MY DAD TODAY WHO HASN’T SPOKEN OR RESPONDED TO ME IN MONTHS HOLY FUCK WHAT IS THIS MAGIC IT WORKS. 

I WANTED TO SEE MY BOYFRIEND AND I DIDN’T THINK I’D GET DAYS OFF BUT THIS WEEKEND I’M HEADING UP THERE??? THIS IS CRAZY SHIT 

SO LIKE I JOKINGLY WISHED FOR MY OWN LEN KAGAMINE AND THEN LIKE A WEEK LATER I GOT A LEN NENDOROID??? H ELP

WTF OKAY SO THIS SHOT ACTUALLY WORKS BECAUSE WHEN I WISHED, I HAD WISHED MY CRUSH WOULD LIKE ME BACK AND GUESS WHAT? I HAVE A BOYFRIEND NOW. WHAT THE HELLLLL?????

ok I’ve said this before but IM DOING IT AGAIN THE FIRST TIME I SAW THIS, MY WISH DID COME TRUE SO I REBLOGED AGAIN AND SAID IT IN THE TAGS BUT THEN I WISHED FOR SMTH ELSE AND IT LITERALLY LITERALLY HAPPENED LIKE A COUPLE DAYS LATER WHAT THE HELL SO NOW IM WRITING THIS HERE FOR YOU BC I DONT BELIEVE IN THIS CRAP BUT STILL IT’S AN AWFULLY BIG COINCIDENCE

I wish for someone to leave something in my ask.

OKAY SO I ASKED FOR A HEDGEHOG AND NOW GUESS WHO HAS A PET HEDGEHOG

THIS WORKs I WISHED I WAS MOVING TO NORTH CAROLINA AND GUESS WHAT GUYS IM MOVING TO NC IN AUGUST I PROMISE U IM NOT LYING

guys ok ur probably thinking that this is all just bs right? WELL I THOUGHT SO TOO BUT I WISHED MY CRUSH WOULD CHAT ME AND HE DID AND IM FREAKING OUT not even kidding i swear on my grampas grave this works

I love this it always works for me yey thank u shooting star :’)

woah the notes let’s hope my wish comes true

if my wish doesn’t come true after all these notes-

outer space/carry on was the best gift 5sos ever gave us and don’t y’all DARE forget it

I stopped sending paragraphs, stopped begging, I stopped telling people how to treat me, and started walking away, blocking, and distancing myself. Life may be lonely, but it’s becoming peaceful. Sometimes being alone in life is better than being surrounded by halfass people.

“What are you twelve” Yeah on a scale of one to ten bye

Does anyone else get those random rushes of motivation like, “I’m gonna be so fucking successful dammit, watch me”

best 20 minutes of the year