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This is a callout for user @disdainful. Yes, an actual callout this time. 

Past urls: disdainful, shiijose, npdjimin, micdropbyjin, domtopjoseph, ch0ukei, etc.

Past names: Juna, Gilgamesh, Luci, Jamil, Demitrius, Belial, etc.

General tws: pedophilia, grooming 

Link to callout here.

In this callout is a testimony from a victim of Gil’s alter, who has allowed me to post the screenshots provided censored. This is not petty drama anymore, this is serious now with pedophilia involved.

If you don’t know, there is current “drama” regarding disdainful and myself, Alexandra (milftual). This was caused because of petty drama that Gil brought up himself. I have tried MULTIPLE times to reach out to Gil in order to solve this. He has refused to accept the invitation to talk every time. Because of this, however, Gil has been putting the blame of him receiving anons on me as a scapegoat and has manipulated people into thinking that I am the one starting this. He has, again, manipulated the situation towards me so that he cannot face his own actions and thoughts, though I have offered to talk with him regarding it. 

There are multiple people who do not agree with Gil and have come forth to apologize to me after learning about his true nature. Despite this there are some people who still trust Gil. I highly encourage you to read this even if you do not believe me.

Remember, this is the victim’s story, not mine. Hear them out. Let their voice be heard.

CALLOUT UPDATE: 

Another victim has come out. This time it is from a 13 year old who had experiences with Kazu as well. The Google Doc has been updated to reflect what has been said. The victim has given me permission to post this. Trigger warnings have updated on this too.

This is a callout for user @disdainful. Yes, an actual callout this time. 

Past urls: disdainful, shiijose, npdjimin, micdropbyjin, domtopjoseph, ch0ukei, etc.

Past names: Juna, Gilgamesh, Luci, Jamil, Demitrius, Belial, etc.

General tws: pedophilia, grooming 

Link to callout here.

In this callout is a testimony from a victim of Gil’s alter, who has allowed me to post the screenshots provided censored. This is not petty drama anymore, this is serious now with pedophilia involved.

If you don’t know, there is current “drama” regarding disdainful and myself, Alexandra (milftual). This was caused because of petty drama that Gil brought up himself. I have tried MULTIPLE times to reach out to Gil in order to solve this. He has refused to accept the invitation to talk every time. Because of this, however, Gil has been putting the blame of him receiving anons on me as a scapegoat and has manipulated people into thinking that I am the one starting this. He has, again, manipulated the situation towards me so that he cannot face his own actions and thoughts, though I have offered to talk with him regarding it. 

There are multiple people who do not agree with Gil and have come forth to apologize to me after learning about his true nature. Despite this there are some people who still trust Gil. I highly encourage you to read this even if you do not believe me.

Remember, this is the victim’s story, not mine. Hear them out. Let their voice be heard.

So I’ve been talking myself out of doing this for literal months BUT since my friends and I are being “called out” by this ass, I’m forced to. 

So my friends and I had a friend, and he was always VERY toxic and it just got worse and worse until we were forced to just cut contact. He used my friend for a place to stay after he ran away from his ((fully stocked and wealthy)) household, and ate all their food, made a mess, never showered, convinced them to steal for him, and lied every day about trauma that we could prove didn’t happen and suicide attempts that we were there to witness didn’t happen.

He basically forced me to let him use my bike and pulled a fit when I said he couldn’t use my brand new one, and then took my older one, and ignored me when I told him how to set up the lock. When he came back, my bike was completely broken (gear shifts were nowhere to be found, so it was unrideable), and my expensive bike lock was gone. He SWORE he gave it to me, and when I demanded money to replace it, he told me it wasn’t his problem. We found the bike lock in his stuff a month later. 

He told us to steal for him at his house, because he fed us lies about how his parents stole money and things for him, and then went back and told his parents we went to his house and stole shit when he told us not to. 

He got a shit ton of money each week from his mom when he was leeching off of my friend, and used it all for fast food for himself, all while he was eating them out of house and home and not replacing anything.

He left the house one night, and came back hours later (with not a hair out of place, no bruises or scratches or dirt or anything) and fed us a story about how he just tried to kill himself by jumping off a tower nearby.

He lies about everything, things that don’t even matter. He likes to talk about how he stole $8k worth of diamonds when he was around 15 (although he’s also said 8 too) from a place in the mall (nowhere in our mall has a store that sells unattached diamonds) and how he hid it in his attic and then his mom stole it. this kid can’t steal from Walmart without getting caught but expects us to believe him.

He also loves to tell people about how he had a HOME MRI MACHINE (he’s not rich, just wealthy) and he took pictures of his brain while masturbating to prove he was *actually male* and told us he saw all the “boy hormones” get released in his brain.

He’s also told me personally how he listens to peoples trauma/survivor stories and claims them as his own because he did it to me. 

He also dated a lesbian, which isn’t bad until you hear him brag about how he TOLD HER HE WAS A GIRL/LESBIAN JUST SO HE COULD SLEEP WITH HER. She still doesn’t know he was an OUT-TRANSGUY and on T. 

He runs two Tumblrs, one is supposed to be some support blog @forabusedkids and one is his primary @firsttranspresident . On his support blog, he’s so far claimed to: have Stockholm Syndrome (he’s NEVER been kidnapped), have been financially abused (he means his parents didn’t give him money he demanded and didn’t earn himself), have been medically abused (whatever that means???), and have been a victim of “””child labor””” because he worked on a farm one summer. OH and he claims that he’s “half asian” and he knows this because he saw a picture of his dads gf ((((with no face pic, didn’t look Asian at ALL)))), now all he does is make up stories about how he ‘’’wasn’t allowed to tan by his mother’’’ and how he gets called the N word on the street, and says a shit ton of racist shit about asian people (primarily chinese people), like how they have “kinky, thick hair” (since when??), and has called himself a “Chinese manufactured Tee”.  This boy is WHITE, light blue eyes, and light blonde hair (THIN BLONDE HAIR, I’ve styled and dyed his hair, its the most caucasian it can get, he doesn’t wash it at so to make it look thicker). He has a white savior complex that he decided wasn’t enough so now he’s making up shit. 

He also accused us, his EX-friends who gave him food and a place to stay at NO COST and only received threats from his family in return, of financially abusing him. US, abusing HIM. He’s put us through hell and back and we’re tired of being blamed for the opposite. 

He’s also about to turn 18 and likes to hang out with only 12-14 year olds, and is severely toxic to them, telling them about his (made up) fucked up trauma and putting awful ideas in their heads.

tl;dr Stay away from him. Unfollow his blogs, and don’t give him the time of day. He manipulates, he twists and makes up stories, and he treats his friends and family like shit. 

I don’t know if you remember anything about our friendship but you emotionally abused me. You constantly said you hated me and you wished you were dead every time I even said something. Literally one time I got a shit ton of donuts, brought them home in santa sized bags, bought you coffee, sat down and when you put the coffee down next to my foot without my knowledge, I stood up and accidentally knocked it over. You proceeded to scream at me for a fucking hour. One time I asked the group if they thought light skinned privilege was real because I was about to talk about it and I wanted to know where everyone stood, and you decided to yell at me that it was real as if I had already disagreed with you. Like you were literally fucking screaming at me. The only reason I never yelled at you back was because your date was my friend.

Then you started treating me like shit after I lost your bike lock, and told Allan I had a crush on him when we all knew he was straight and blatantly homophobic. So thanks for that shit. You threatened to beat me to death and tried to force me into prostitution to pay for your dumb $20 bike lock and accused me of stealing it and threatened to call the police. My mom still talks shit about you because she gave Allan $40 to pay you and you still harassed us. And my mom isn’t the peak of moral standards, so it’s fucking obvious you’re a lunatic.

And now you throw this shit at me twisting the truth a fuck ton.

First off, I didn’t use Alana for a place to stay. Alana offered their place to me and Ryan, and Ryan stayed there too, but y'all give me shit for some reason. Ryan ate their food, Ryan made a mess, and guess what you fucking stayed there too! So idk why you think you’re blameless.

And idk why you think bringing up my parents wealth means I should’ve stayed there. My dad literally said I deserved to die because I skipped class and I was terrified of coming home because he whips me and beats me and used to rape me. The fact that my parents are wealthy does NOT make them any less abusive. I don’t think you ran away from your family because they were poor, so don’t pull that shit out of your ass like I’m supposed to stay with my family.

Anyway I stole because I had to. I never had anyone else steal for me and most of the time, I was the one saying I didn’t want to steal. Most of the time, you and Allan were convincing me to steal for you. I made sure every time that everybody knew I didn’t want them to steal. So idk why the fuck you think it’s ok to act like I was forcing people to steal. I was homeless and I needed to, but most of the time I was trying to make it clear that I didn’t even want anybody to be with me. You and Allan would always be like “hey let’s go to the mall and steal stuff for fun” and I wouldn’t want to but people would be literally dragging me out of the house like that’s fucking ok. And then some odd amount of time later, people were stealing from my family without my permission WHILE I WAS IN THE HOSPITAL, which was dangerous as fuck and now I’m in huge trouble because of it.

Now I don’t even know how the fuck you’re gonna prove I wasn’t abused tho cuz my parents literally admitted to whipping my sisters and to abusing me on the phone next to Alana and Allan, and they both admitted it was abuse later, even though Allan has these weird standards that unless your family chopped off your fucking arm it’s not abuse. You can call them both up and ask. And I didn’t lie about any suicide attempts. If you’re talking about when I joked that the scars on my wrists were suicide attempts, that was a fucking joke to be edgy. I have literally branded myself though and left cuts on my legs, so if you wanna see proof of the fact that there are literally letters engraved on my legs here ya go, here are some pictures (trigger warning for followers who are triggered by scars)

That says “love is a distraction” kinda faded since a couple months ago but you can ask Alana because they saw this shit when it was still bleeding

This one’s real faded but it’s a K and I was gonna turn it into a sick font that said “kill me’

The rest are real faded but covered in a lot of hair. But ya know… I didn’t fucking lie. I’ve attempted suicide a fuck ton and idk why you fucking think I didn’t when I literally cut myself right in front of you while I was high.

Also I’ve literally posted the poem my dad wrote about my naked body, so ya know, go fuck yourself please

Now on to the whole fucking bike issue YOU threw a fit over. I didn’t give a fuck about which bike you let me use, I honestly couldn’t tell the difference. I asked you if I could use the bike, then tried to figure out how to get to my GED pretest in time without it and you conceded when I was looking at bus schedules to the GED place. You told me to use the red one and then I left, because who fucking knows the difference besides you, who I guess is in the fucking bike fandom or something

I then got to the bike rack, tried locking it, texted you to ask how to lock it, then thought I locked it and told you I couldn’t text you anymore because I LITERALLY HAD TO GO TO MY GED TEST, which was FUCKING REQUIRED in order to get my GED so fuck off thinking I’m gonna prioritize you over the one chance I had to get a high school education after I fucking locked it already.

Now as to the whole bike being destroyed thing, you didn’t even tell me it was “broken” until 2 months later after I got out of the mental hospital. So I don’t fucking believe you.

And yes, y'all did steal from my house without my permission. I was in the hospital with limited phone call time, and I’m talking fucking telephones so it’s fucking awful that it was spring up on me in the 10 minutes I got that y'all were at my house stealing shit. I called Alana and they told me Allan was halfway through my dad’s bedroom window. I didn’t fucking ask y'all to steal from my parents house, and it put me in a fuck ton of danger when you did, which ultimately ended up getting me punished severely for my dad’s guitar mysteriously disappearing with my mom’s laptop. My mom still doesn’t have a laptop, because unlike my dad, my mom is poor as dirt and he doesn’t share any money with her. He actually yells at her every time she spends too much money, which is like $40 according to him, so ya fucking led to my mom getting emotionally abused.

And then the whole fucking bike lock thing. We didn’t find it in my stuff. I found it in YOUR pile of shit that you left at Alana’s house for two fucking months. And I told Allan and Alana.

But since you constantly ignore how fucking awful of a person you were, lemme point it out for you. I woke up one day with Ryan freaking out on me saying I lost your bike lock about two months after I had last used your bike. We ran around trying to find it somewhere in the house, and I guess no one checked your massive pile of shit in the corner of Alana’s room, because no one could find it. So Ryan texted you and apparently you told him I owed you $40. Minutes later, I got five fucking texts from you saying you’ll beat the shit out of me even after I agreed to pay you back. You told me, “just beg your rich parents for the money” and “just go into child prostitution like you wanted to in the first place” which I had already decided not to because I thought the fact that I was fucking poor as shit after running away from my parents wouldn’t be as bad as getting statutory raped on Grindr. You kept threatening me, and according to Ryan, he’s stopped you from killing me “several times” so it’s not about a fucking bike lock, you clearly just fucking hate me because I exist or something.

My mom decided to give Allan $40 because she trusts him more than me, and this decision came after an hour of us being in a screaming match, which Alana has said multiple times is one of the reasons they consider themself a witness to my abuse, past the fact that we went through my dad’s files together and they saw all the notes my mom wrote about hitting us and all the pictures my dad had of “GF Pix” aka my birth mom. Allan decided to spend the money to punish me for yelling back at my parents. I then told Ryan that and he decided to get mad at me even though that’s a fucking asshole move of Allan. And a month later I was going through your pile of shit because I saw a pair of my gloves in it and I found the bike lock. For all I know you were fucking hiding it as an excuse to get pissed at me and start threatening to kill me.

Anyway I got $60 once from my mom which isn’t enough to pay fucking rent so idk what you expected me to do with it if you think that’s enough to claim I was leeching off of Alana. I feel bad for having stayed at Alana’s house but you did too so idk why the fuck you think you’re on the moral high ground. You were friends with Alana for 5 days and then came over to their house for a month saying it would only be a few days the whole time.

Anyway I’m not even gonna address the whole jumping off the building thing because I’ve addressed that with you and Alana in private and I wouldnt like what happened to be all over Tumblr.

I don’t know why you think I said the mall in Providence or that I was 15 because I’ve literally only lived here for 5 years but I don’t really want to address this one either because A. I was poor as shit when I was younger and B. I don’t want this all over Tumblr either. All I gotta say about that is I’ve only ever stolen when I was really fucking poor. I’ve also never said I have an attic, personally my views on attics are that only old grandmothers have attics in their homes and I’ve been very vocal about that belief so idk why you would think I’ve said shit about an attic.

Anyway I’ve admitted to Alana that the MRI thing was a lie because that night when everybody was screaming at me that Endocrines don’t exist I panicked and lied, as compulsive liars do. But I did Google some stuff about how hormones affect male brains vs female brains during masturbation and then masturbated to see how my hormones acted and based their patterns off of where I could feel my brain being stimulated during climax, then compared that to those charts and figured I was nonbinary leaning male based off of this info.

And as I tried to say multiple times, I have a weird mental illness thing that makes me psychologically fucked up, making me believe what happened to you happened to me sometimes. So sometimes I confuse my reality with your reality if I get mentally weaker, like if I get really sick or if I’m half asleep. This also happens with TV shows. For instance one time I was watching how I met your mother while I was sick and the next day I woke up TRULY BELIEVING I was Robin and Ted had just broken up with me. This mostly happens when other people tell me traumatic stories though, because my brain does this awful thing where it tries to traumatize me even more than I already am. But you kept fucking yelling at me to not do that, even though I can’t fucking control my psychosis, so I couldn’t explain that after 5 times being interrupted by your emotionally abusive ass.

As far as when I dated Ingrid, I didn’t lie. I convinced MYSELF that I might be a girl. During that whole relationship, I pushed myself back in the closet and believed I could be a girl if I tried hard enough. So ya know, internalized homophobia. And I never bragged about it, I told you that it happened. That I dated a girl who basically made me feel worthless as a trans nonbinary man and fed me a lot of transphobia, until it was honestly a really toxic relationship. If you’re saying I bragged about it because I’ve expressed multiple times that I’m proud to have finally kissed a girl, it’s because every time I kiss a guy they end up raping me and tbh that awful relationship with Ingrid is still the least abusive one I’ve been in. And by the way, you’re saying I lied to have sex with her… So then in order for my plan to work I would have to… Have sex with her… And to be clear I’ve had sex with one girl. I refused to have sex with Ingrid which is ultimately why we broke up, because she said she could’ve raped me like my ex but she didn’t so I should appreciate her more.

Anyway you’re honestly just a fucking disgusting person for acting like my trauma is made up when you’ve literally seen proof that it happened in my mom’s diary, but I’ll still address you saying that I “only” hang out with 12-14 year olds. You’re referring to the ONE TIME that I talked about my friend who was 14. And I still honestly don’t see what the fuck is wrong with that if I’m not sexually or romantically attracted to them. The fact that you act like this is pedophilia is fucking weird and honestly really fucking creepy because that means you see everything I do as sexual or romantic. I went to high school at the time, that means I know plenty of freshmen and I’m forced to hang out with them, so idk why the fuck I wouldn’t be friends with them. As of right now I know 3 14 year olds, no 13 year olds, and no 12 year olds besides the ones that go to Youth Pride for 13 and under days, and honestly I’m not even friends with the 12 year olds, they just talk to me because they like how my hair is red and they like to pet me. As far as the 14 year old I mentioned to you, I’m friends with him because he goes to Gender Spectrum (a group for transgender people) and it’s not like I’m just gonna pretend he doesn’t exist because of his age. The second one is somebody I met in the hospital. The third one is someone who talks to me online. Now considering I know prolly 500 people, and 3 of them are 14 and 2 of them I don’t even really talk to more than once a month, I honestly don’t see the problem here. I don’t exclusively talk to children and I don’t see the problem with talking to a few. When I was 10 years old I’d talk to my dad’s colleagues all the time, and it’s not like they were sexually or romantically attracted to me, so I don’t see why anyone gives a shit.

As far as Stockholm Syndrome, that term doesn’t just refer to kidnapping victims. It also applies to child abuse victims. This link might help your stupid ass out:

http://www.giftfromwithin.org/html/FAQ-Stockholm-Syndrome-and-Child-Abuse-Survivors.html

Financial abuse refers to the fact that my parents didn’t feed me since I was 5, so idk why you expect a toddler to earn money for himself. I think you just need reasons to hate me now.

Medical abuse refers to the fact that my parents refused to provide me medical care when I was straight up vomiting blood and would send me to school in that condition without ever providing a doctor to figure out why the fuck I vomited blood so much as a child.

I literally had to work on that farm to pay for food. You downplay so fucking much of my trauma. It’s almost like you WANT to be more abused than me, more poor than me, more raped than me. It’s not a competition, I literally never said I was more mistreated in my life than you but you always act like because my dad makes money (which we’ve been barely scraping by until these last 5 years) and because I’m not a person of color I’m somehow not even a bit traumatized or mentally ill. Literally when I was being taken to the hospital you said you had it worse because you were fucking tied down or something like that’s what I needed to hear when I was about to have my freedom taken away.

And let’s be clear, I’ve never claimed that I have ever been racially oppressed. I never said I got called the n word on the street. Idk why those kids called me a latinx slur (which is what I said it was in the original post about being called a slur so idk why tf you think I think I’m black or something) but they did call me it and I don’t think that’s racial oppression in the slightest. EVERY time I bring up my heritage, which I have in no way claimed to be guaranteed, I also say I benefit from white privilege in almost every single aspect of my life, and that I consider myself too white to call myself anything but that. If you read further in those posts you screenshotted, you’ll see that I said that. I never said Chinese people have “kinky” hair. Kinky would be twisted. I did say East Asian people have thick hair, which you can read more about on this site.

https://theidleman.com/manual/health/race-differences-hair-types/

I’ve literally never called myself a “Chinese manufactured tee” and idk how you pulled that out of your ass. And I fucking wash my hair so idk why the fuck you have to go after my showers but I literally took a shower the morning before you bleached my hair. Like you told me that that would be a problem so idk how you don’t remember that. I don’t purposefully stay disgusting just to appear more asian as you implied. I wash myself regularly when I can but seeing as I grew up in a house where I’m not allowed to shower because the bathroom with the shower that isn’t covered in turtle shit is in my parents bedroom, WHICH IVE FUCKING EXPLAINED TO YOU, I’m not used to showering every day. Anyway idk why the fuck you’re so obsessed about my showering habits because that’s fucking weird and creepy.

I do want you to source my white savior complex because I’m as fucking careful as I can be about racism and you try calling me out for the dumbest shit. Take, for instance the spot where you screenshotted my post to make it look like I said “s*** food” when in actuality I said spicy food, because biologically if I were asian my tolerance for spicy food would be higher, which is a scientific fact. If you hate me cuz I’m white, I get that since I fucking hate straight people sometimes, but you honestly don’t need to go so far into it that you lie about me to make my blog less popular as if I give a shit. That’s not impacting me but the people who read my blog as a coping mechanism, cuz I honestly don’t give a shit about my popularity, I have a day job and I don’t spend all my time checking my following list. I honestly believe you only hate me because I’m white, because there’s no other reason you’d say all this awful shit about me.

Anyway I’ve never said anything bad about Alana. I don’t think they’ve ever abused me, I think they’ve been nicer to me than I deserved. They were the person that gave me food and shelter. YOU did nothing except yell at me while I was living with them and constantly belittle and insult me. You told me I made you want to kill yourself because I would make puns. One time somebody was talking about the santa bags of donuts and I said “do NUT” and you said “Tobias you literally make me wanna kill myself”. You yelled at me because I mentioned Edward once and listened to a song, and I can understand if that’s a trigger for you but I literally didn’t fucking know and you yelled at me. You kept saying I was leeching off Alana WHILE YOU WERE LIVING THERE. You got pissed at me because I said I was poor which was a straight up fact because I was fucking homeless and jobless, and then you got pissed at me because I said my dad is part native American which is a literal fucking fact even though I still consider him to count as white. You yelled at me because I mentioned how I told Ingrid I was a girl and you kept yelling at me after I said I was repressing my gender even though your boyfriend Ryan has done literally the exact same thing multiple times. You constantly fucking yelled at me for just anything I would say to the point that I was scared to open my mouth around you because you were constantly calling me stupid and yelling at me. And now you’re taking credit for what Alana did for me because you wanna play victim and act like you’ve done so much for me like you’ve ever done a thing for me in my life. You’re literally emotionally abusive and I don’t get why you can’t see that.

Idk why you’re attacking me for saying compulsive liars are aight if they try to not continue that pattern. Do you think the mentally ill are automatically bad people?

Anyway I don’t know why you think you got permission to post pictures of me pre transition but I’m talking about when I was 5 I was extremely tan, not when I was 12-16 as I was in all those pictures. As you can see in those pictures tho, my hair was brown by the time I was 15, so your assertion that I’m blonde is wrong. If I am half asian (which as I have made clear previously is a theory) it’s physically possible for me to have blue eyes. That’s like… A fact. You have straight hair and you’re black so idk why you can’t understand that traits common in a particular race can still not show up in a child of that race and recessive genes sometimes take over.

Not to mention you put my fucking pictures of me pre T on Tumblr as if I fucking consented to that. It’s a breach of privacy to put anyone’s photos online without their consent, especially someone you’re lying about to make sure people stop talking to them. But the fact that you decided to stalk me for my Instagram and then posted those photos online of me as a fucking child looking like a girl is disgusting.

And lying that I was on T when I dated her I didn’t even cover. I started T last summer. I dated her a spring ago. I wasn’t out to my parents, I wasn’t out at school, I literally pushed myself back in the closet and lied to myself.

I also didn’t bring up how you said I treat my family like shit as if they aren’t fucking abusive.

And I didn’t talk about how you’re 18 and you still go to a youth center that’s meant for children and you’re a teaching assistant so you also work with children but you expect me to hang out exclusively with 50 year olds or else I’m a pedophile. And you said I hang out with only 12-14 year olds as if you, Alana, Allan, Ryan, max, Osiris, and Julian arent all 17, 18, or 19. Like literally in order for this story to make sense you’d be saying youre 14 at the most. I hung out with one 14 year old and suddenly I’m a fucking pedophile tho??? Guess I should call the police on you for working at a school.

I also never asked for my mom to threaten you. In fact she didn’t threaten you. She told me privately in the car that she’d smack you if she could, and I told Alana that she said that, and Alana told you. I also told her not to hurt you. Meanwhile you threatened me with death and prostitution on multiple occasions so idk why you’re bitching about my mom.

Also y'all did steal from my house. Allan pushed me into stealing way more alcohol than was necessary and then tried to steal my weed. You stole from my house multiple times. And when my mom assumed you were the only theif, I went with it because I cared more about Alana than you since by that time you were sending me texts saying “if you don’t pay for my bike lock in two days I’m gonna come over and beat the crap out of you” and ya know I don’t take kindly to people who threaten homeless people for money for things they lost and the homeless person already paid for.

I dumped Allan the second I dumped you.

I was never abusive to you when we were friends, I was one of the nicest to you besides Alana and stood up for you to Ryan (he’ll even confirm).

You got all those donuts and shit for free, and I got mad at you for spilling my hot chocolate because 1. I told you to watch out for it because you sat down and put your foot near it and 2. you refused to clean it and it was a large, and sticky, and was all under Alana’s bed, and you didn’t even care enough to apologize to them. 

I got mad at you (different than treating you like shit, not like I expect you to even know the difference anymore) when my bike lock went missing because you REFUSED to set it up, and then when I asked for it you tried to play the “I gave it to you” game. So I demanded the money to replace it (my impoverished mother paid $40 for it so my bike wouldn’t get stolen again) and YOU and Allan both spent the money your mommy gave you to pay me back, and its not my problem that Allan spent the money by himself the second or third time. And I said I’d FIGHT you because you and Allan said you were going to fight me, I never threatened your life, and I never tried to “force you into prostitution”. And with the whole prostitution thing, I was pissed because you FORCED me to give you my bike lock and bike (cried to me that you needed to get to CCAP in a few minutes, because you DIDN’T WANT to leave on time, and then threw a pissy fit because I wouldn’t let you use my brand new bike) and then lost my lock and told me you wouldn’t pay for it, so I said “go ask mommy or go into prostitution like you wanted to”, because you had the money, you just didn’t want to pay for it, because… the bike lock was found by Alana’s parents in their living room in your belongings, along with your cigarettes, cigar box, gloves, etc. 

You stayed at Alana’s a few times, once after eating a shit ton of icing after you mother literally told you to leave it alone, and then Alana had to clean up the mess you made for yourself in that situation. At the time, you and Alana knew each other, sure, but you weren’t close, you just need someone to clean up your mess for you. Ryan didn’t leave a mess, and he only had a backpack worth of shit. He didn’t eat all their food, and Alana’s parents love him because he’s respectful. I knew Alana by the time I stayed at their house for emergency sanctuary, I didn’t bring every single one of my belongings, and I constantly used what little food stamps and money I had to buy food for the house. You however, stunk up the entire house with your foot stench (that still haunts the rugs), left messes in every room (one that was so bad it prompted Alana’s mom to clean it up, and caused Alana to have a full blown anxiety attack), left a cum stain on the mattress even after being told NOT to masturbate in that room, and then simply just being asked to use a god fucking towel, and left your (uncleaned) penis prosthetic and (uncleaned) light saber that you used to masturbate with on the floor in Alana’s room and different places in the house. You ate all of the food in the cupboards and refused to replace anything you ate, but would instead use the money your mom gave you (which was every week) to buy yourself McDonald’s and Dunkin’ Donuts every day (and that one ridiculously expensive burger place). 

I never said wealthy parents are less abusive, but you stayed in contact with them in order to get money from them. I literally remember thinking “my mom would actually kill me if I talked to her like that and I wouldn’t blame her” when you called your mom and DEMANDED her for money SHE EARNED while you were talking shit about and to her and refusing to go home. Honestly, it seemed like you abused them. 

You never had to steal. You had more money than me or Ryan and had literally everything you needed AND always went back to your house to get more. Once you came with me to the supermarket when I went to buy food for the house, and you stole garlic and ate it “just because you felt like it”. You stole dog food, jewelry, so many gloves, a leather jacket and an ugly t-shirt (from a thrift store which poor people need to buy from), hundreds of dollars worth of clothes (including women’s clothes that you never wore), wireless headphones, chargers you didn’t need, and yarn which you forced Alana to steal for you (not like it was the first or only time). You crammed up Alana’s house with all your shit and left no room for me, I had one pile of belongings that I always kept out of the way. And you literally told me that you guys always go to Walmart to steal, you called it “collecting”. You told us when you wanted to go and would complain until we went. And I literally asked ALLAN to steal a pair of toenail clippers for me ONCE because I needed them and would’ve gotten caught. No one ever asked you to steal for them. If you wanna talk about shit you needed to steal; Alana begged you to steal yourself some toothpaste and a toothbrush but you refused, you wouldn’t even get mouthwash. Dude, you even stole shit you didn’t need from family-owned businesses.

You made us steal from your house. You told us it was yours and your parents stole money from you so it was only right. You pushed us to take more and more, even when I kept asking “are you SURE this is okay” and “are you SURE they won’t get mad” in which you kept saying everything would be fine and they’re too rich to care. Allan’s the only one who stole from your house when you were admitted and we hate him almost just as much. I’m glad you’re in trouble. You need to take some responsibility for something. 

I never said your parents didn’t abuse you, proving you didn’t read my post and you’re looking for pity points. 

I don’t care about your “brands” I have a bunch too, and you don’t see me pulling them out every time something doesn’t go my way. 

“Love is a distraction” is something you got from graffiti in our city. 

It’s literally possible to reschedule a GED test without consequence, and again, Alana told you to leave on time and you told them “no.”

I don’t ride the red bike, you did, and so I had no reason to go look at it, but once I did I saw the gear shift was MISSING and heavily questioned literally everyone who even touched it. It was you. 

Allan stole your mom’s laptop and I don’t know what happened to the guitar, do you. And so none of that is my problem lmao. 

Some of your shit is STILL in Alana’s house, but we’re getting rid of it finally. By the way, I was invited to live here by Alana’s parents because unlike you, I am respectful, clean, and put food in the house. 

I already made this point, but just to recap; the bike lock was found by Alana’s parents in your shit in the living room, I threatened to fight you because you stole my bike lock and then you and Allan threatened me, and then sarcastically told you to ask your mom and prostitute yourself because you literally had the means to get me my money. BTW you can’t get statutorily raped if you’re older than 15. And Ryan never said he stopped me from killing you. ALLAN is the one that tried to convince me to jump you with him for like a whole hour while I was actively saying that I’m not going to outnumber you and fuck you over. 

Allan spending the money isn’t my problem, it’s yours and his. 

I never said your mom didn’t hit you.

Finding headless nude pictures of your dad’s present or (most likely, since the quality is bad) past girlfriend doesn’t make her your birth mom lol and having dark nipples doesn’t make you Asian or even non-white. Lots of white people have dark nipples. 

No one said pay rent. We said to replenish the food you scarfed down your throat 24/7.

I was friends with Alana way longer than 5 days by the time I got forced out of my house, and THEY convinced ME to live there and stay. 

Well, you don’t want your fake suicide attempt on Tumblr? Ryan didn’t want you posting and talking about his sexual assault (even if you didn’t say his name) anywhere but you did it anyway, a lot, even after he STRESSED to you explicitly that he DIDN’T consent. 

You told two different versions of the story, so get it straight with yourself. Also if you’re seventeen (17) now, and moved here five (5) years ago, then you came here when you were twelve (12),  and so have been fifteen (15) years old in Providence. Equation: 17-5=12 & 12<15

You can’t feel your brain, Tobias. No one can. That’s why you’re awake and non-medicated during brain surgery. I don’t even need to tell you how you can’t figure out you’re nonbinary from masturbating.  Get help for your lying. 

We have proof from that time period and before talking about how you were trans and, more specifically, “not a girl”. Also, homophobia?? ok. 

I never said all your trauma is fake but okay. 

I never said only. I’m referring to YPI “13 and under” nights. It’s wrong because 17-18 year olds shouldn’t be FRIENDS with 14(-) year olds. A mentor, yes, not a friend. There’s such a mental age gap and I shouldn’t have to explain to you why its damaging to the child. You’re an extremely sexual person who only talks about your own trauma and sex with ANYONE who will talk to you. Younger people don’t need to hear about this shit. You shouldn’t be letting 13-year-olds “pet you”. 

That link (that isn’t a reliable source ANYWAY, and every reliable source says the only group of people who CAN experience Stockholm Syndrome are those who have been the victim of a violent kidnapping, and even then, only a very small percent of that group actually develop SS.) says that victims of child abuse should be able to UNDERSTAND what SS feels like. It does not say that child abuse victims can experience Stockholm Syndrome. 

Financial Abuse refers to forcing someone to give you money/gifts through manipulation (usually a SPOUSE), you’re thinking of alleged neglect. 

I won’t lie here, I don’t believe your parents “medically abused” you since the school would’ve been forced to report you being violently sick all the time (that literally happened to me AND its a nationwide law and HEAVILY enforced).

“I had to work on that farm to pay for food”, you mean why everyone else works?? People work to pay for things! Kids (usually of color) have to get jobs very early!! To pay for food!! Wild!!

I’m not in competition with you, I just hate people who make up stories for pity. I am, literally poorer than you since I do not have access to money from mommy and daddy because they do not have money. You’ve said yourself your parents are “extremely wealthy (and that’s why we could steal from them)”. So you admit to being white? Good. And I NEVER said white people can’t be mentally ill or traumatized, I live with two white/white passing mentally ill people, and I’ve never invalidated their struggles. 

You were texting me in the ambulance saying that you were going to be strapped down and you were scared, I comforted you by telling you I was strapped down to the stretcher on the way to the hospital and that it’s normal and it’s procedure. I was literally comforting you and you said I helped, but you know, turn me into the demon you need me to be. 

You claimed to be called the N-word at least 3 times on either one of your blogs, You have said that you ARE Asian, which we all know you’re not, and claimed for this to have disrupted your childhood. Now, it’s great that you admit to adopting other people’s trauma as your own because that’s exactly what you did here. Ryan had brought up with us for a great while now that his mother would mistreat him when he resembled his (black) father, so whenever he got a tan and pulled back his hair, his mother would refuse to acknowledge him. He was born darker than expected because he IS mixed, and that made his openly racist mother upset. Tobias, there’s nothing wrong with being white, but there is EVERYTHING wrong with pretending not to be, and making up stories of being called slurs. You’re an asshole. 

I’ll admit to misspeaking here, to correct myself;  you said that you got called the N-word and that in response, you’re going to “sip your Asia manufactured tea and praise Black Jesus”. Which is just, problematic in itself. You’re praising sweatshops, admitting you know nothing about Jesus’s heritage, and fetishizing black culture all in one. 

When we lived together you literally washed your hair ONCE. You didn’t even do it on the rare occurrence when you showered. I’ve felt your hair when dying it black (we never bleached your hair, there was no reason to.), and its the thinnest, blondest, most caucasian hair I’ve ever worked with, and I’ve styled tons of White, Asian, Spanish, and Black hair. 

You didn’t shower JUST because you didn’t want to, I asked if there was a reason you didn’t want to shower when we first starting living together and you said “no”. And it’s not like you would’ve just kept from me since you unconsentedly dropped all your trauma on me when we first met and then continued to do so throughout our entire friendship. And I’m not creepy for hating that my room now permanently smells like your feet and ass because you didn’t feel like bathing yourself. Also, Alana’s father was and is pissed that all the rugs in his house have an un-cleansable stench from your, and only your, feet (and ass), so is he a creep too?

You have a white savior complex, Tobias and all of us talk about it all the time, I can’t source your entire personality, can I? I never tried to make it look like you said shit food (also love how you censored that one cuss but nothing else), I know it said spicy, I was commenting on how PoC don’t have a better tolerance for spiciness, its cultural, which is why adopted kids don’t have a better tolerance unless they’re exposed to the culture, which is why as a kid I hated anything with a mild spice but now season all my food to the point of having to eat alone without Ryan (who is a white-raised mixed person who cant handle spices.)

I don’t hate you because you’re white, I hate you because you’re a pity-searching, manipulative, lying, abusive, PoC-fetishizing piece of shit who won’t leave MY friends alone. 

You don’t have a day job, you were fired for slacking off and then trying to blame it all on not having coffee (I’m writing all of this and functioned all day without any caffeine and while withdrawing because I’m actually caffeine addicted says my DOCTOR,) and told Alana you weren’t going to find a job until you were “fully transitioned” which doesn’t make any sense and shows how much a privileged, entitled, little brat you are. (Also boo-hoo you’re so poor that you can put off working until you’re “done transitioning”)

You’ve gaslit and abused them. I could list all the examples just from the past year of you treating them like your own personal monkey, but the video I’m going to attach will say it all. 

I yelled at you when you purposely triggered me, ignored my wishes, and stole/broke my belongings. I insulted you when we were no longer friends and I saw you for what you truly are. I have tons of video examples of you saying “I’m going to kill myself” as a reaction to a joke or situation, since that’s what we all say, and I didn’t say “Tobias you literally make me want to kill myself.” I said, “OH MY GOD I’m gonna COMMIT” and then laughed. I yelled at you when you played a triggering song, and then I told you it triggered me because of Edward and asked you to turn it off,  you REFUSED because “you liked that song”. I yelled because I was having flashbacks and you refused to simply turn off that dumb song because you don’t actually care about anyone but yourself. 

You were leeching off of Alana. We were both living there, but I kept my space and self clean, I fed myself with my own self-bought food and even bought food for the house, I was polite and respectful to Alana, their parents, and their house. 

I got mad at you because you wouldn’t let me explain the difference between broke and poor. You were broke, I am poor. You got money EVERY WEEK (everyone can attest to this), I struggled just to eat. My family is systematically poor, your family has a great fucking life. That’s the difference.

I got pissed because I said most, if not all, white-Americans are part Native American but that doesn’t get to count because the small, small, percentage is there because of rape and colonization and then you got ass-hurt and defended your 1/32nd part Native.

I didn’t even know about the Ingrid thing until now so there’s no possible way I could’ve physically yelled at you for it (nice made up story, bro), and we have documented proof that you were out (and proud) as transgender and more specifically not a girl to your friends, teacher, and classmates, and you told your friends that you were going to tell Ingrid you were a girl so you could “date and kiss her”. BTW, you started testosterone 4 months later SO you would’ve, by law, had to have had documented Gender Dysphoria for at least 6 months.

Again, I only yelled at you when you were triggering Alana ON PURPOSE, triggering me, or being ungrateful and abusive; so if you felt that you couldn’t talk at all because I always yelled at you, that’s says a lot about your character. 

I just highlighted that passage to prove you’re a liar and you know it. I’m sorry I don’t fetishize and romanticize mental illness like you do. Sorry, I believe in treatment instead of building up and breaking. 

Those pictures were on public, and you said you like showing people your Pre-T photos, AND YOU’VE POSTED ALL OF THOSE TO YOUR TUMBLR BEFORE. Again, you stole that story from Ryan, just like you did with me. And your hair is blonde, very blonde, very very blonde. And my hair isn’t straight, I have Cuban waves, you just saw it when it was so damaged it was breaking off, but even then it curled. (Also I’m Afro-Cuban and Latinx, get it right.) 

You’re still racist. You fetishize black women and its disgusting. It goes beyond having a type. You objectify and sexualize them and it makes everyone extremely uncomfortable. And don’t even try to tell ME what racism is. 

“Stalked”, “Months ago”, You don’t have many photos up, maybe once a month. I didn’t dig for those at all. Nice try though. And I didn’t make it up, you even admit to going to the 13 and Under nights and you’re only 18 so, you hurt yourself there, buddy. And I already covered the other things. 

Again, you posted them yourself, both on your public Instagram with followers that you don’t personally know, and on your Tumblrs. 

I didn’t stalk you, I’m not a creep like you. 

And you’re right, you started T JUST AFTER you dated her, proof you were out since you would’ve had to been. 

And you treat your family like shit, I’ve only seen you talk down to your mother and financially abused her. (Because BY DEFINITION, you do.)

I’m a nonbinary, intersex, bi/ace 18-year-old person of color who goes to a queer/PoC-centered youth support/hang out center. I receive help and recourses and meet people MY AGE with similar interests. Tuesday-Wednesday is meant for 14-23 year olds, and Thursday evening is meant for children 13 and under (It’s called 13 and Under). I go on T-W, you go on Thursday evenings and stay to hang out with little kids and push your toxicity on them. I guess you could say there’s a difference between us. 

I never brought up your mother’s threats. Also, Allan told me, not Alana. And again, never threatened you with death or prostitution. 

I stole when you brought me there and told me to do so. I asked you if what I took was okay and didn’t take anything before getting the “OK” from you. Alana, Ryan, and I are not responsible for any of Allan’s actions, as we have pushed him out of our lives too, and we don’t plan to ever talk to him again. I threatened to fight you after you and Allan threatened me, and then when you refused to pay for the bike lock my impoverished, struggling mother bought me for Christmas.

You didn’t pay me back. You and Allan spent that money several different times. If rent is owned and a woman gives her husband the money to go pay it, but instead the husband spends it on cigars and beer, that does not mean that the rent is paid, it means that the husband is a shitty person with no sense of responsibility. 

And I didn’t do that.

@forabusedkids @firsttranspresident

ATTACHMENTS: Video proof of:

-Tobias jokingly saying “I’m going to kill myself’ and tying a noose around his neck.

-Tobias leaving his dirty penis prosthetic (that I gifted him) around

-Psychologically abusing Alana during a psychotic episode for his own amusement (after they’ve told him not to!)

-Sitting on top of a touch-triggered friend who said not to.

Here’s a recap of the older post and the very bottom has info about her recent scamming.

i made one other callout on my old blog but it was a bit disorganized so i’m going to remake it here with a link to a google docs with all of the info on @kimnamjoxn

to preface, this happened when v was 13-16 and i was 14-17. most of our interactions happened on quizazz/quotev on accounts that have been deleted so i don’t have any screencaps of things from there or from our old private messages on discord, so a fair amount you will have to trust me on. i do have character witnesses for what she was like though – @gafou, @lesbianmckeyla, @sadcryptid, @stillwritinghaikus all knew me while i was still friends or dating v. dani (sadcryptid) prefers you contact her privately and won’t talk about it much for personal reasons.

i started this callout when it was just an online relationship where he was manipulative and racist on The Internet!!! but this guy has moved on to raping and beating his partner irl. most recent updates from that are at the bottom. this isn’t tumblr drama anymore but an actual real life sexual predator. please send this to anyone interacting with him, he should not have a platform anywhere. 

CURRENT URL: unhelthy

ALL KNOWN URLS: shizuohamhajima, cazuichi, kamoedo, vampeyer, ryoje, deadpopee, yukiteruwu, bpdshizuo (i have it now), selfharm404, sucra, robotboner, raimdrops, unhelthy, eyemaggot

disclaimer: most of what happened between us was on now deleted quotev/quizazz accounts and my old blog that i deactivated after getting stalked by someone irl. all the screenshots i can give are from our email conversations, but i can get some testimonies from people who knew her about how she treated me in public and what i told them at the time it all went down. 

(@stillwritinghaikus & @sadcryptid knew me and eli most of the time, but @gafou was there towards the end and can say what they were like the few times we all hung out also only contact these ppl off anon, they don’t all want to be involved too publicly but agreed to be included as character witnesses to who eli is– there are other people but i don’t have ways to contact a lot of them because we fell out of touch over the years)

anyone who has followed me for long or knows me knows i still deal with panic attacks, issues in relationships, issues with self worth, and nightmares because of a bad ex-girlfriend.

me and eli (i think that’s what they’re going by now and i believe they use they/she pronouns now) were best friends and on-again off-again since 2013 up until some time in 2017. consistently from 2014 until 2016 (i tried to detach from them in late 2016 so we talked significantly less and i would ignore them when they got angry or anything), they emotionally abused me. 

tw for incest, daddy kink, and emotional abuse under the cut– don’t harass her about the things regarding incest or daddy kink because most of that is from when they were 13-15, i’m only including it because its a testament to what type of person they are and something that is available in our email chains to prove. i was complicit in a lot of the incest rp/kink but at no point was i legit into it, i just never called them out on it and i went with it

also i’m award that the first picture is low quality, here’s an hq version (tw for pedophilia/teacherstudent)

also i left out something because i didn’t think it was worth it but, they also would give me silent treatment and yell at me for trying to force myself on them for being kin with characters they liked and it didn’t stop until i stopped being kin.

then, when they needed my attention because of my distance from them, they picked up kins from my canons and nearly all of them were in some way involved romantically with my boyfriends then kins and they talked extensively about how hot billy was.

link to callout

current url: goodluckster

previous urls: astropheletstella, gothmilktea, lambcake, faeryqind, bortzu, blakccherry, w1shy, sqizophrenia

luke changes his url very frequently so i’ll do my best to keep this updated

TW for: emotional abuse, guilt tripping, manipulation, sexual abuse, predatory behavior, self harm, suicide mentions

I like knew he did Kratt brothers incest shit back in the day but I never knew he had a whole blog dedicated to it.

SKIP TO 2:30 THE “I WANT TO BEEEE PART OF YOUR WOOOOOORLD*” SHIT BEGINS (world=asian)

ALSO RIGHT AFTER THAT THE “THERE WERE PROBLEMS ON BOTH SIDES!” STARTS

he’s a pedophile. it’s that simple. the following are straight from his blog.

^ calling pedophilia a “developmental disorder”

^ him discounting righteous anger from abuse victims as “stone age” mentality

^ that was him pitifully trying to demonize me for calling a spade a spade (i’m not cis and i am gay so he had no clue what he was talking about)

anyway he regularly reblogs pics of little boys and makes art about them in a way that’s just nonsexualized enough for him to escape scrutiny and follows blogs like this for that purpose perfect for closet pedos (tw: cryptopedophilia)

he’s probably gonna cry wolf and say he’s committing suicide or deleting again

reblog this, because no one should be following or defending him.

as GS, nick had a lot of influence. i won’t name names, but he was mutuals with some very popular humor bloggers and will probably do so again as bingfailures. if you see him reblogged, in the source, or in comments, be aware.

update: the cryptopedo blog he followed deactivated. unfortunately i didn’t have the foresight to get a screencap showing proof of nick’s following it, since he only shortly had his following list public, but here’s a archived screenie of it here. (tw: objectified kids, NOT CP) i have other independent witnesses as well.

tumblr doesn’t do jack about pedophiles (you can try to report him by clicking the dropdown on his blog, selecting “flag this blog” -> “violates guidelines” -> “risk of harm” -> “harm to minors” and add this callout, but i doubt anything will happen) but you can block him/warn others that he is a pedophile. do this!

he frequently befriends and talks about minors. i see him as a real threat to minors here and in real life. there is absolutely no way we can take him at his word that he’s non-offending. i don’t want to get into the statistics but most male pedophiles offend early. if i had better evidence, i would contact the FBI.

he or his supporters will attempt to manipulate you into thinking that i suicide bait him or his followers or encourage others to do so. i have never done that. whatever your response is to this situation, it’s up to you. i don’t feed anyone a script, it just turns out that people hate pedophiles. who would have thought.

please reblog. i have nothing to gain but the knowledge that together we can lessen the influence of a potential predator and/or oust him from this website. there are hundreds of notes on this post as of early november but he has slipped away from the public eye again and again and bolstered his supporters. so no, 300 notes aren’t enough. every reblog helps, so spread this knowledge.

thank you for reading. i know it’s a difficult topic to slog through. here’s a cat.

p.s. if you support him/don’t see why this is bad, don’t bother to comment/ask. you’re only outing yourself as a pedophile apologist to hundreds of people.

tags for this callout: #pedophilia #csa #rape #suicide #long post

if my url looks familiar, it’s probably because i called out goth-rights-activist and liquidcoma for exhibiting similar pedophilic behavior and was successful.

click all links at your own risk. massive pedophilia warning for all links.

people still don’t believe my last callout or think there’s enough proof. nick remakes a lot and is manipulative to his followers about people who call him out and tells them that the accusations of his pedophilia are baseless. let’s see!

well first of all, this was his normal blog content back in 2015. has he changed?

as of june 2017, nick is still following at least one cryptopedophilia blog (sporus is the url). this is the closest i can get to confirmation of them being mutuals without literally logging into his account, so i apologize if it’s not enough. no one would check a blog like that and let them follow unless they were a pedophile.

why? here are some archived screenshots from 2016 that various people have captured. here is a screenshot i took of sporus’s archive, and here’s another one, since archive.org and archive.is do not work on his archives. i’d never photoshop these images. don’t believe me? use a tool to find out if you want. here are a few shots i took of the pages in his blog. take more shots if you like.

now that there is undeniable proof that nick is a pedophile, because he has written posts about little boys, reblogged little boys, followed other blogs who mainly post little boys… people who interact with him are pedophile apologists.

he gets, or at some point got, his medication in LUFKIN, TEXAS. (im for details)

nick is still active. he likes to get into contact with people who have actively distanced themselves from him (after realizing he’s a toxic pedophile) to get them back on his side. he also acts needy and threatens suicide when people criticize or leave him. if nick is harassing you, you can vent to me. stay safe.