Black Magic Woman

My daughter is born. My everything, my only one! I'm so proud & happy with her she is more perfect than I imagined this love conquers all I can't even seem to care about anything else she seriously has me floating! God is so good this beautiful human he has allowed me to create & enjoy in good health. She is beautiful she is my whole world & I live in her. Ironic because she comes from me. I look at me in a while other light now because I am strong I am beautiful I am ambitious I am unstoppable because of her & she will always know of this love my sweet sweet earth angel!!!!

Anyways in better baby news (lol) my daughter....like do I have to say anything more??? Lollll my little sunshine sparkle star! 😹😭 the sweetest thing I've ever known!!!! She is a strong little baby hopefully she can deliver herself LOL! I just want to wake up & the doctors be like "oh this happen here's your baby" HAHAHA! Sometimes I get these fake contractions (I'm 7 months now 😁) & I be like if labor is like this plus 10 I'm a solider I can do it (I want a natural birth no medicines) then sometimes I'm like "Ima be so fuggin high" 😹😹😭😭😭😭 anyways I'm not scared of birth anymore I'm more nervous about the first 24 hours & 3 months ahead of that. Will I follow my set schedule? Will I have the patience? I'm gonna be so tired from work how can I still be a good mom? How am I gonna work out? Just so much shit!!!! My careless boyfriend is gonna be taken for a whole loop cus he doesn't read about anything or even want to hear what I try to tell him....the stress from that...& the list goes on!!!!! I feel like sometime around 6 mo. I'll be a pro wish me luck dawg lol