Caliburn

I have no idea what to call this AU yet so not tag yet but I'll work on the name (maybe even make a poll for names), yapped a bit over on my yap blog ehe they're so gorgeous but I'm not gonna be color rendering this 💔

Her kids said she was the best most helpful loving mom. Everybody said she never complained. She put everyone first. It was a virtue. She didn't take care of her, she devoted herself to church, husband and kids. They cried so much. An angel on earth! They'd miss her dearly.

I never met this lady. I sobbed. My husband thought I was going to join her in the ground when I bent down to give me rose and spoke to her. I told her I understood why her heart attacked her. She swallowed so many teeth!! A dozen people said she was the best woman on earth and

I hadn't learned a thing about her personality except that she made it small. I heard about her service and she never complained. I don't even know if she was funny.

That's when I decided to stop putting everyone above me all the time. Stop swallowing my teeth. Because I refuse to let these people kill me and then get up at my funeral and talk about themselves. How I died for them but without saying it. I refuse.

If you hear someone praising you for "never complaining" please get mad. Please take up space. This is your life, not a pageant. Complain. Even if you can only whisper "this hurts me". Complain.

No one can help if you won't say "this hurts". Maybe you're crazy like me. Maybe little "harmless" comments hurt. So what? Say something. Maybe they get mad and block you. (start all caps) Good! (end caps) You have to find a life that does not hurt. You have to say something. Nothing is too small.

If you think "other people wouldn't be so hurt by this" so you shouldn't speak up, you're wrong. You literally were forced (start all caps) Pushed or pulled) (end caps) into life. You didn't ask for your sensitivity. There are people allergic (start all caps) to water. (end caps) Should they not complain because it's atypical?

This is from Pyro's discord:

And that's from Maddy's twitter:

TAG GAME OF MAN!!! TAG YOUR FRIENDS OK??

answer my questions. ok?

1. What the thing you last consumed?

2. When did you go to sleep last night?

3. When you wake up this morning? Hmm?

4. Do you ever shut up?

5. Do you still sleep with stuffed animals?

6. What is your favourite gender? not your gender. your favourite.

7. What is your least favourite colour?

2. somewhere during 11 pm.

3. 6 in the morning.

4. sometimes.

5. yes! I sleep with a pinkie pie plushie.

6. I'm really fond of agender autistic aroace people.

7. unsure. probably purple.

sweet tea :3

like 1 AM

11:20 AM

neverrrrrrrrrrr

no but i have stuffed animals

GIRLSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS I LOVEEEEEE GIRLSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

mauve

Hot chocolate

Like midnight ish

Around 9 am

No why would I do that

Yes many of them

I really like xenogenders especially space-themed ones

Dark yellow

1. cereal (in this very moment actually!!)

2. uhhh idk. around 9.15pm??

3. i woke up three times. bu i woke up properly at 5.20am

4. i do stop yapping but my thoughts never stop. brain go brrrrr

5. why wouldnt i. foolish question smh /silly

6. i have. no idea. uh. trans women r cool (my qpgf is mtf so🤷 🤷 🤷 🤷 🤷 )

7. uhhhhhhhhrrr like a yellow-green mix.

midnight or so

7am ish

that would depend on if any of my ✨glorious interests✨ are being discussed or not -if yes then no if no then yes - confusion beam-💫🌀

sometimes, where/what am I supposed to do with my arms?

trans men are some of the most interesting people to speak with about gender roles and basically anything gender related because people tried (and failed🎉) to socialize them as women or ya know a case of “hold on a minute somethin ain’t right”. Either way it’s really nice to speak with anyone male identifying with a solid understanding of the gal side of things. (Trans women you’re cool too but like idk with fellas I just feel like I’m less likely to accidentally strike a nerve of some kind ✨autism✨ also women are scary [says the woman] who knows maybe someone wants to discuss the intricacies and depth of gender with meeeee :3?) {context: I have many brothers and idk exact what happened but I’m just more comfortable around dudes in social settings. Caveat: I’m even more comfortable around neurodivergent and/or queer folks

beige 🤮 brown is beautiful the rainbow is beautiful, pastels of colors 👌, black and white 👌 BUT BEIGE???!? Come on give me something to work with here

i love you, trans femmes,

i love you, trans men,

i love you, trans mascs,

i love you, trans neutral people,

i love you, intersex people,

i love you, lesbians,

i love you, gay men,

i love you, bisexuals,

i love you, pansexuals,

i love you, aromantics,

i love you, asexuals,

i love you neopronoun users,

i love you contradictory label users,

i love you women who go by he/him,

i love you men who go by she/her,

i love you people whose identities 'dont fit',

queer people i love you,

i will always stand with you,

there is nothing in this world that can pull me apart from you,

i promise it will get better, i promise we will win,

i promise we won't always have to be afraid,

i promise, if nothing else, that somebody in this world loves you.