write me a tragedy

I like messy people; people who don’t fit in a box or stay between the lines, but who’s integrity is greater than any rule book and who’s loyalty is stronger than blood.

All parents damage their children. It cannot be helped. Youth, like pristine glass, absorbs the prints of its handlers. Some parents smudge, others crack, a few shatter childhoods completely into jagged little pieces, beyond repair.

私を破壊する。 destroy me.

Stop planting flowers in peoples yards who aren’t going to water them.

I am really very, very tired of everything - more than tired.

I am the hot shower that runs too long and cold cups of coffee set aside and forgotten, I make stains and keep you awake for days. I am the itch between ribs expanding, subsiding, minimizing. I am the rust on cheap jewelry that you refuse to throw away. But this, this is bigger than I am.