Monster Scientist

Welcome to my super amazing research blog! (030)/)✨

I’m currently studying the unknown! A secret that’s existed amongst us for… since the beginning of time!

Monsters! Ghosts! Magic objects!

That’s right! It’s all real and I’m documenting it! Taking photos and researching it! Why some can see it but not everyone? Where do they come from? What are these things?!!?!?

Call me Dr. L, L, or even Doc! He/him pronouns and I’m lvl 18! I also love anime, games, and comics!

Woah what’s this?

Squirmy hatched!

That’s super exciting!

This means quite a few things and I’ve made a bunch of observations already! Also Squirmy has more family now? Very fun!

Observations:

- Seeks body heat/warmth in general(prefers body heat)

- Distinct personality already: Clingy, shy, and antsy

- Seems to understand me as it’s “Father”

- Acts like a baby creature of around a few months

- Shows no appetite for humans!!!(VERY important!!!)

BUT.

It’s very important to myself and that everyone knows, Squirmy is a living being. I will not treat him any less alive or any less of a person for being a young curse.

Squirmy IS my family.

Expect less updates that are observational and science based. Anything revolving around Squirmy from here forth will be like family updates.

Thank you for understanding,

Squirmy hatched!!! Proper post soon!

STATUS: Breach Contained / Secondary Containment Activated

TIME: Approx. 01:23 AM JST

DURATION: 4 minutes, 56 seconds

OBJECT OVERVIEW:

Pale is the second artificial cursed womb created under the Wax Jar Observation Protocol. Constructed from spiritual wax, fish bones, beetle larvae, eggs, and salt. Sealed in a wax-layered container and kept in cold storage. Designed to explore food-based cursed resonance.

No recorded movement prior to the breach. Spiritual pressure rated at moderate.

INCIDENT DESCRIPTION:

At 01:23 AM JST, Subject Pale initiated autonomous environmental manipulation. The wax containment fractured in a slow spiral pattern from the seal ring inward. Condensation formed inside the container, then outside. Temperature in the room dropped 4.7°C within 30 seconds.

At 01:25 AM, the subject’s interior mass began expanding, though no physical growth occurred. Visual effect reported as a “depth distortion,” similar to inverted liquid displacement.

From 01:26–01:28 AM, Subject Pale emitted a low-frequency tone. Audio equipment failed to capture data. Observing individual (me) experienced temporary disorientation and visual hallucination resembling bone structures suspended in saltwater.

01:29 AM — Speech event. Pale’s mass, without forming a mouth, produced the following auditory content:

“[REDACTED] where are you?”

The sentence was repeated once. Wax binding melted completely at 01:30 AM. No physical liquid or organism exited the jar.

Containment field was restored using black seal ink and a binding talisman. Secondary field active. Subject remains inert.

POST-EVENT ANALYSIS:

- No damage to the interior of the jar.

- No identifiable lifeform within.

- Wax remains now contain reversed script not present before. Language unidentifiable.

- Fish bones and larvae have dissolved into pale salt sediment.

- Potentially blind.

ACTIONS TAKEN:

- Subject re-sealed and removed to vault storage.

- Further physical interaction suspended.

- No new artificial wombs to be created until further notice.

This was not supposed to happen.

We always say that.

INTRODUCING: FISH

Yes, I named it Fish. No, I’m not changing it. It’s simple. It’s elegant. It’s ominous in that flat, label-maker way.

Fish is currently a sealed cursed vessel: wax exterior, water core, live ecosystem.

Inside: several small fish, a cursed fish hook, algae, spiritual sediment, and what I can only describe as a mood.

THE “INGREDIENTS”:

- Cursed water drawn from a koi pond with a known curse infestation.

- Seven live fish, mostly goldfish and guppies, introduced alive.

- One barbed cursed hook, retrieved from a cursed shoreline shrine. Unknown origin.

- White wax seal.

NOTE: The wax was cold-poured around the jar. Not infused with blood this time. That may have been a mistake.

CURRENT BEHAVIOR:

- The fish do not swim normally. They hover in one synchronized pattern. Clockwise spiral. 24/7.

- The cursed hook shifts position when not observed directly.

- The water inside the jar occasionally ripples without cause—even in a temperature-stable fridge.

Fish doesn’t have a soul yet. Not like Squirmy.

But the cursed energy density inside that jar is climbing fast.

And when I tapped the glass, the hook twitched.

WHY THIS IS DIFFERENT:

- Live animals. Big shift. These weren’t sacrificed—they were added living.

- Cursed object as a core. The hook may be forming a technique base.

- Water medium. This makes the energy harder to read—but also smoother. Slippery. Like it’s waiting.

NICKNAME OPTIONS I’VE CONSIDERED:

- That Thing That Blinks Behind the Guppies

- “DO NOT OPEN UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCES”

I’m sticking with Fish. It’s got big unknowable horror in a lowercase name energy.

TO DO:

- Monitor water clarity & spiritual turbulence.

- Attempt to introduce blood into the water and document response.

- Feed the fish?? But will that feed Fish?

I’m three for three now. My apartment is starting to feel like a zoo for unborn gods.

If anyone has holy water, send it via cursed mail.

— L

INNNN through the nose. OUUUUT through the spiraling realization that I have now made two artificial cursed wombs on accident-intentionally. That’s right. Please welcome: Pale.

WHAT IS PALE?

Pale is my second artificially grown curse fetus (this is not a sentence I should say out loud). Unlike Squirmy, who was the result of rot, wax, and ego, Pale was designed.

She—I’m going with she until told otherwise—is being developed as part of my “Food Resonance Theory” experiment. Basically:

If cursed energy is shaped by emotion and instinct…

And instincts are shaped by need and environment…

Then maybe food types used in the construction of life could influence the behavioral preferences of the resulting curse?

INGREDIENTS:

- Fish bones (sourced from a fish market dumpster)

- Fish eggs (ikura stolen from my own fridge)

- Beetle larvae (known to respond well to cursed residue!)

- Table salt (NOT iodized—important!!)

Binding medium: white wax, infused with minor cursed energy traces via blood-letting and regret.

Seal: Painted with barrier talismans in a traditional “containment prayer” loop. The wax jar is locked tight in cold storage.

BEHAVIOR SO FAR:

- No movement yet, but there is condensation inside the wax, despite it being sealed and cold.

- Wax surface shows tiny pale scratches, as if something tried to press from within.

- Once, for a split second, I swear I heard a sound like dripping water while near it.

- When I opened the fridge door to check—the salt packet on the shelf had burst open.

Coincidence? NEVER.

WHY “PALE”?

The wax has taken on a milky, moonlight tone. The thing inside doesn’t glow… but it reflects light wrong. Like an oil slick over snow. It reminds me of that underwater calm that happens before a deep sea creature opens its mouth.

She feels gentler than Squirmy more patient, more watchful.

THEORIES:

- Salt as Resonance

Salt is preservation, flavor, death, and ritual. Also ocean themezzz!!!

- Fish Bones = structure base(?)

I’m hoping to observe a curse that behaves with more elegance—not a writhing mass, but something sinuous. Controlled. Purposeful. Maybe having something to build onto and grow from will help?

- Insect Element = Transformation

Larvae respond to spiritual pressure. If Pale reacts to changes in the room’s cursed flow, I might see adaptive behavior soon. Like molting or metamorphosis

CLOSING THOUGHTS:

I know this is dangerous. I know I shouldn’t be making more of these. But the cursed world is a mirror—and I’m trying to figure out what it’s reflecting.

Squirmy. My sweet little wax larva of suffering.

Has opened an incomplete Domain Expansion.

Let me back up. Here’s what I’ve noticed about Squirmy over the past three days:

GROWTH UPDATE:

SIZE: Now roughly the size of a cantaloupe. Still semi-solid wax/gelatin consistency. Outer casing is forming ridged segments. (Like an insect carapace meets candlewax.)

LIMB ATTEMPT: One malformed tendril tried to reach out of the jar and immediately retracted like it got embarrassed.

VOCALIZATION: It hummed at me. Not out loud. Directly in my spine.

SPIRITUAL PRESSURE: Being near it for more than 5 minutes now induces mild nausea and the sensation of teeth in your eardrums. :)

THE EYE: There is a knobby eye on the cone point end of the egg in the mass. It doesn’t blink or really move but it IS there

DOMAIN INCIDENT LOG:

Time: 11:06 am

Duration: ~3 minutes

Description:

While doing work at my desk, there was a surge of cursed energy. The jar containing squirmy rattled, and like a web infested mess exploded forth. (Think the Flood from Halo.)

It’s sticky, nauseating, and draining to touch. I didn’t feel in danger so that’s good!! Honestly it felt like the goop was trying to hug me!!!

Still, got out and used sealing talismans to end the incomplete domain.

Squirmy twitched violently and the eye cried for an hour afterward.(I feel SO bad TT-TT)

CONCLUSIONS:

- Squirmy attempted to form a domain-like structure—but it wasn’t stable.

- The structure was instinctual, not intentional. Like a baby trying to roar and choking on its own power.

- This confirms a working theory: domain potential is linked to cursed identity, and Squirmy is rapidly developing one.

SO NOW WHAT??

- Reinforcing the containment field (talisman tape and a glass terrarium around)

- Preparing for the possibility of a fully formed curse emerging soon.

Also: giving it a bedtime story tonight. I think it gets lonely.

If Squirmy ever speaks in full sentences, I’m going to scream into a shoebox and call that therapy.

Stay cursed, stay safe, stay weird!

Squirmy says hello!!!

So.

This is going to sound bad.

(Because it is.)

But I built a small-scale cursed womb using wax, roach eggs, mosquito larvae, and ambient negative emotion and I might have given it the ability to twitch.

(Basically I’m Victor Von Frankenstein)

WHY?

1. The Death Paintings got me spiraling.

2. The idea of growing a soul-compatible cursed vessel is now stuck in my brain forever.

3. I found a bug nest in the closet and took it as a sign.

4. There’s no one around to tell me no.

MATERIALS:

- Sealed mason jar (donated by my stepdad, unknowingly)

- Mosquito larvae (harvested from a nearby stagnant fountain, sorry)

- Roach ootheca (egg sac) I found while cleaning. Horrifying. Perfect.

- Cursed wax (from a cursed candle I got off an online auction. Don’t ask.)

- My own spiritual decay and sleep deprivation

- Minor cursed talisman thread

- One (1) very dark playlist

PROCESS:

1. Coated the inside of the jar with cursed wax to hold spiritual charge.

2. Placed both insect specimens in separate wax “pods” like embryonic chambers.

3. Wrapped the whole thing in talisman thread and muttered “I am so sorry” in Latin, just in case that helped.

4. Meditated next to it while thinking about my worst memories. For science. For charge.

5. Waited.

RESULTS:

- It twitched.

- Not like a bug twitch—like the wax moved. Squirmed.

- I’m picking up a cursed energy signature from it

- it has a heat signature

- it quietly hums at night

ANALYSIS:

Did I make a real cursed womb?

No… Probably not..? I’m not a mad scientist (yet).

Did I make something with cursed potential?

Actually… maybe. The setup mimicked the structure of a womb: enclosed, fed with energy, holding embryonic life + negative charge.

Insects carry intense survival instinct, and the wax/talisman combo gave just enough spiritual pressure to generate something???

So we’re working with a very basic, bug-level cursed embryo.

A baby curse. A larval spiritual abomination.

I named it “Squirmy.” <3

Everyone says you shouldn’t play god.

But have we considered playing mid-level cursed biologist with poor judgment and free time?

Because Squirmy is alive.

And I feel alive more too!

For now.

— L

(AKA: Your soul has a save file, and cursed objects know how to reload it)

Okay, hold onto your collective soul cores, nerds.

Because I’ve just gone down a rabbit hole of cursed anatomy, forbidden sorcerer experiments, and how reincarnation is real and weaponized.

This is gonna be looooonnnnggggg

This post is speculative.

It is not a recommendation, and I am not a licensed anything.

It also borders on ethically horrifying, but we’ve crossed that line before and we’re going to do it again.

So with that disclaimer:

the possibility of implanting cursed techniques through direct cursed object integration.

THE CORE PREMISE:

What if cursed techniques are less about the brain or genetics…

and more about the soul’s memory and the spiritual resonance of cursed objects?

We already know:

- Cursed objects can carry techniques.

- Incarnated sorcerers retained their techniques through reincarnation—implying a soul-level imprint.

- Cursed tools possess unique properties, and long-term exposure can influence behavior or resonance.

So the question becomes:

Can a human gain a cursed technique—not through training, but through surgical implantation of a cursed object or tool?

if a cursed object has a soul fragment or residual technique attached, it may act as a spiritual carrier.

THE THEORY:

If a cursed object is embedded inside the body—especially near key areas like the chest (soul core) or brain (cursed technique manifestation zone)—it could:

- Bleed spiritual data into the host soul.

- Imprint technique traits over time

- Act as a kind of parasitic graft—rewriting the cursed energy patterns of the host to mimic the object’s history.

This wouldn’t be instant. It might take weeks, months, or years. The result might not be the full technique, but fragments. Echoes. Instinctual knowledge.

A cursed mutation.

ETHICAL PROBLEMS:

- It risks full personality override if the object contains consciousness.

- It could destabilize the cursed energy network, leading to implosion, possession, or death.

Pshhh talking to people? I’d rather touch gras that try that move!

Souls = positive energy

Bodies = negative energy

Now considering:

Cursed technique -> Brain

Cursed Energy sensitivity -> Brain

Cursed technique -> The soul

Cursed Energy -> Gut

E:P Ratio -> The Fever

Theories:

- Cursed techniques are in the brain and NOT the soul. Or maybe that’s where the ability to comprehend cursed energy is at least. It would line up with my injuries(interviewing other head trauma survivors soon)

- Cursed Techniques could come from the soul, but need to be processed through the brain. This stems from what I’ve heard about “incarnated sorcerer techniques imprinting on the hosts soul” also lends credence to everyone having cursed energy and maybe even a technique but their body isn’t capable

- Cursed energy is in the gut, that’s where we feel most of our emotions, and how food might affect these things.

- Remember E:P ratio? Emotions=Power? I think I’m refining that idea to be, what you use to fuel your cursed energy defines your power but also your soul’s ability to tap you in and grow. The fever getting hotter as you understand the potential and that there is no limits other than what you set yourself.

Information correction:

Heavenly restricted users DO need a cursed tool to hurt curses(Their fists just always look like they hurt)

Petitioning that the types of heavenly restricted get name classifications too…

SU -> Soul-Upped (“Sue”)

SU-0e -> Soul-Upped 0-energy (“Sue-oh”)

ACE -> Amplified Cursed Energy (“Ace”)

AED -> Amplified Energy Detection (“Aid”)

SU/SU-0e -> Physically op, 0/barely any cursed energy restrictions

The little stitched-up, surgical-tools-for-fingers, hospital-grade nightmare I’ve been tracking in the abandoned clinic?

WELL GUESS WHAT I DID TODAY?

SCIENCE.

OBJECTIVE:

I brought an old doctor’s coat I found at a secondhand shop and offered it to ScalpelSnack to see if:

1. It would recognize it

2. How it would react

CONTEXT:

ScalpelSnack appears to be a low-grade cursed spirit born from residual fear and trauma associated with hospitals, surgeries, and malpractice (or so I theorize).

It lurks around rusted beds and stained surgical equipment like a little nurse with a mission. It’s never attacked me—but it watches. Closely. Intelligently. Creepy little head tilts like it’s trying to diagnose me. Loves hanging out in the psyche-wing.

So I thought:

“What happens if I give it a symbol of authority? A memory? A piece of the thing that made it?”

THE EXPERIMENT:

- Record with one hand

- offer cost with other

- Stay calm. STAY CALM!!!

REACTION:

- Approached slowly

- Stared before taking the coat

- Glass clinked and chimed, (a happy noise?)

- Tentatively adorns the old coat

- Chimes again and starts walking around again.

OBSERVATIONS:

- the air felt lighter after

- now pokes head in rooms but knocks first

- Took a stop at the nurse station

- Milling about like a doctor with nothing to do

This is honestly really interesting, upon some slight further tests and investigation. Scalpelsnack also sought to bandage me when I got cut, like I was its patient. So totally cute and sweet!!!

The books say there are some useful curses that aren’t naturally malicious but rather just do a thing. I’m hoping to study into this further, it’s a more rare phenomena but it’s important to study!

FINAL THOUGHT:

There’s grief in curses.

Buried beneath the violence and the sludge and the stitched-up claws—there’s something sad in them.

They didn’t ask to be born.

They’re just the consequences of feelings we pretend don’t exist.

And sometimes those feelings wear white coats.

- Also totally need to get myself a new grade-4/Flyhead. Maybe eventually start figuring out how to contain higher grades too

I AM HAVING A SPIRITUAL BREAKTHROUGH AND I NEED TO SHARE.( totally didn’t use the curse realm window)

Let’s talk about positive energy.

Not good vibes—I mean the inverse polarity of cursed energy.

Books says it exists. Reverse cursed techniques are a thing. It heals. It’s like cursed energy but spun backwards and humming a Taylor Swift song in reverse.

BUT WHY IS NO ONE TALKING ABOUT THE FACT THAT SOULS MIGHT EMIT IT NATURALLY?

I’m going to scream. I’m already screaming.

THESIS:

Heavenly Restriction = Soul Polarity Whiplash.

Let me explain (badly, but with passion).

1. Heavenly restrictions, something put on someone or born with. Two versions. No cursed energy or excessive.

2. Heavenly restricted zero energy can still hurt curses(despite that needing cursed energy but wait)

We know Heavenly Restricted individuals can be physically OP and often lack cursed energy completely. Like, zero. Nada. Flatline on the jujutsu vibes.

BUT.

What if it’s not that they’re empty—what if they’re too full?

Too full of something else.

THEORY ONE:

Some Heavenly Restricted people have TOO MUCH POSITIVE ENERGY. Their SOUL!

Their bodies are hypercharged with soul-light, and cursed energy literally can’t stick to them.

Like oil and water.

Like vibes and haters.

Like me and social situations.

Imagine a soul that’s generating passive healing or balance energy so intensely that negative energy cannot manifest.

So the universe goes: “Alright. You get muscle strength and good natural body healing.”

This would make their punches lowkey holy. Not in a religious way, but in a “your soul is rejecting curses by existing too hard” way.

THEORY TWO:

Or Heavenly Restricted folks have TOO MUCH CURSED ENERGY.

But it’s dense. Unrefined. Compressed like a dying star.

So instead of leaking out like normal, it implodes inward—and the body overcompensates by becoming absurdly strong just to handle the internal pressure.

Like: “Oops! Your cursed core is so aggressive it would’ve eaten you alive if we didn’t reroute all that energy into punch strength and bone density. Sorry! No technique for you!”

I’m biting drywall.

THEN THE INVERSE.

Body bad, lots and lots of cursed energy!

THEORY ONE:

Cursed energy is meant to be expelled otherwise the positive energy of the soul fights the negative body energy. Therefore the excessive and collective body will degrade and crumple!

In return, you never leak or waste that energy! It’s just constantly building up and there is no max capacity you can hold!

THEORY TWO:

In trade for an extremely amazing control of cursed energy and a powerful technique your soul is weakened and that weakens your body with it. Your body is a reflection of your soul, but sometimes the negative energy of the body conflicts with the soul and mishapes it!(being trans, albinism, deformities?(Note this isn’t a bad thing!!!))

Totally possible both theories are true together for each but good to section!!!

— L

Uh they are SO real! And they aren’t AI either!!!

(Death to ai generation btw)

🌸Guest, the strong willed sorcerer🌸