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Mikasa was lying on the ground out in the open , but her mind wasn’t focused on the present the raven haired girl was lamenting the loss of the boy she loves . raising eren’s broken sword up while looking up at the sky. ‘ It happened again.. once again I’ve lost my family’.. she got up and started walking, but fell to her knees. ‘do I have to remember the pain again and start over from here?’. Suddenly, the ground started to vibrate.. from a corner, a titan ran picking up speed with the intent of eating towards her, but Mikasa didn’t move. she was lost in thought of her for the death of eren who she loves more than anyone . not seeing any reason to live on anymore the raven haired girl looked as if she had finally decided to give up and accept her fate to be eaten by a titan . with her eyes on the ground the grotesque thing picked up the pace .. expecting to be titan food it raised its arm to grab her but its hand never touched the girl . when y/n saw that the raven haired girl made no attempt to save herself .. she used her gear to bring herself to the ground with every intention to save her friend. before the thing could touch the quiet 15 year old girl.. y/n had quickly cut off its fingers while the humanoid thing cried out in pain y/n flew into the air cutting the nape . sighing in relief she turned around to face her childhood friend glaring at the girl for the first time . “What the fuck are you doing mikasa?! the titan was about to eat you .. if i hadn’t saved your ass you would’ve been its meal!!” mikasa didn’t even look at the h/l girl and said pitifully “but why? why bother ? this world is a cruel and dangerous place .. eren’s dead .. i have no reason to live anymore”. snarling at her pessimistic friend y/n tells the girl in a low voice“mikasa look at me “.. reluctantly she did . the petite girl punched her raven haired friend hard.. hard enough to see a large bruise seeing that it’ll be throbbing for a little bit. mikasa looked at her childhood friend in surprise and saw that y/n was angry.. but she couldn’t understand why . “You’re pathetic , so now you’re giving up because ‘eren is dead’? .. dont make me laugh” mikasa was surprised.. surprised that she actually punched and was angrily glaring at her. “ I don’t believe armin for one second when he told us that eren had died from being swallowed by a titan. Even if he is ‘dead’ he wouldn’t want anybody he cares about to just give up and die .. if you give up on life it’s no different than dying .. you keep moving forward no matter the cost !.. fight! .. keep fighting !.. if you win , you live.. If you lose you die.. there’s no in between!!”. usually y/n would be the type to be calm and composed .. but it’s times like these where she’s just as passionate as eren and the idea that mikasa would even think about giving up pissed her off .. y/n angrily grabbed onto mikasa’s shirt and picked her up from the ground making her friend stand up . “Eren is alive , i don’t know how but what i do know is i can feel it .. even if he somehow died .. you don’t ever give up !.. so stop wallowing in despair and fight!!” . that made mikasa’s eyes widen she could eren’s words while rescuing the girl from being sold off and give meaning to her life again ‘Fight. Fight!. Fight.. Fight!’. finally seeing that she knocked sense into that girl she used her odm gear to fly out to help in any way could ..

‘ Y/N I couldn’t understand back then when you helped me that day.. turns out eren was the same way . you and eren said the same thing when i asked why you two both seek freedom outside the walls .. the times i did ask you and eren you said similar answers ‘. 19 year old armin reminisces the past of his late childhood friend but he could still hear the echoes of her voice from y/n as a 6 year old and as a 15 year old and each time he asked she’d give the same answer “ armin , that’s a stupid question.. it’s because i was born into this world”. ..

“You’re extremely lucky to have found this baby in the snow in this winter a moment longer and she would’ve died . the 30 year old woman who was called m/n (mother’s name) had an relieved face as if the anxiety was the only thing keeping her standing . as if the stress sapped her strength a man who seemed no more than 35 he was called f/n (father’s name) caught his wife in time the woman looked at her husband in gratitude. “so how old do you think she is Dr. Jaeger?” pondering for a moment and then answered she seems to be no more than 5 days . the couple couldn’t understand how someone that cruel could abandon a newborn infant in the snow. the couple were eager to take the child in as their own especially since they found out the couple aren’t able to conceive. at the time the newlywed l/n (family’s last name ) . were crushed unable to raise a family of their own or that’s what they thought at that time. turning 3 years old m/n decided to take tiny y/n where there was shade so the little girl could stretch her legsand run around until she was tired. young y/n was an energetic toddler, not to the point where her parents wanted to pull their hair out but she did keep them on their toes . over the past 3 years since the l/n’s took in y/n as their daughter m/n and carla jaeger bonded quickly and became fast friends . while making conversation but also keeping an eye on their children . young eren saw y/n gazing at a butterfly with amazement the young toddler picked a few flowers and gave it to the h/c h/l girl who gave him the brightest smile she could . starting their friendship …

It was year 1900, young y/n is 13 years old .. at least that’s how it should be . ever since she turned 3 she stopped aging physically but her mind matured , it irked her to no end . Her life had been peaceful , wonderful parents who loved her with their whole heart. As she grew older strange dreams plagued her sleep every night . She couldn’t remember when it started all she knew was that in her dream there was this boy no older than 15 tried so hard to keep her alive . It was futile , with her vision fading and her body in utter agony ‘it’s not fair i want to be with him just for a while longer ‘ . holding y/n in his arms y/n told this boy what she felt at the moment . “Eren do you believe in reincarnation?” Eren couldn’t understand why she brought up such a thing now ?! . “Y/N please stay with me the medics will be here soon don’t you dare leave me too!!”, it was too late for her she’s in a pool of her own blood and she felt her body getting colder. “Darling listen to me i don’t have much time left… no matter how many lifetimes we have to wait , we will find each other again i promise my love” . she said while holding his cheek and smiling with her last set of tears falling off her cheeks. with the little energy she had before her hand dropped and took her last breath. before she died in this dream she didn’t know who “eren” was or the love they shared before she died . all she knew was that was his name and that he was her one and only. Year XXXX shiganshina Eren Jaeger . While eren grew he was confused at these sudden dreams. It was the same every night , seeing a beautiful girl who was named y/n dying in his arms telling him “ we will find each other again i promise my love” and each time his heart would ache all he knew was that he never saw any girl more beautiful than her and that she was his everything . Paradis year 1900, the day went like any other immature teenagers giving her a hard time because of her height . Once arriving home she saw a gruesome sight her mother and father soaked in a pool of their own blood . Traumatized at the sight she let out a blood curdling scream. Which she saw two men who looked like thieves … before she could think of anything she was stabbed continuously with the life fading in her eyes all she could think of was ‘ they aren’t human , these “humans” are no more than animals who deserve to die !” taking her last breath all y/n regretted was she never took vengeance on these humans . before the life left her eyes she saw his face so clear.. the dying girl’s heart yearned for this “eren”. y/n’s last thoughts only thought of him at that moment ‘it’s not fair , dearest i want to see you’ tears trickled down her face . at least she could see her parents soon, but fate would have other plans for her ..