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Why did I think anyone deserved me but you.

I’ve always found beauty in how different two people can be. The separate world in which we live are so vastly dissimilar yet we still feel strongly towards one another. I’ve befriended an artist online and though I’ve never seen him I consider him a great friend. I see everywhere I look ways in which we shouldn’t be friends, but in the end we dared to be anyway and here we are. It really bothers me but at the same time brings me to tears. Usually I sell myself out to get the kind of compassion he gives me but he hasn’t wanted anything besides who I am. He’s the kind of person I’d like to end up with, I hope I get to meet more people as beautiful as him.

If you only knew what the answer is worth

My psychiatrist keeps recommending me ketamine. Is he secretly a horse or am I?