@caduceusthemagnificent; // ⥠âd for a starter â ALEXANDER && CASSIMA
Cassima sat amidst a mess of pillows, her head snugly nestled against Alexanderâs shoulder. Moments like this brought her more happiness than anything. Quiet moments where she could content herself to simply sit at his side. The past few years proved arduous, from the unrest in the isles, to Mordackâs kidnapping, to the murder of her parents and Alhazaredâs schemes. But Cassima couldnât imagine a happier end â or rather, beginning. Things still felt⌠awkward between her and Alexander at times, but then again, everything about their relationship was still so new. He made her happy, and the awkwardness that came with newness would fade, she knew.
In these moments at the end of the day, though, worries did plague her. Not about them, but about Alexander. It didnât escape her notice how often he woke in the middle of the night, with screams and tears. Cassima knew he endured many things under Mordackâs imprisonment, and even in his adventures to free her. But⌠Cassima felt so helpless merely holding him through his terrors.  Perhaps if she knew what plagued him, exactly, she could help moreâŚ
Alexander hadnât addressed them with her yet. And Cassima didnât ask, herself, out of respect. She didnât stop dwelling on the topic, though, or wondering if talking would help. Tonight, like many nights so far, it sat on the tip of her tongue, and she let it remain there as she lightly ran her fingers up and down his arm in soft, idle caresses.Â
âAlexander? Are you⌠alright at night?â Cassima frowned briefly â it didnât sound as nice finally leaving her lips. But a sympathetic smile formed as she tilted her head up at him. âIâm sorry, Iâ I donât mean to pry, if you donât want to talk about it. Itâs just⌠Iâve noticed you waking a lot, and I want to make sure everythingâs okay.âÂ
Within the dimly candlelit room, Alexander read quietly from one
of his books. His eyes were growing heavy, but every part of him
had wanted so desperately to at least get to the end of the chapter
before he would attempt to get some sleep. Especially with his
wifeâs warm body so close to his own, the body heat shared
between them left him just a bit drowsy.Â
The new king never truly would look forward to going to sleep, but
heâs realized long ago how useless it was to resist it. At that point,
nightmares were just as normal and typical as getting dressed in
the morning. It was becoming routine again, now that he didnât have
Cinnamon to truly calm his nerves like before.
Waking up your new wife screaming and sobbing during your
honeymoon likely wasnât the best of first nights together. And even
more as they were slowly becoming more and more used to sleeping
beside one another, the terrors still refused to let up.Â
Heâd been more surprised that she didnât end up asking sooner,
honestly. The question had brought him out of his concentration on
the page, and left him carefully taking note of the place where heÂ
was before placing the thin, blue ribbon bookmarker between the
pages. Alexander gave Cassima all of his attention, though he was
left momentarily silent as he tried to figure out just how heâd be able
to express to her the truth behind things.
âI... I am still very sorry. That I keep waking you.â Alexander first
expressed to her, though he mustâve apologized for waking her with
his cries countless times by now. âI really should have warned you,
about just how relentless they are. I can promise you that everythingâs
fine, itâs just...â He trusted her. Right?
The reasoning behind things sat at the tip of his tongue, but he felt
as though he just couldnât get the words out. Alexander had gone
silent, not finishing his sentence as his eyes appeared to fall to stare
down at their bed sheets as he tried to figure out how he wanted to
tell her about this.