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I use to be obsessed with that ship back when I was like, 13-14 but haven't looked at it in years.

I like the concept of a genuine asshole character. I feel like people are too soft or fluffy, and even when you make a jerk character there still designed so that you like them as a viewer. I like how Jax was made to be a genuinely real terrible person, there's still reasons for it and it's understandable but it doesn't instantly make you love him. You still hate how he acts because your supposed to hate it, because he's a jerk. Idk I just really appreciate that kind of writing, you don't see it often with Maine characters. When the writer doesn't worry about the viewers liking him and focuses on making something realistic.

Uhh eventually. I've definitely put that on the back burner but I'm not abandoning it!! Just focused on other stuff.

Uhhhhh it's had it's ups and downs. I was definitely stressed out, and having that existential crisis over becoming an adult and my childhood being over. But I've been 18 for a while, I'm out of school and working at McDonald's now. Honestly it's not so bad? I still keep in contact with most of my friends, still fuck around a lot like I always did. It's just different legally but physically nothing's changed all that much. Even work feels like a playground half the time, we just goof off and have fun but you get to earn money while doing it!!!

Plus I've kinda been figuring myself out a lot more. It's way easier to find who you are when your not in school, no pressure or worries about other people, no rules to follow no tests or bullshit to worry about. You can just relax, kinda figure out what you want and who you are as a person. I started dying and cutting my hair loads and tried drinking for the first time and it's been a blast! (I hate drinking ngl never again) It's actually been weirdly cathartic.

First ones mafia, seconds ones porn star, third ones rats and fourth ones eldritch :3

I fucking life sodikken so so much dude that's one of my favourite songs 😭😭

I used to. I first started writing smut when I was 14, and it was that cringe Undertale sans X sans shit you find on Wattpad. Like I mean full in terrible cringey smuts like "omg I cummed 20 times from your 200 inch dick!!! Gah!!!" Typa shit.

But I've learned how to write now and actually really enjoy writing much more realistic serious stories, even smuts. Sure I still make it kinky and over the top, but I also try to make both the physical and emotional experience real, not just totally fantasy. It's much more pleasant to read :3

Anyway, I'll regret this but here's a link to the first ever fic I wrote back in like 2021 if you're interested.

Well, when wukong tops Macaque basically says whatever he wants. He means, insulting, harsh and borderline abusive but wukong loves it. Loves how humiliating it is. But when he bottoms he finds it a lot more frightening, he doesn't have any control, he feels a lot more like he's being used instead of mutual enjoyment. Macaque tried to carry on like normal, not really thinking about it. Wukong didn't think much of it either but found himself getting a lot more upset and insecure about the things Macaque was saying. He tries to ignore it but eventually he ended up crying, much to his own surprise. Macaque stopped instantly and began frantically trying to calm him and figure out what went wrong and wukong begrudgingly admitted the insults hurt a lot worse. Macaque apologized, explained it was probably because he was in a much more vulnerable state like that. When he tops he still has control and some semblance of dominance so the insults feel a lot more playful, but when he's the bottom it becomes a lot more harsh and brutal. Macaque apologized, they talked about it, eventually they continued and Macaque was a lot lot nicer and softer with wukong.

Eventually Macaque found that playful teasing instead of outright degrading worked a lot better. Basically instead of "your so fucking pathetic" it's "your so cute when you act pathetic". Same insult but a lot nicer.

Like, i was asking what Wukong reaction would be if Macaque got severly injured. Like Mac got shot or stabbed and was heavely bleeding out, how would Wukong react to this.

No hate. Only confusion on my side.

Oh my fucking god I'm so sorry 😭😭😭

I answered that at 2 am when I was half awake dude I'm not with it stg.

(si soy la misma chica que te mando las 2 anteriores Y te traigo nuevas yipeee)

OK! A DARLE!!!

alguno de los dos tiene contacto con su familia? o sus respectivas familias cortaron cualquier tipo de comunicación con ellos?

se que se dice mucho que hacen películas, pero si los contrataran para hacer alguna serie subida de tono, lo harian? siquiera lo considerarían?

cuando sea la boda (dejenme, estoy destrozada por en mafias jamas vamos a tener una boda asi que estos dos putos son mi única esperanza :'D ) quien seria el del vestido y quien el del traje? o mandaria a personalizar unos para que sea tanto traje como falda? ( tipo como el de Violet Evergarden el que usa para el baile )

han pensado irse a vivir juntos? y si fuera el caso seria a alguna casa de ellos? (tipo macaque se va a ir a vivir a la casa de Wukong o viceversa) o comprarían una nueva para los dos?

tengo el HC de que o vamos a tener un capitulo tierno de Mac con su traje de conejo o uno en el que lo destrocen teniendolo LMAO (ES GRATIS SOÑAR AAAAAAAAAA-)

por ahora las dejare asi baisssss

ten cuidado por favor con el carro, toma aguita, recuerda que esta bien pensar en ti y en tu salud mental y comete un dulce

-Ano Fan#1 PSL 💗

SORRY FOR THE LATE REPLY I WAS BUSSYYYY 😭😭

Both their families have cut them off after finding out about their chosen careers. So no contact.

Depends on the type. Macaque probably would regardless of his role. Wukong would have to consider if it matched his brand and aesthetic before agreeing but would if it did.

Macaque would wear the suit and wukong would wear the dress. Wukong would absolutely love wearing something all frilly and pretty like a princess while Macaque would just be happy with whatever made wukong happy.

They have!! Many times. Macaque would move in with wukong since he's got the nicer place and they both like it. They've already talked about it a few times and might go for it soon

Pero aquí estaremos esperando

IM SORRYYYYY IVE BEEN BUSY 😭😭😭