𝐒𝐄𝐇𝐕𝐘𝐍 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐍𝐔𝐌𝐁𝐄𝐑

— 𝐀𝐁𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐌𝐄

sehvyn. 19. black. he/him.

— 𝐖𝐇𝐎 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐖𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐃𝐎𝐄𝐒 𝐒𝐄𝐇𝐕𝐘𝐍 𝐖𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐄 𝐅𝐎𝐑?

i write solely for males, if you are a female on my blog, do not interact or you will be blocked.

i write for the cod franchise, tua, mha, demon slayer, haikyu, and a good amount of slasher movies/regular movies and animes — all the male characters. (aged up to my liking of course)

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— 𝐇𝐄𝐋𝐋 𝐍𝐎’𝐒

pedophilia, r@pe, dd/lb in the means of solely nsfw settings, any kinks dealing with minors or copraphila, gratification and praise of domestic abuse or sexual assault, intense mental illnesses unless i have knowledge and/or have interacted with it first hand, a female character (afab or trans can be accepted in SOME cases but not all as not to offend or take away from those who aligned themselves with it)

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𝐓𝐀𝐁𝐋𝐄 𝐎𝐅 𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐓

DEAR BROTHER SERIES

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SIMON RILEY

isaac, you are too kind. thank you my beloved <3

thank you very much love, your affections are very sweet and much appreciated.

See you on the flip side - 🌊

- the now itchy 🌊

-🎭 anon

DUDE EVERYTIME I TRY TO POST YOUR ASK IT DOESNT LET ME SO IF THIS UPLOADS IM GONNA BE FAIRLY SURPRISED. I’ve been having issues with tumblr a good fucking bit since my simon story, which it did let me post another ask after having to rewrite it 2x, I tried to post 2 stories the other day and the upload failed and so I have to rewrite it off of memory because tumblr has no saving factor.

angst — happy ending

dark smut — pining/obsessed makarov.

death

And yes, the abused becomes the abuser in some part of their lives. But in the end I am happy they (sort of and maybe) began to understand that they need to work on that as the last line said they fell asleep in eachother's arms and happily so. I mean, I understand Ghost as he was abused by his father and all of that traumatic shit happend changing him a lot but we can't really escape from the trouble we cause. As I say, you can use your mental state as an explenation but you can't use it as an excuse to hurt the other.

Deep down I truly believe he doesn't want to hurt reader but he just doesn't know how to fight his own problems that come to the surface while being with R.

(And R yes, he is a shitty person too in this context)

C3berus let me tell you, I have to say that you are one hella of a person to portray trauma like this and liked it a lot! It shows how even the coldest and heartless of soldiers can still be a human being inside that need to work and glue themselves back Together 👏🏼.

this made me so happy to read honestly. the end was to hint at them getting their shit together because the love and craving to get better finally overweighed feeling comfortable in the miserableness. it’s always an uncomfortable journey when traveling the mind and undressing trauma. I never want to try to glorify trauma and abuse in a relationship but no one ever always has the “picket fence relationship”. simon always feels like shit after hurting the reader and vice versa, if they truly hated each other im sure they would’ve split completely before even wedding off. you’re completely correct, R is also a shitty person we’ll never let them off the hook 😂, I like to say that simon likes to surpress and forget anything that makes him feel like the victim (even though he was) because he often thinks everything was his fault and has convinced himself that over the years, R does the opposite (though it’s morally right on their part they do it in spiteful and shitty ways to provoke him so it makes them just as bad.)

I have a question regarding the wipped Simon story, I was wondering how did reader and Simon end up fighting like dogs. Sure, they got married bcs they love eachother, but like how? How did they end up fighting like rabid animals? What did it take to make them go on that level of "hatred"? Is it the poor communication skills on both parties or something more?

I hopw you can reply and if not that is totally ok! Have a great day/night!

hello hello! I’d like to picture the reader as a tough topic or blast from the past a constant reminder of the man ghost was before and while everything happened, it often frustrates Simon so much he’s torn between loving him for sticking with him and hating him for reminding him of who he once was. like it’s a lot of trauma connecting there, though it’s not always necessarily healthy connection they still stay because no matter the bad, they know that there’s still love there. It’s all a matter of traumatic bonding so closely seeing themselves without each other paints a worse picture than being together and triggering each other because of how far they’ve stumbled along the roads of fate with each other. they remind each other of how human they are and of how broken they are.

think of it as something like this…

S — “hey we’ve stuck together this long and i hate you for it but i love you for supporting the disgustingly human remains of me.”

R — “hey no issue im more comfortable with you than being alone with my faults, you make me feel whole.”

- 🫀anon