Ok I’m getting sick and tired of
Making shit excuses for scars and everyone believing it
Looking like I’m a fucking whale after drinking water
Having mood swings so terrible I can’t even with myself
Falling out of touch with the thousands of hobbies I use to and still love
School stressors IN SUMMERTIME
Eating things I don’t want or even crave at the moment
Basing my wants and needs around other people
Living, but I can’t cut myself loose too short. I loath myself that much (pun intended)
And last but not least living the life I want to live even if I don’t know what it is yet :)
Right now i just want this present moment to fade amongst all the other nights I’ve lived through
I want to experience, feel, and fall in love with something anything
Im 16, about to start driving school in less than a week while summer school is wrapping up, haven’t met much people though I’m fairly liked
But that’s not enough anymore I want to drive off to some concert alone and meet people like movies and have adventures with them
In my city there’s not much of a scene going on so it’s important to be versatile and open. Things like shitty art museums, graffiti art hunting, trying out different coffee shops miles away, going thrifting or to a first Friday
Those are the types of things that with the right people, would create vivid memories to last
So I’ll talk to him until we trust each other enough to just go fucking nowhere or until he finally decided to get rid of me and he becomes a faint but vivid memory
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