Fade out, no sound.

It's so much easier to push people away. I don't want to feel anything. I want to turn off my emotions and self destruct. I refuse to feel grief or any strong emotion that I just don't want to feel. I'd rather not think about any of those emotions and just keep trying to destroy myself. I can't cope with real life. I'd rather make them hate me. My brain is telling me to push them away. And I can't stop it.

Self awareness is so exhausting pls let me not know what’s wrong w me in extreme detail without having the tools to fix it WHY DOES MY BRAIN WORK AGAINST ME ?

hey.. dont cry .. 1 million mg prozac , ok ?

maybe you weren’t the one for me but deep down I wanted you to be

I'm hoping that you'll come back to me

being a person in your 20s is like being 40 and being 16 at the same time. i am simultaneously too old and too young for this shit