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Baseball hats + casual clothes

like the mysterious stranger, only Nick can see jarona man

Why is Nick drawn that way? idk

(the post was from nathan_codes_2 on twt but i got the idea and screenshot from ANerdnamedJerry on twt)

1) he's asexual and/or aromantic, simple as, and has been saddled with a different man's feelings for and memories of a dead woman that sort of present as intrusive thoughts more than anything. he just wants friends and to stop dealing w/ the intense cognitive dissonance between his real feelings and the feelings of his predecessor

2) he's extremely sexually repressed and experiences intense dysphoria surrounding any expression or fulfillment of sexual desire because his body always feels sort of wrong, vacillating btwn a human trapped in an android body and an android forced into a human headspace. (this interpretation is my personal favorite because of the complications)

and in the 2nd case (or sometimes even the 1st) he would additionally be faced with this issue: is his partner going to treat him as an android, or as a man? will he be expected to perform romantically/sexually as a cisgender human male, or as an androgynous mechanical being? because there's a big difference! which one does he want to be? does he actually want something entirely different, without understanding what that could entail? (remember he's from the spiritual 1940s, he doesn't really know anything else!!)

basically what im saying is i think canon nick (without many years of working on himself & reconciling his identity issue instead of just avoiding it entirely after his revenge arc) would react to most romantic or sexual encounters like this

I think Duckman should have ended with him coming out as a woman but whatever dude, let’s have three marriage proposals… hell yeah.

I am not joking… I am dead serious about this. What if I told you that I actually own the holy grail of merch of something I used to be obsessed with but decided to go back to liking it for good? Well. Here he is…. I made on offer on ebay for $100 (he was originally $150 I think)