Chillin with positive vibes

This can’t be it 

Time and time again I just want to be someone’s someone. I can’t be anymore a happy, but just knowing that I’m not part of the agenda makes me feel insignificant 

It’s growing everyday. I’m not surprised. It’s only natural 

I almost lost my shit today. Redbull does some negative shit. As an overthinker, it drives your brain to hyper drive. I hate being an overthinker. It sucks 

I should rely on myself. I shouldn’t have to rely on other people for anything, especially when I know in my gut that things would go south eventually. 

Sometimes, I think about certain friendships/relationships in my current life. Usually, I like to think what would happen if I decided to cut all ties with this person, or if I would “revive” friendships with that person. For sure, I wouldn’t know what would happen. Now that I think about, I think cutting ties with certain people would’ve been beneficial for me. I think would’ve been in a better place. 

Time and time again, I get disappointed by the same people. One thing about adulting that I need to get used to is to cut those people out of my life completely. 

Here comes the “I miss you’s” and bullshit c’mon brew, who do you think this is lol. New year, still asshole me