Bizarre Hodgepodge

Tell me I’m crazy

Tell me there’s nothing between us

Tell me that you don’t…

Tell me that you haven’t thought of me since that day in the lobby

That you weren’t waiting to walk with me outside that night

That you didn’t look at me that way that day

Tell me I made it all up

Tell me I’m crazy

Tell me that you can’t read my heart

That you don’t know what I’m thinking

Tell me there’s nothing here

Tell me that you feel this

With her

Tell me that you don’t feel this

Tell me that you don’t think about us

That you’re okay when I’m not there

Tell me that I’m just like everyone else

That I’m no different than anyone else

That there isn’t this thing between us

That it’s not awkward avoiding each other

That it doesn’t hurt avoiding each other

Tell me you don’t feel this pain

That you don’t feel this power

That you didn’t park to be near me

Tell me I’m crazy for knowing your scent

Tell me I made it all up

That there isn’t so much you want to say

Tell me you haven’t thought about us

Tell me you walk around with everyone else

Tell me your smile is the same with everyone else

That it’s not brighter and more beautiful with me

That your eyes don’t light up

That you don’t light up

Around me

Tell me that the nights aren’t better together

Tell me you don’t want to see me

Tell me you don’t want to talk to me

Tell me you don’t want to text me

Tell me you aren’t checking on me

Tell me you don’t feel a thing

you Usurped my heart

Now what do i do?

Rewind time?

this happens

Every.

single.

time.

Quit…this…feeling

of Utter hope

I can't help myself

the Thought of us

Ends

me

en…vy