beautiful disaster.

You dig deeply into me like the thorn of a red flower stuck in me filled with poison.

Even I can't control myself. I put on a bitter smile over my expressionless face.

As you can see, I'm dangerous. Come closer, I need you. My head feels like it might burst. Get away, keep your distance.

GAME OVER

I'm a PSYCHO, I'm a PSYCHO, there's somebody inside me. That's right, the PSYCHO taking me over (GAME OVER) I'm a PSYCHO, I'm a PSYCHO, he's talking to me. That's right, the PSYCHO, and I give in (GAME OVER)

What you’re seeing now, take a guess, who am I this time? In the blink of an eye I can change my face. I feel like I’m going crazy. You probably won’t understand me, all of this was for you.

As you can see, I'm dangerous. Come closer, I need you. My head feels like it might burst. Get away, keep your distance.

BAD GIRL (GAME OVER)

I'm a PSYCHO, I'm a PSYCHO, there's somebody inside of me, That's right, the PSYCHO taking me over (GAME OVER) I'm a PSYCHO, I'm a PSYCHO, he's talking to me. That's right, the PSYCHO, and I give in (GAME OVER)

i. when he smiles at you like the warmth of the sun after an ice age, smile back.

ii. after he shows you the burns on his wrist that their poisonous love put there, curse them and take his hand.

iii. when he stares at you like you are the only light he has ever seen, let him. you probably are.

iv. when he tells you he loves you, believe him. he has probably never said that to anyone before.

v. when he starts planning your marriage two months in, play along. you are the only reason he sees himself existing in the future.

vii. when he kisses you for the first time, allow yourself to sink to bed and grin yourself to sleep.

viii. lock every sweet goodnight text and let good morning texts make your day.

viii. trace the shape of his mouth with yours and let him do the same.

ix. do not let yourself believe you can fix him. he is human not a conquest, not a good deed, not a random act of kindness.