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this is the moment when i lost myself totally 🔥

#baekhyun #okay that's all of it actually ^^#i don't want to make this last message sort of thing sappy #but i really am thankful for all of you who have followed me and liked me and my tags #who've given me such kind compliments and such love these past 3 years of my blogging here #to the thousands of you who have followed me and managed to find something here to stay this whole time #i'm honestly really grateful for all of you in helping me build memories like that #it's a bit underwhelming and i really don't want to answer anon messages about this or make it such a big deal in that regard #(although of the people who've messaged me and told me such kind things i'm honestly so so grateful #even if i don't reply i hope you understand why and i hope you know i'm so so thankful for the kind words)#but it's mostly because i'd rather just leave quietly this time - no drama no intensity - just final calmness and serenity with everyone #i'm obviously not planning to leave exo or baek - they're the only group/person i stan and will ever stan honestly #i'm just leaving this blog and transferring to a new one with tanya and no i'm not planning on giving the url away i'm sorry ;;;#regardless seriously thank you so so so so much for being a part of this journey with me #i hope that you guys will be safe and find happiness and that all of you can find some warmth out there #once this is posted i'll be gone so i won't be replying to any more messages or anything #(i'm sorry if i didn't get to you ;;; i hope you know i'm still grateful regardless)#and i really do plan to never come back at this point and i'm firm on that ;;;#tomorrow tanya's going to code the blog so that no one can really view it anymore?#so if you want i guess you could reread through old stuff for the last time ahaha ^^#anyways i'm still going to be doing my baek tags and i'm still going to show all my support and love for him #just on a different blog and more private and happy for me #i hope you guys can be happy with the decision i've made ;;;#anyways goodbye goodbye #i really will miss all of you and seriously thank you for everything #continue to give lots of love to baek and exo ^^#again thank you guys so so much

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tipannies

Baekhyun // Dream MAMA awards 2016

#baekhyun #i finally found one akjskjshkj thank god for mari's gifs honestly #i don't think people realize that beyond baek's seemingly confident and well put together exterior #he's just as nervous as anyone else and he can also get easily overwhelmed as well #he talked about it today during his lol broadcast but he mentioned he was so nervous about that performance #so much to the point that he can't even recall a single memory from it because all he could think about was how anxious he was #he stated that he's really terrified of heights and it probably showed in his expression at first and made him look uneasy #and that this was the first time he ever had a duet with a female idol and the first time they performed that song #so it only served to increase his anxiety and heightened his fears #and i just find that little admittance of weakness and vulnerability to be so endearing about him #although he seemed nervous - which clearly anyone in that position would be - he did so exceptionally well #and to see him gain confidence as the performance went on and found some solid footing made me so proud #and exo had just gotten done with back to back concerts in tokyo dome and went on a direct flight from japan to hong kong #they barely had any time to sleep - i doubt they even did at all given the time frame #and he was running on exhaustion and anxiety and yet that performance was so beautifully served vocally #although shaky at first due to evident understandable nervousness - there was such clarity and depth there #baekhyun remains to be such a professional when it comes to singing live and has always given the most outstanding vocal performances #this is just another piece of evidence of that beauty in him as a vocalist #regardless of anything he managed to still serve such a beautifully well done performance in the end #i have all the pride in the world for him #light of my life #precious gift #little prince #treasure of the universe

queenbyun

everyone go home main dancer byun baekhyun just fucking closed mama

#baekhyun #if there's anything i feel for baek it's always going to utmost pride and respect and acknowledgement for all that he accomplishes #and people see baek and they just assume that he's had it easy - that he's this being of enormous confidence and proud status #when it's always been the opposite - he's so hard on himself and one of the biggest perfectionists i know #when he entered sm it was after several failed auditions with other companies - it was at an age where being a trainee was unlikely #where his colleagues are leagues ahead of him in years and trained ability and he's barely scraping for time #it's probably the easiest to feel sorry for yourself - to hold yourself as the victim of circumstance #and to grow bitter of the challenges that you have to face - and yet the one thing i've never seen him do is perceive any of it pityingly #among all the choreos and lyrics and melodies that he had to learn along with his future teammates #he had to learn on his own time how to do any basics in dance and to completely restructure his voice #and then in the midst of only a total of 11 months training - only 3 in which he was given the chance to truly learn the foundations #he was given such a significant role of main vocal and such numerous responsibilities he probably found hard to prepare for #carrying the team vocally in live performances as well as during variety despite his lack of experience in the industry #eventually with his 'scandal' the amount of work he had to once again put just to gain back respect and confidence in him #when the world was trying to tear him down he merely continued to pick himself up and continuously apologized and promised to improve #when all he's ever done was work hard - even though he's never allowed anything to steer him off his track #even though he's given the past years and years solely to us and the stage and giving his whole heart for the sake of his performances #he still looked upon us and this stage with so much warmth - always apologizing and always improving and always being so grateful #he still had the compassion and warmth in him to never give up and to continue to find so much love in him for his career #despite his anxieties and fears and nervousness he had poured the entirity of himself into his work #for these past five years not once has he gone easy on himself and not once has he ever caved in to any of the pressures given to him #and that's what makes him fearless - not the lack of fear he holds but the amount of passion in him to face them and conquer over them all #his passions have always won over his fears and that's one of the most beautiful things i've found in him #for him to love his dreams so much that any sort of weariness and tiredness falls from view and remain insignificant in comparison #that he's willing to abandon any sort of fear and anxiety for the sake of those dreams and that love for the stage #and standing there is a boy who has given his all in order to get there and i have never been so proud as to have supported him #everything you have little angel is everything you have worked hard for - never thank us you were the one who earned this all #light of my life #precious gift #little prince

baekhyuntella

baekhyun → 161202 mama

#baekhyun #thank you for allowing me to watch you grow #i'll never regret giving parts of my youth to you #you'll always be one of the loveliest existences i'll ever have a chance of loving #and one of the kindest memories i will ever experience #light of my life #precious gift #little prince #treasure of the universe

yourbiaslikesitrough

HIS POUT IS SO CUTE :3

#baekhyun #man i've been looking high and low for baekzy gifs that are just them singing #instead they're all just gifs of when xiuyeol were teasing baek about holding suzy's hand like that #which to be fair was because she had placed her hand like that on top of his #but i have been shammed so that killed my buzz for writing it agkjshkjsh #first off though they did incredible considering baek was clearly nervous as hell both due to the fact that he has a bad fear of heights #and this was the first performance of the stage #as well as suzy being sick after having shot her mv for her solo debut coming soon #and they somehow managed to be cutely awkward especially considering i mean well they hardly know each other lmao #they barely got any time to rehearse this either considering their schedules #and i think they did wonderfully :((#sounded incredible especially since this was evidently 100% live and performed well together #:(((#light of my life #precious gift #little prince #treasure of the universe #they also got the highest ratings of the whole entire night and that shows how much people anticipated it #i'm really happy baek go to be a part of that #and he honestly never disappoints vocally #such incredible power and loveliness to his voice

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sefuns

Album Of The Year Baekhyun’s Acceptance Speech // 2016 MAMA

#baekhyun #to think that he still thinks they don't do enough - that in every award speech he always emphasizes that it's our work not theirs #it amazes me to think that he doesn't realize the vast amount of work and dedication he's put into this #if you only realized little angel that every single opportunity given to you - all the numerous amount of love and recognition you've gained #every single bit of that was accumulated through your own passion and strength and perseverance #he talked about how he likes reading negative comments because they help point out the traits he still needs to improve upon #that they're indicators that he still has more to learn and more to grow in and that they've aided him in that aspect #and he always mentions - regardless of his vast improvement and incredible grounding - just how much he still needs to improve #stating once that in order to receive a solo he still needs to work more in order to deserve one #one of the lasting things i remember was when asked to choose between happiness and success he immediately chose success #and when asked of what thoughts comprise his day he mentioned skill building and his future to be the top priorities of him #he stated that the only way for a tree to bloom further is through it's branches and in order for flowers and fruit to grow #without forgetting its roots the branches need to reach forward themselves in order to touch the sky #he talks about how rather than wishing for anything he'd rather slowly accumulate it all #because anything gained in a moment could be lost in a moment and he'd rather build himself through his own hard work #his mantra has always been that life is a path of efforts and that in order to accomplish anything one must live diligently #there's so much passion and love in him to grow and improve - all for the sake of the stage and to constantly show more to fans #he works hard merely because he thinks the fans deserve more and he always wants to make sure he's not complacent and lazy for our sakes #he has such a kind passionate heart and he's always directed it towards us #to think i stan a boy so humble and hardworking - god he's so lovely #light of my life #precious gift #little prince #treasure of the universe

tipannies

Baekhyun’s solo performance at the MAMAs

#baekhyun #he started off with so little - barely any experience in singing and absolutely none in dancing nor this industry #and yet through his own hard work and sense of dedication and perseverance has accumulated such vast talent and recognition #he used to get barely a millisecond of promotion in their debut teasers and yet look at him now #being entrusted by his peers and choreographers to create a lasting impactful image with such a powerful ending solo #gaining numerous awards ranging from favorite korean singer to favorite male actor to best collaboration #receiving an immediate number one for every single song he's released - having multiple paks and caks under his belt #exploring every single part of the industry from singing to dancing to acting to musicals to mcing and finding growth in each one regardless #and still remaining so diligent in improving himself and maintaining such a sense of humbleness and warmth #in those aspects you always think that he must get tired or bored of constantly practicing and continuing #that there must be parts of him that have gone lazy and complacent because it's almost impossible to still hold so much still #and yet there's so much light in him to explore himself and so much potential and vast opportunities he's willing to take in order to grow #never has he been hindered by the impossibilities he's come across and instead believed in all the possibilities he could carry #i've seen unquestionable mentions of just how hard working and incredibly focused this boy is #and although the main focus tends to be his sunshine personality - he's made with the fire and passion of the stars as well #always being found in practice rooms and diligently practicing for every occasion - constantly finding praise for his work ethic #and it's really easy to say that you want to work hard and that you're working hard to improve #but to not only have the desire but the results of improvement - it really shows just how much baek has worked in order to reach this point #the reason why he's gained so much was all through his own amount of effort and passion for this #he's made it all look so easy but he's struggled for the longest time in order to reach this point #and he's still working with every single bit of determination and focus in him to continue to improve #and that's why it's never boring stanning baek - you always get such a dynamic character who is always diligent in improving #god he consistently makes me so proud #just look at him up there - absolutely brilliant #light of my life #precious gift #little prince #treasure of the universe

tipannies

wang eun and soondeok’s reunion

#baekhyun #before i fangirl about the performances and stages look how fucking cute they are #they both look so happy and fond to see each other i'm upset :((((((((#i wish they could've gotten an opportunity to hug and chat but in an official setting like that it'd probably be hard to catch up at all #:(((( still look at their smiles #baek has one of the sweetest looks on his face and she looks so excited and bursting with happiness :(((((#light of my life #precious gift #little prince #treasure of the universe

galaxychen

2016 MAMA awards // exo

#exo #also since i'm leaving today i really hope no one thinks that i'm ever leaving them #god i love these boys to my very soul #so endlessly proud of them #no matter what happens to this blog they'll always be my boys

does that blogger still copy your tags?

yeah ^^;; which is also another reason (of many many many) why i’m leaving this blog, confronting her would only cause unnecessary drama i never wanted to be a part of in the first place and writing my tags while attempting to ignore her has only made me more uncomfortable because i keep wondering what other words and feelings she’ll use and exploit of mine in order to i don’t even know honestly - i guess get more fame? have her followers think better of her? and it makes me not want to share my feelings at all orz ;;;

#replies #anon

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porkdo-bi

We are one, forever.

Kim Junmyeon, MAMA 2016 (via porkdo-bi)

#when suho said that we grew up together in our youths #it made me so emotional #god i love the boys and i love being part of this fandom #to have loved such a beautiful humble hard working group of boys #will always be one of the loveliest memories to me

dxactivatxdusxr

A group of rough looking boys walked past me today and all I heard of their conversation was “he’s got that anxiety disorder bro so I went with him so he’d be more comfortable” and it made me realise the world isn’t all that bad

#text #also this is terribly adorable #:((((#okay i have to go do work ^^#i'll see you guys maybe later this week but definitely saturday ^^

baekphia

baekhyun + favorite 2016 moments

#baekhyun #akgjshkjsh i got an ask recently wondering whether me leaving this blog was just an excuse to leave baek #and i find that incredibly funny just because i literally have been stanning him since what is love #i've been a fan of him for over four years and counting now #i've cheered him on in the highest points of his career and supported him through his lowest #he's been one of the most comforting kindest presences in my life #honestly one of the biggest reasons why i've remained upright and stable this whole time #just solely through the inspiration and motivation he's given to me #and i honestly couldn't leave him or even think about leaving him for any other celebrity of any sort at this point #he means the world to me so honestly me planning to leave has nothing to do with him orz #it literally just means me moving blogs ;;; it's not a change of heart #so no matter what i hope you guys at least know that ;;; i really love him with all my heart #there's nothing in the world that could possibly change that #light of my life #precious gift #little prince #treasure of the universe #god i have so much work to do though ;;; i think the only time i can really come on is saturday to reblog #and i'll only be reblogging mama stuff and doing my last set of tags before i head off #i think i said i'd try to be active this last week but ;;; i'm just really busy #saturday i'll go all out though lmao

secretsofleto replied to your post “will miss seeing you on my dash”

Ah okay. Pity but I get it. I never understood why people couldn't just post whatever they wanted on their blogs. I do, but then again no one cares lol. Posted a whole post about how I dream of EXO. Lol. Anyways off topic, I hope you're happy in your new haven :)

oh it’s not only because of that ^^;; i mean the whole anon situation is bothersome but there’s also some really annoying aspects in terms of someone copying my tags constantly and these other really troublesome people and i’d rather just be away from that now ^^;; thank you for the understanding though~ i hope to see you happy as well //nods//

#secretsofleto #replies

sebaeked

©

#baekhyun #i should do work now :(((#okay bye bye ^^#light of my life #precious gift #little prince #treasure of the universe

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will miss seeing you on my dash

wait are you going to tell us the username of your new blog or is it a scret?

thank you very much sweetie ;;; i’ll miss you guys too honestly ^^ but it’s going to be secret ^^;; tanya and i both want it to be a more private environment and just have it be relaxed //nods//

#replies #btw i've already been getting quite a few goodbye i'll miss you messages #which is very sweet and appreciated!#but i really don't want to turn this into a //big// thing #especially since last time i left i did #and i ended up coming back within a month aksjkjsh #so this time i really just want my leaving to be simple and nice #of course this time i'm 100% firm on my decision to leave #and i really don't plan to come back at all #but still ;;;#i'll still reply to off anon messages - off anon after this ^^#this was just an exception since i've been asked lately about whether i'm sharing the new blog url #but for on anon messages when it comes to this goodbye thing #i really don't want to intensify the situation so i just really want to thank those people for their kindness as well ;;;#but please do send me one off anon instead ^^#i can't reply to on anon messages privately #but i don't want to just keep it going and like make the situation really big?#so yes yes //nods//#secretsofleto

fyncten

baekhyuns cute reaction when his voice cracked what an angel

#baekhyun #he's so adorable :((((#his voice hardly cracked though? at least i couldn't hear it whatsoever #but he seemed so embarrassed and struck akgjshkjsh what a cute child #light of my life #precious gift #little prince #treasure of the universe

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