i'm a big name in deep space

positive endgame reax ONLY on the tl........i don’t have time for negativity in these times

just had a quick breakdown over how stressed i am abt everything on my plate rn lol!!!!!!!!!!! last quarter i was freaking bc i wasn’t doing anything and now i’m doing TOO much and it’s................exhausting lmao and its only week 2!

i start my final quarter on monday and i’m bricking it :) i managed to get an internship at a small-ish PR company and i’m so scared LMAO like excited but also like...........am i actually qualified.......we just don’t know........i’m also waiting to hear back from this college blog thing to see if they want to bring me on to write weekly articles so!!!!!!!! Things Are Happening but i’m terrified i’m gonna be way too busy lmao.............anyways i literally can’t be satisfied at any time even when i get what i want! cool! 

i’ve had a couple follow up appointments at the career center and i updated my resume and came up with a good cover letter thing and i have been applying to so many internships lmao...................i did most of them on saturday and ofc i’m not going to hear anything TODAY its too soon but i’m still so anxious lmao........i have to get something or else i’ll end up back at my grandma’s house working some dumb ass retail job for the rest of my life and i cannot do that!!!!!!!! i have so few qualifications tho LMAO what a mess.....anyways everything in my life is making me want to die so that’s cool happy monday