I love mephisto so,sooo much~💜 Mephy’s Doll💕🎀 Yumeship~☆✨💕 Animes,drawing,games,edits and fashion≽(•⩊ •マ≼☆ Multifandom♡ 💕Follow your favorite girl on social media!!≽(•⩊ •マ≼ ⚠️✨𝑷𝒍𝒆𝒂𝒔𝒆,𝒅𝒐 𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒓𝒆𝒑𝒐𝒔𝒕 𝒎𝒚 𝒂𝒓𝒕✨
It’s so nice to be here. My name is Naomi, and I recently made a Tumblr account ⸜(。˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡ I just happened to discover that this is the best place for an artist to be… ♡
I’ve been a Blue Exorcist fan since 2016, and I’ll be honest… come closer so I can whisper… I only finished the anime/manga because of a certain demon… M-E-P-H-I-S-T-O ( ˶˘ ³˘)♡But don’t make that face TwT with time, I realized AoEx became my favorite anime in the whole world 。°(°¯᷄◠¯᷅°)°。
So it’s not a secret anymore that I love Mephisto, right? I’m a proud yumeshipper (๑•᎑•๑) That damn man… ah… he makes me feel so many things ( ꩜ ᯅ ꩜;)Don’t worry, everyone is welcome here, and if you also love Mephisto, you’ll have a very special place 💜✨ I love that people can love him too. I could spend hours and hours talking about our dear and glorious Mephy (⸝⸝> ᴗ•⸝⸝)
I love so many things in this world, it’s way too big and I always want to try something new ( ꈍ◡ꈍ)But above all, I’m a lover of ✨art✨ and, unfortunately for me, a hopeless romantic 💕Love is so beautiful in every form it can appear in our lives, and I melt every single time… I’m such a crybaby 💕✨ Maybe it’s because I’m a Disney fan?If it were up to me, I’d spend all day singing while talking to animals and waiting for my Mephisto to arrive on a white horse so we can have our happily ever after ✨💕🏰
Ah, besides my damn demon… ahem… I also love baking sweets,Anime,Drawing, reading,Cute things,Mephisto,Disney,Subcultures🥀🍷And my God, I ADORE fashion (˶ˆᗜˆ˵) clothes, shoes, makeup, accessories, aaaaaahhhh, I get euphoric with happiness. I’m very vain, so I accept nothing less than that.Singing, dancing, drawing… I love 💜 love 💜 love it. But most of all… (,,>﹏<,,) I create many things for Mephisto, things to express my love and build a little space that’s just mine, like the poems I write exclusively for him… damn Disney fan (¬`‸´¬)
I also run a TikTok account where I make edits for Mephisto… and someday for my yume too 💜🩷 So whenever you need something to warm your heart, you know where to find me ✨
I could spend hours talking about things I love, romance, Mephisto, soft and cute things that make my heart feel at peace, but I’m sure I’ll have time for that. After all, Mephisto will give me all the time I want… won’t you, my dear? ₍ ´ ꒳ `₎ა💜🩷
All I want is to create a cute and cozy little space here, so sit down for a bit and have some delicious tea. See you next time 💕✨
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I love how Mephy always looks elegant and seductive. He has such a peculiar sense of fashion, and that’s why I love him more every day ݁ ˖Ი𐑼⋆However, that wasn’t the image I had of a demon... Where’s the stereotype of red skin, a pointed tail, horns, and a pitchfork?
Ah yes... I see it now...
The demon dresses well to make me fall at his feet, to earn my trust... my heart... and he succeeded ₊˚⊹♡ Thankfully, he succeeded. I have nothing left to offer him. My soul, my body, my life, my love, my devotion, my heart, and my destiny are already his. Tell me... what else could I possibly offer him?
Pulling the strings of my heart is something you do very well, just as you pull me into your lap. I should be afraid, disgusted, and wanting to run away, but here I am... enjoying your touch, your scent, your voice that hypnotizes me
Your mischievous hands are the only ones that warm my body~🩷💜
Make me tremble.
Make me scream.
Make me beg for more.
Make me yours~♡
𝒩𝒶ℴ𝓂𝒾💋
☆ I enjoyed making this drawing because it made me think a thousand things about him. I was inspired by The Devil Wears Prada 2, which was recently released. I adore fashion, Mephy is my muse, and there was no way I was going to let this pass by~☆ I hope you enjoy it as much as I do 💕☆
˚₊‧꒰ა ♡ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚
❤︎I also made a version without the filter~♡ Personally, this one is my favorite. Here you can see all the details 💕✨️
Yay!!! Pride Month has finally arrived 🌈🎉It's such a beautiful time of year, filled with meaning and celebration. Never be ashamed of being yourself,and let’s cultivate love~☆
🩷💛🩵
Mephy and I are sending everyone lots of love and a big kiss~♡💕💜
This is the wonderful result of taking sleeping pills and not going to bed, I don’t remember doing it T^T it must be the medication’s fault
At least I think I managed to make a good draft even while drugged up
I should stop taking these things. Lately I’ve been feeling sick and numb, I don’t even have the energy to eat properly. I went so long without eating that the last time I threw up, it was only water
Feeling lonely is a curse, but it’s also something I like. Lately, everything irritates me
I’m isolating myself from everyone. I hope I feel better soon, because being like this sucks. I’ll stay away for a while, but knowing myself, it probably won’t be long. I’ll post the drafts I already have ready, I don’t want to dedicate myself to anything new right now
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₊˚⊹♡The 10 Outfits That Made Me Fall Even Harder For Mephy~♡₊˚⊹♡
Hello, hello~♡ Naomi is here once again݁ ˖Ი𐑼⋆
As always, I was thinking about Mephy. To me, he’s a complete fashion icon and nobody can convince me otherwise~☆
Sooooo...
As the amazing girlfriend that I am, here I am once again to dig through that idiot’s wardrobe and rank my 10 favorite outfits ◝(ᵔᗜᵔ)◜
𖹭 1.🥇
Okay, yes, absolutely my favorite outfit in the entire world. To this day, nothing has managed to surpass this masterpiece~☆ Let’s begin with the simple fact that it’s pink (˶>⩊<˶) and I LOVE PINK💕🌸🌷🎀🍰
And Mephy wearing glasses? Oh, that man makes my knees weak ₊˚⊹ᰔ
And oh~ God, he looks like such a ridiculously hot nerd in that suit… the kind of nerd that would absolutely fuck me in a library ( ꩜ ᯅ ꩜ ) 💜
He makes me want to kneel between his legs and say, “Itadakimasu🙏”
𖹭2.🥈
People barely talk about this outfit, but it’s sooo gorgeous~♡
Maybe it’s not the most elaborate suit in the world, but it’s still so elegant and keeps that unmistakable Mephy vibe ₊˚⊹♡
He reminds me of a fictional mafia boss from the 1920s (ᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈)ꕤ and I absolutely adore that aesthetic. I’ve always been fascinated by those elegant fictional mobsters ૮₍ ´ ꒳ `₎ა
I also love layered clothing, and Mephy always does the best job with it…
AND HIS NAILS ARE PINK💕
(I absolutely love making my mafia AU with him wearing this iconic suit 🩷✨️)
𖹭3.🥉
I genuinely feel like crying whenever Mephy wears historical outfits 。°(°¯᷄◠¯᷅°)°。He looks so unbelievably attractive, my God… aaaah, please just take me and—
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Whew… back to our regularly scheduled programming T3T Mephisto could turn a potato sack into luxury fashion. That top hat is so creative, the more I look at it, the more obsessed I become. And the cane is just as gorgeous,I want it for myself right now 💕He truly is the best boyfriend for constantly feeding my obsession with fashion
Mephy is so old… there’s NO way he doesn’t have an incredible collection of clothes hidden somewhere in that wardrobe of his
Please, I’m begging you, give me your Victorian-era outfits RIGHT NOW (,,>﹏<,,)💕
𖹭4.
He’s dangerous. That demon knows perfectly well he could conquer,or destroy entire empires… just like he did with my heart🩷
The Devil is simply an elegant man in a suit (˶˃⤙˂˶)
But just look at him… doesn’t your heart beat at least a little faster? I absolutely adore stripes, they make him even more attractive 💕I want to rip that suit right off him 🫦
I have an enormous weakness for black dress shirts~♡
𖹭5.
To me, this one also gives off the vibe of a 1920s mafia man relaxing at home… aaaah~♡ I love it so much, I seriously need to learn how to stop drooling over him. But he looks so cozy here (˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶)
One of the things I love most about him is his sense of fashion… and that pink polka-dot scarf 🫦💕
And honestly… looking a little closer, he actually has purple eyelashes in these images…SO PRETTY💜💜 I’m definitely going to start using that detail in my drawings~☆
𖹭6.
Personally, I absolutely adore this outfit. The more I look at it, the more little details I notice, and it keeps earning a more special place in my heart 💕
This look is so iconic, it’s honestly a shame people don’t pay more attention to it 。°(°¯᷄◠¯᷅°)°。
This is definitely on my cosplay list. It’s going to take quite a bit of work, but it’ll absolutely be worth it in the end (˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶)
𖹭7.
He makes me drool every single time he wears something that makes him look this elegant. And the best part is that he never stumbles halfway through it,because he knows exactly what he’s doing. Sometimes the idea itself sounds questionable, but the final result is always incredible. That’s exactly what I think about him~☆
I’d love to see the full outfit T^T but I’m happy already. I want to match my clothes with him too (,,>﹏<,,)
𖹭8.
Blue Exorcist x Hello Kitty was genuinely the best collaboration of all time 🩷💜
I couldn’t stop staring at the outfits. At first, I’ll admit it,I hated Mephy’s outfit TwT
But over time I started finding it a little prettier… and now I’m completely obsessed with the colors, the patterns, and all the layering details (,,>﹏<,,)💕 He gives me such a “cotton candy land” vibe hahaha 🍰🎀 The tiny top hat is unbelievably cute (˶˃⤙˂˶)
And honestly, he also reminds me of a soap opera I used to love watching when I was a kid~♡
𖹭9.
I think it suits him really well, especially when he’s wearing the cape, it’s attractive as hell (,,>﹏<,,) When he wears pants, I already know things are getting serious, so no more playing around
(He probably gets bullied by the Vatican)
𖹭10.
I could never finish my ranking without adding a true fashion classic ૮₍ ´ ꒳ `₎ა♡It’s fun to make fun of his pants, but in the end I love them 💕 and can we agree on one thing? That only looks good on him. Anyone else would look ridiculous, but Mephy is ridiculous with confidence (*ᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈) he has so many variations of that outfit, and that’s why it’s so fun 💕✨️
Mephy has a huuuuge wardrobe, I had to fight with myself to choose only the outfits that made my eyes sparkle (all of them). I could spend hours ranking his most iconic looks, I want to go to a fashion event with him ݁ ˖Ი𐑼⋆
My biggest weakness will always be men in suits, and he knows that
But honestly, nothing will ever surpass Mephisto taking a bath. That will always be my biggest freakout. He’s already gorgeous in a suit, and without one he looks even better 🫦 please stay naked forever 🙏💕 I love those… ah… bones? HAHAHAHAHA
I don’t even know what to say, I’m just really sad. Not even my favorite cake will make me happy again for a while 😢🍰
The game wasn’t the most perfect thing in the world, but it was definitely a comfort at the end of my day, and the competitions inside the game were fun too
Damn… I’m remembering when I downloaded the game on launch day, it was one of the happiest days of my life. Everything comes to an end, and I hate that 💔
I’m so sad right now that I’m definitely going to write a public farewell letter to the game T^T
Mephyyy, now you’re going to have to comfort me in your arms for the next week, I’m all deflated like a balloon 💔
It’s no surprise that I like sharing my thoughts here ૮₍ ´ ꒳ `₎ა but this time I’m so happy I feel like I’m walking on clouds 🌈🫧
That’s why I have a guest of honor to talk to today ✨ YOU ✨
I have cake and tea for you,come sit with me 🍰🎀
(This is getting so long and messy, almost like a page from my diary 🩷)
Ah, I don’t even know what to say to start,honestly, I feel fulfilled on an astronomical level ꉂ(˵˃ ᗜ ˂˵) it’s hard to organize my thoughts and everything happening in my life, but I’m especially happy about the last drawing I made 💖
You know… I never actually liked drawing 💔 I started drawing when I was a kid just because I felt jealous of a former classmate,she drew really well for her age and got all the attention, and I wanted that too, like any child (╥﹏╥)
So I started copying her drawings. I improved by doing that,that’s a fact 🫧 but I felt like an empty shell, because nothing I made was truly mine, nothing ever belonged to me
So for a long time I hated drawing,I couldn’t stand it. I only did it because it was the only thing I was good at 。°(°¯᷄◠¯᷅°)°。 or at least better than most people. I never liked drawing,I only did it out of envy, to have a place, to be recognized, for people to see me 💔
So I completely stopped drawing and never wanted to do it again…
Years later, I remembered an anime from my childhood ✨ Blue Exorcist ✨ and it was a turning point in my mind (꩜ ᯅ ꩜) because I remembered I had a little crush on Mephisto hehehe
And that was enough for something to change, because I would grab my notebook and draw him without thinking too much,I just wanted to scribble all over my pages from beginning to end 🩷🎀
Hehe, I’ve been silly since then (๑ᵔ⤙ᵔ๑) before I knew it, I was buying a digital pen and wanting to level up,there I was trying to make a completely wonky digital drawing hahahaha 💕
Aaaah when I finally got the hang of it, I drew Mephisto,every stroke 💕 every glance 💕 aaaaaaah everything, my God, I was jumping around my room with joy,not just because of him, but because I was rediscovering myself (,,>﹏<,,)
And I walked on clouds, because this time I was drawing for myself without thinking about anyone else, without thinking about being the best,just being myself and showing my love through a new passion (˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶) .ᐟ.ᐟ
And when I discovered the term ✨️yumeship✨️ life turned pink 🌈 all shades of pink 💕🎀🩷 You just have to understand that when love comes, it never leaves, and sadness never comes again
I would draw, and each drawing had a piece of me and Mephy,only feelings of love. I feel so fulfilled right now. I know I’m young and a lot will still happen, but I think that if Mephy weren’t there, I wouldn’t be this happy 🌷🎀 just a character,yet a character who makes me smile and roll around on my bed (,,>﹏<,,)
And that’s why nowadays, every drawing,no matter how simple,is made with my love and dedication ₊˚⊹♡ it’s no longer empty and lifeless, it’s a beautiful part of me that I can share without expecting recognition, praise, fame, or anything like that. To me, it’s pure love 💝݁ ݁ ˖Ი𐑼⋆
My beloved Mephy also made me discover many things about myself (˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶)
🎤Singing:
I learned that I love singing, and I want to nurture this hobby ₊˚⊹ᰔ because it makes me feel alive, and I could spend hours singing for Mephy.It’s no wonder that in the future I want to have a VTuber model to sing on the internet and show people a little of my love 🧁 And music touches me in a wonderful way,the feeling is surreal. I get chills, and before I even realize it, I start crying because of the lyrics and the melody 💖 (It’s hard to sing when my voice keeps breaking from crying hehehe) My remedy for sadness is singing
✨️Dancing:
Dancing was also a way for me to rediscover myself (˶>⩊<˶) dancing with music, without music, in every way possible,just moving with my soul and letting myself be guided by the moment. Only happiness exists in those moments 💕 And it’s very beautiful to imagine that Mephy is there too
And i ✨️ADORE✨️ dancing belly dance💕🫦
🌸Writing:
I’ve always loved reading and writing fanfics, but this time my writing is deeper and just for me. I dedicate my time to writing poetry for Mephy, little letters that I keep in a box with his name on it 💜 I like knowing a bit about everything,I enjoy studying whatever comes my way, and it’s really fun: history, religion, philosophy, music,fashion, art, and a million other things 💕 It’s so nice when people study what they love ^^ I personally love classical music and opera (that’s something I inherited from my dad) I’m not afraid to say that I’m a complete zero T^T, so everything I learn is very important because I struggle a lot, and to me they are huge achievements
🩷Myself:
Above all, I saw myself, I loved myself, and I liked what I saw. My self-esteem, once broken, is now unshakable. I learned that I cannot wait for anyone,I have dreams, ambitions, and only I can achieve them.It feels as if I had been born again. I gave myself value. I had always been vain, but now I had a reason and an endless happiness. I still have a lot to learn about myself, but do you know what matters now? I am giving myself opportunities to see, to experience, to live in the moment, and to be happy ꉂ(˵˃ ᗜ ˂˵) Besides that, I love always looking beautiful for Mephy and for myself 🎀✨️
🎀Personality:
Before I was very arrogant,I mean… I think I never really stopped being, hehehe, everyone is arrogant in the end,but at least now I know how to keep my thoughts to myself. If you are kind, people will be kind back ૮₍ ´ ꒳ `₎ა But I also believe that people who are too kind are kind of idiots and annoying 💢
I mean… before I was depressing, to say the least, but nowadays I like to say that I’m more confident in myself. I love myself and adore myself, some people say I’m being arrogant because of that (˶˃⤙˂˶) Hmm, I’ve been thinking hehehe… if people can marry characters… then can I marry myself? hahahaha It would be funny if someone said they divorced themselves (I say these things, but deep down I’m just a little bunny hiding inside a burrow in the forest 🐇)
People usually say I’m like Cillian Murphy,just existing in public with that blank face,while at other times I’m jumping around for no reason ૮₍ ´ ꒳ `₎ა In general I barely talk to anyone because of shyness, and then suddenly I’m talking nonstop like a total nerd 👆🤓
🍰Baking sweets:
It’s very cliché ૮₍ ´ ꒳ `₎ა but I came to love making sweets because of Mephy 🎂🧁💋🍭 every recipe is made while thinking of him. I’m thinking about sharing some recipes here in the future,I’m not the best cook, but what matters is trying 🌸
Well… because Mephisto is a demon, people at least expect me to be someone wicked, but they’re mistaken ✨ for Mephy, I want to become a better person day after day in every sense of the word,I want to make him proud, and make myself proud too (˶>⩊<˶)💕💜💍
Mephisto represents many things to me, but inside my imagination his body is made of music and poetry, a sculpture that I like to admire after finishing it, and my greatest sin is falling in love with the sculpture
Taking care of myself is my way of loving him and nurturing our love 💘
Some people say it’s secondhand embarrassment, but I don’t care. I’m happy,happier than the people who say that. If I keep worrying about what others will think of me, then I’ll never truly live 🎀
I’ve always been someone who lives in a world of dreams, letting my imagination guide me, so yumeship was perfect for me. And especially because I love Mephy with all my soul. If my adorable boyfriend can wear jester pants in broad daylight, then I can be even crazier about loving him ꉂ(˵˃ ᗜ ˂˵)
(Of all the crazy people in the world, it just had to be him ૮₍ ´ ꒳ `₎ა maybe his madness is a little like mine)
Growing up watching Disney and singing songs about happy endings made me a girl who cries over anything even slightly romantic, and honestly I don’t accept anything less (˶˃𐃷˂˶). Mephy came back into my life during a really difficult moment, and he helped me stay on my feet and move forward 💕💜
I’m not ashamed to say that I like talking to plants and animals. I grew up like that and I’ll die like that ₊˚⊹♡ Deep down, every girl dreams of being a princess with her happy ending
Words of hatred toward me and my beloved will always be ignored. There’s no point in saying that he would never love me or anything like that (˶˃𐃷˂˶), because while cruel people say those things, here I am planning a future wedding ૮₍ ´ ꒳ `₎ა And I know I’m not the only one in the world 💕🎀🌸 Besides that… all forms of love are valid and should be respected⸜(。˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡
Speaking of marriage… wouldn’t it be fun to get married in several different cultures? Why have only one wedding when I could experience all of them? You know… I’m a rather extravagant girl and I don’t like anything simple. So if that day ever comes, I demand something grand, dazzling, extravagant,something for everyone to see. Never something small. Never small
Mephy agrees with me, of course~♡
At the same time that I am life, I am also death,would you accept joining death with me, Mephisto?💕💜💍
Hihihi, that’s exactly how I feel 💜✨ as if I’ve found a home by Mephy’s side. I love him so much that sometimes I cry with joy, I throw myself on the bed, rolling around, jumping, kicking my legs in the air and letting out muffled screams into the pillow… and that’s exactly how I want to die ݁ ˖Ი𐑼⋆ I’ll love him even when I’m 60 years old. I don’t mind dreaming big 💕 I’m made of that in the end (˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶) my inner star will never go out ✨
Is anyone else feeling like this:3?
This is something I cultivate for myself, and my way of showing the world my admiration for him is through the drawings he taught me to love. Every line is dedicated to him and made with a lot of love, every detail and every thought is solely focused on that demon 💜✨️💕
I’ve already been very hard on myself for taking too long to draw, and it’s something that really upsets me ૮◞ ‸ ◟ ა because I wish I were able to create several drawings in one month, but it’s the opposite,in one month I can only manage one drawing (and I still miss deadlines)
But I’m trying to understand that I’m still learning how to do something I feel insecure about, and also that my perfectionism gets in the way a little, but I can handle it 🍰
Even so, I believe that one day I’m going to disappear from the internet and run away from everyone. Posting my drawings and anything at all makes me insecure because I’ve always been low profile ૮◞ ‸ ◟ ა And that makes me hyperventilate and my stomach turn cold.Sometimes it feels safer for me to disappear for days and pretend I died, devote my love in silence and far away from everyone, without expecting praise or anything placed on me 💔
I think Mephy and I deserve only the best (๑ᵔ⤙ᵔ๑). Just look at this:
The difference between the Christmas 2025 drawing and the Easter 2026 one is huge, and I’m proud, because I made them,can you imagine??? Like… I was the one who created this 💕💕 I didn’t think I would be able to go far, but now I’m sure I can go as far as I want (˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶) .ᐟ.ᐟ and I’m going to keep learning more and more. I can’t wait to redo this Christmas drawing this year >3< Mephy seems happy with my progress,even if it is slow and fragile like thin ice💕💜💍 And I hope that one day I’ll improve enough to create little animations of the two of us together ꉂ(˵˃ ᗜ ˂˵) I love creating AUs, and turning them into animations would be a dream
And I’m even more euphoric for the Halloween drawing *screams* *screams* *screams* 🎃
I would give my life for the Halloween drawing because I want to create The Phantom of the Opera 🎭, which is one of my favorite books in the entire world ✨️✨️
(Yes, I’m anxious and I have a list of drawings to make until the end of the year with dates, times, and themes 😼 I like having a good plan 🫧 Everything in my life needs to have good planning or else I collapse,absolutely everything has to match with each other, even the things I write, the music I like to put at the end like many people do on blogs,everything has to carry meaning)
It’s hard to explain why I’m so happy, but look… I love editing and I know a thing or two, and I’m going to learn even more because I want this drawing to be in motion ✨️ AAAAAHHH my ideas are overflowing for this Halloween, I feel brilliant and I want this to be the drawing of my life 🎀🎭
Mephy will be irresistible 🔥🔥(What a hot man, my God🫦)
I’m terrible at drawing expressions, and surprisingly his expressions in particular give me an enormous amount of difficulty (˶˃𐃷˂˶) and the same goes for poses... like, how is this so complicated? But it’s okay, I came back to drawing less than a year ago and I’m rusty, little by little I keep challenging myself 🌷
But at least one thing still gives me pleasure, which is thinking about the clothes,creating the outfits is the best part 💕
Besides that, Mephy helped with Naomi’s birth ૮₍ ´ ꒳ `₎ა She has always existed ever since I was a child (not the way she is today, but she was always there). She used to be one of my OCs, but over time she became an alter ego after I studied a lot about it 🫧✨️ It’s no wonder my life improved a lot when I embraced this personality 💕🌈 Naomi is a mix of everything I am and everything I want to be,she inspires me 💕🎀 Naomi is so important that she has her own birthday 🎂 so in theory I have two birthdays 🎀 (my original one and my alter ego’s 02/13)
I studied this subject a lot and made a mix of famous figures I like to create the personality that, to me, would be perfect. She helps me overcome my huge shyness and social phobia, sometimes I stop and think, “What would Naomi do?”
I even made a playlist dedicated to her to feel more like her. Music is everything to me, and the same goes for my drawings,sometimes when I listen to a song, I get lots of ideas for things to draw
Thank you, Mephy 💜
My love makes me feel the magic in the air and makes me want to live each day ⸜(。˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡ Being with him is eternal spring and rainbows
I have so many dreams, and I trust my heart to make them come true. I will fight for every life plan, and if I need to fight against myself, I will. I’m ambitious, and that motivates me. Even though sometimes harsh reality runs over my fantasies (╥﹏╥), I’m also vengeful, so I’ll get a truck and run reality over right back 🔥🌈
If something bad happens to me, it’s Walt Disney’s fault
There is only one thing I would like to change about myself: my fear of spending money 。°(°¯᷄◠¯᷅°)°。 but it’s not the kind of fear like “this is too expensive, I won’t buy it.” It’s actually the fear of spending money and not having enough to eat tomorrow because of irresponsibility 💔
You see, I was a poor child, I know what it is like to go hungry, and as I grew up I understood that money gives me a home and food, and if I spend it I might go hungry again, and that makes me sad because I would like to do many things ૮◞ ‸ ◟ ა I would like to dedicate myself to my nerdy hobbies 💕 I would like to be an oshikatsu with many products 💕 I would like to make an itabag 💕 and buy merchandise of my beloved Mephy 💕 but the idea of spending money on these things is so… I don’t know… I know I would be happy, but what if tomorrow I’m in a bad financial situation again?
And at the same time I think I could use my money better by helping children who have already been through what I went through. It makes me want to cry when I talk about it, but it is a truth in my life 💔 I look at so many people who spend without stopping and think “how do you do it??” I know different realities exist, but for me it is surprising,If I did the same, I would feel guilty later(╥﹏╥)
(But I know that everything in life is just a phase🎀 I just need to feel safe now and understand that those times are already in the past)
The only things I allow myself to spend freely on are cute things for myself to wear, because I’m vain, so looking good is important to me 🎀 Also hairdresser, makeup, manicure, and self-care products. I just hope that one day I can overcome this ݁ ˖Ი𐑼⋆
And honestly I think I took a small step, because I bought a deluxe edition of Dracula and I was very happy ⸜(。˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡ (another drawing for Halloween because I love vampires)
Well… I feel like I talked and talked and didn’t say much, but that’s just how I am,my many diaries are a mess of thoughts and desires. In the end, I think only I will deeply understand what I truly mean, and that’s perfectly fine with me ⸜(。˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝💕 Yumeship came to change my life for the better, and it sparks my creativity and makes me feel a little crazy too hahaha ꉂ(˵˃ ᗜ ˂˵) As long as I’m dreaming, everything will be pink, and as long as my beloved is in those dreams, everything will be pink and purple hahaha I would like to use more inspiring and profound words, but I am a walking mess (╥﹏╥) Then my feelings will continue to be kept inside my heart 💕✨️
Something funny happened to me yesterday: I had an allergic reaction and kept scratching my thigh nonstop. When I looked at it later, the scratches from my nails had ended up making the letter “M” on my thigh hahahah. Don’t worry, Mephy is just marking his girl (*ᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈)
But just like the title suggests, I’m happy about everything 🎀🌈 and happy people are silly and clumsy like me TwT but I try… the only thing I’m sure of is that I’m made of:
Mephisto
Tears
Love
Pink
Disney
Princesses
Music
Magic
Cute things
Glitter
Dreams
Night
Art
Fashion
Rain
Solitude
Sweets
Beauty
I finally reached the end after 100 years (╥﹏╥) are you still here? I must say you have a lot of patience to read all this 🌈🫧
🎀Here’s your reward for putting up with me:
a medal 🏅
a candy 🍬
and a kiss for you 💋💘
See you next time, my little devils 😈💕
(I’m thinking about writing a new introduction because the first one feels shallow (╥﹏╥))
BONUS
🎀If my life had a table of contents, it would be more or less like this:
Why am I so beautiful.............💕
Why am I so lonely..................☠️
Why am I the best...................💕
Why do I want to disappear..☠️
Why do I deserve more.........💕
Why am I so miserable.........☠️
One of the many songs I dedicate to Mephy on my playlist 💕💜💍
Damn you, Kato-sensei 💔💔 don’t make me cry again, I don’t want this anymore,just look at Neuhaus T^T he looks so gentle, so happy, he deserved so much more than what the world gave him 。°(°¯᷄◠¯᷅°)°。
But let’s run away from sad topics and let Neuhaus rest in peace...
Shura looks very elegant 0w0 it’s quite different seeing her wear such formal clothes, but it’s not bad, she looks beautiful one way or another 💕 and Rin and Shiemi in this situation is something I never imagined hehehe
Hahaha, I’m very happy to have participated in this event 💕 it was somewhat special to me and very different considering that usually participating in events makes me anxious and under pressure, but this one made me feel at home (˶>⩊<˶)So many talented artists participated 💕 may many more come ꉂ(˵˃ ᗜ ˂˵)💜✨️
And here is my little contribution to the event :3
He looks super cozy and happy with all the sweets~💜
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I love spring,so many colors decorate this beautiful season, flowers everywhere 🌸 and the birds seem to sing even more beautifully (˶>⩊<˶) I like to have a dreamy and lovely view of the world, and look… Mephy is there to help me with that ◝(ᵔᗜᵔ)◜🌷💕
Such a beautiful day… of course I’m not going to stay at home sitting while everyone else is having fun ₊˚⊹♡… maybe…
A horseback ride?
Hmm… no… a ✨️𝐮𝐧𝐢𝐜𝐨𝐫𝐧✨️ hahaha 💝🎀 the cutest creature in the world ꉂ(˵˃ ᗜ ˂˵) Mephy knows his girlfriend well and knows I have a soft spot for horses TwT
I feel like a princess being carried by her prince, the one she’s waited for since “once upon a time…” (˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶) many bad things can happen, but having a light and dreamy soul will always keep you standing 💕🌸🐇… and wearing matching outfits too hehe (˶˃𐃷˂˶) just look at how charming Mephy is 💜✨ truly my prince charming ⸜(。˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡
The flowers bloom just like our love, my love is always taking me to breathtaking places 🩷💜 it’s as if the world were ours 🎀 and resting in his arms under the cherry blossoms will always be my favorite place ݁ ˖Ი𐑼⋆ can we do this every day for the next 200 years✨️?
⏳️: Mon cher, today you seem especially radiant, what is that new sparkle in your eyes~☆? Could it be the magic of spring or the magic of love🌷💕? Either way… I’ll Always be present in both situations
🩷: You make me feel like I’ve found the key to heaven~♡
𝒩𝒶ℴ𝓂𝒾💋
ℳℯ𝓅𝒽𝓎 ⏳️💜
☆Hello my little devils~♡ I’ve been in a very good mood these past few days, this time of year suits Mephy so well. I’m naturally dreamy, but now it’s 90% better. Mephy was the perfect spring muse💕 isn’t he just so, so, sooo beautiful~♡? I love him as much as he loves me, and I promise I won’t drool over him… not too much…This drawing was supposed to be for Easter, that’s why the super cute bunny hats, but I ended up missing the deadline… and it was the best thing because I was able to turn a simple drawing into something that smells like love and freshly picked flowers 💕🌷 I feel so silly and loved~☆ I’m going to run through these fields with my love, see you next time 🌸🌷☆
˚₊‧꒰ა ♡ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚
I cried when I finished this drawing because I feel like all of my feelings are inside it, and that’s why I’m proud ~🩷
You know, in the past few days I remembered an aesthetic I was in love with many years ago,it’s called ✨art deco✨ 💕
I’m going through another hyperfixation. I’ve watched films, studied it, listened to music, and now all that’s left is the main thing… DRAWING 💕💕
Buuuuut a Naomi wouldn’t be anything without her Mephisto, so imagine this:
I am a rich and lonely woman living in my dark, gloomy apartment. It’s night,I’m looking at the city passing by through the glass from the top of a luxurious building. I’m wearing a slightly loose satin robe ✨✨
The setting? Try to picture a red sofa, a large and majestic plant in each corner, a big golden cat statue in another corner, a grand piano, a lonely bar with no one to use it, the scent of perfume is strong, it’s dark even with a huge chandelier that doesn’t give off much light, a glass wall overlooking the city below with its lights and movement,the place is large and full of furniture, and yet it still feels empty somehow… the melancholy makes me happy 💕
And now Mephisto arrives… I don’t even see him, I only feel his arms wrapping around my waist from behind,it felt like the perfume and the cigarette were fighting in the air ✨
There are no words from either side, but his nose is close to the curve of my neck. Elegant… tempting… comforting… that’s how I would describe it ✨ Imagine him in an elegant suit, like a mafioso straight out of a movie
But after all… nothing is stopping me from turning him into a mafioso muahahahaha 😈✨
Wow… I’m definitely going to draw this… I love Art Deco and I love Mephisto,now you know how I make a good drawing: first I come up with a backstory that I keep in my diary, and then I draw 🎀
Aaah, I don’t know why I didn’t think of this before,drawing a hyperfixation is so comforting -^- Art Deco combines two of my strongest hyperfixations: the 1920s and jazz
Art Deco brings me a sense of melancholy in some way,a refined, elegant melancholy... I like it... The days and nights that seem sad and dark to me are the happiest. It’s on those days that I am just myself 💕
(The description blends Art Deco with jazz noir 💕)
We are now looking for artists to join our little fun project! It’s called the Mephydex and we’re trying to draw all the canon Mephisto outfits on chibi bases.
After we are done all artists that helped us get the whole set as stickers for free! (40+ stickers of Mephisto let’s gooo)
If you’re interested feel free to send me a message or comment on this post. We still have plenty of Mephys left!
As promised, here is the sword Elysium, ready to meet you all 🩷✨️
🎀Lore:
Elysium is an ancient angelic weapon that belongs exclusively to the Beauford family. No one who isn’t a blood member of the Beauford family can wield it
Most of its abilities are completely unknown, as many things have been lost over the centuries. Even so, it remains a very powerful and lethal weapon,even to its wielder
Its abilities will be explored further later on 🩷✨️
But something cute I imagined is that when I wield the sword, my eyes get heart-shaped pupils and pink highlights (almost like the chibi version) 💕✨
Elysium must always stay close to, or embedded in, the heart. One of its peculiar traits is that it’s a sentient weapon,it can communicate with Naomi through telekinesis. This proves very useful in combat, since with years of experience… who could possibly match her? hihihi
It’s a weapon that requires a wielder with a firm hand, as Elysium has a strong sense of what it calls justice,any and all demons must be exterminated without mercy. Sometimes, driven by this, it can fight on its own, floating around without needing anyone to hold it
That’s what makes it a dangerous weapon to have around,when you least expect it, it might come to your house for a ‘little visit.’ It would kill anything it considers impure, demons or humans,it makes no distinction. And when someone is killed by it, it gains the right to claim that person’s soul, making it even stronger. If it gathers enough souls, it can become independent,and that would be a serious problem for the Vatican to deal with
And that’s where another problem lies: if she has enough influence, she could possess my body,and in that case, it wouldn’t be me wielding her, it would be her “wielding” me
I remember it like it was yesterday,the day Elysium saw Mephisto and started trembling, wanting to cut his head off ૮₍ ´ ꒳ `₎ა
Now you have a small idea of why she always needs to stay with the angelic heart,because from there, she can’t leave on her own and enters a ‘dormant’ state
Phew… I always have to keep an eye on that cursed sword. The only person who can truly control Elysium is its current wielder,just don’t give it too many souls and it’ll accept that today isn’t the day it destroys the universe. In the meantime, its only concern is protecting its ‘master'
But she’s not that bad :3 if she sees the good in someone, she’d easily want to relax in the sun at the beach with them and enjoy a day off 🏖️💕
And don’t worry,the sword can change its appearance depending on its wielder, and since it’s with me now… well… it’s full of sparkles, pink, and ribbons, hihihi. It reminds me of a magical girl weapon, and I love it 💕✨️
This was a small summary of what the sword Elysium is like. With this, you can get a general idea of what it is and how it works. Its abilities will be explored along with the complete material :3 I feel like an archaeologist writing about my own discoveries hahaha
I also want to use my limited skills as a cosmaker to create this beautiful sword 💋✨️
And with that, we reach the end of Elysium and my angelic heart. The next weapons I want to show are my firearms, my exorcist outfit, and my exorcist gear for special missions,because I’m not going to be walking around poorly dressed, am I? ⸜(。˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡
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I went a few days without any ideas of what to draw, so I thought it would be a good idea to show a bit of my personal lore. I’m gathering my own material to make a page with my lore, weapons, and everything 🎀
Ladies and gentlemen, I present to you my heart ✨✨ even though Mephy always tells me not to show it around ૮₍ ´ ꒳ `₎ა after all, I’ve already offered my body, soul, and heart to him, hihihi 🩷💜
🎀Lore
Well, like I said, it’s an angelic heart. I was going to say this later, but now I can make it clear that Naomi is an angel (a Nephilim, half-angel) (˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶). I remember Kato-sensei saying that in Blue Exorcist there are only Assiah and Gehenna, but since I like being different, I decided to create a ‘Heaven’ for my own lore (˶˃⤙˂˶). I have a lot to say about it, but I’ll leave it for when I have all the material gathered 🩷✨️
Let’s get to the explanation: the jewel in the center is the true heart, and the structure around it is a form of protection. My angelic heart is also the guardian of a magical artifact called Elysium. It’s an angelic weapon that is always embedded in the heart’s structure, because it’s kind of… difficult, to say the least (╥﹏╥). I’ll explain more about it along with the full drawing I plan to post soon 🩷✨️
Elysium can be removed from the heart when it is summoned; the two work together, as they are, in a way, one and the same. Don’t worry,the sword returns to a normal size once it’s taken out of the heart,Even though it looks small when embedded in the heart .When Elysium is removed, the heart gains a crown (like a halo) in its place, which is also present on the sword’s hilt :3
To make it very clear, the Beauford family has been an angelic clan for centuries. Throughout the ages, there have been the so-called ‘heirs’,individuals chosen from birth to serve, inherit, and rule the Heaven they were granted at birth. Naturally, Naomi was the one chosen this time to become an ‘heir’ and a princess.This is just a brief summary, but I still have sooo much more to talk about,but like I said before, only when I have all the material ready TwT
🎀Fun fact:
In the drawing I made for Valentine’s Day, they both share a jewel on their outfits,but that’s something only I understood so far. The real meaning is that I’m offering my heart to Mephisto, in every sense (,,>﹏<,,). If you look closely, the jewel is the same as the angelic heart 🩷✨️
There aren’t many secrets surrounding the angelic heart… but the sword,now that’s interesting ✨️🩷
Little by little, I want to draw everything that’s part of the universe I created,my familiars, the Beauford family’s magical artifacts,the clan’s history,my powers,the other weapons in my huge arsenal✨… I have so much to talk about and I’m really excited 🎀✨️
I have a whole complex story planned out in my head, from beginning to end,I think I spent about 3 years planning everything from start to finish
I’m the kind of anxious person who creates a thousand and one things for my story, and I plan (in a few years) to make a short animation explaining the beginning of the Beauford clan, since that’s my favorite part. But for now, it will stay on paper for people to see 💕
I also want to make a physical book with everything I’ve created so I can keep it on my shelf :3 Because I’m in love with myself 💋✨️
The funny part about my story is that I’m a Disney fan, so everything here is inspired by songs, romance, and tragedy. I really want to live in a fairy tale, so I’m creating one,a world just for me and Mephy, and that warms my heart 💕 I want to sing about love with my beloved Mephy🎶💕
yo i found a picrew that i find really pretty?? and i dont think i saw it before so im starting a tag game
so heres me :D
no pressure guys but it would be really cool if you joined <33
@fernthefrogkid @a-vibing-potato @celestial-castiel @eleonoramarina @the-raccoon-in-your-walls @six-raccoons @taraxacum-brain-goop @mythweaverarts and others too if you wanna join :3
i couldnt get vee's sweater right on her s3 design, and the yellow shirt i approximated it with was bland as hell, so i also gave her (the best approximation i could get of) camila's jacket :3
@watery-melon-baller thanks for the tag! (on a day when Tumblr decided to break reblogs...)
My hair color varies by season and lighting, so sometimes it looks more dark blonde and sometimes it looks more light brown, but it's pretty reliably almost always in a messy bun. I'm not sure where they are (and my ears closed up after the start of the pandemic), but I used to have acorn earrings for an Unbeatable Squirrel Girl Halloween costume.
Yoooo this is a cool one! Am getting a sense of what me friendos in the fandom look like? :3
Mine:
Tagging: @childlikegoblinqueen @coffee-n-sleep @ladyginoza @cursedwithcaution @vilcade @pinetreeparadoxx @lijinbao @bulbas4ur @justarandomart and whoever wants to do this
I’m going to tag @sleepylittleowlet @fangirling-heart @roseybits @shoulderpads-mcgee2 @capnfrankie @captainimprobable and anyone else who wants to do it!