⸠is your muse tall/short/average?
fucking tall as hell. at most sheâs 5â˛10âł bc i havenât settled on a height yet hahahhhaahha
⸠are they okay with their height?
birbmom could not give two flying fucks
⸠whatâs their hair like? Â
purple. it actually isnât that long tho. just a lil past her shoulders. it smooth and soft af tho
⸠do they spend a lot of time on their hair/with their grooming?
yes surprisingly. sheâs not overly meticulous but she cares about what she looks like/how she presents herself
⸠does your muse care about their appearance?Â
again. surprisingly yes. she has a surprising amount of cosmetics. arella doesnât like how her body looks. at all. so if her face at least looks nice it takes some of the sting away.
⸠does your muse care about what others think about them?
depends. if she doesnât like/know them, sheâll probably be super confused unless they hit a sore spot. if it is someone she knows, sheâll do whatever she can to correct whatever she thinks she did wrong. even if birbmom didnât do anything wrong
⸠indoors or outdoors? ||>> outdoors
⸠rain or sunshine?  ||>> sun
⸠forest or beach? ||>> she would like a beach more but swimsuits are a no no so. forest
⸠precious metals or gems?  ||>> gems. they shiny
⸠flowers or perfumes?  ||>> flowers. she hates perfume
⸠personality or appearance?  ||>> personality
⸠being alone or being in a crowd?  ||>> alone. fuck crowds
⸠order or anarchy? ||>> order but not like. super controlling
⸠painful truths or white lies?  ||>> painful truths ;w ;
⸠science or magic? ||>> both
⸠peace or conflict?  ||>> peace
⸠night or day?  ||>> day
⸠dusk or dawn? ||>> dawn
⸠warmth or cold? ||>> warmth
⸠many acquaintances or a few close friends?  ||>> few close friends
⸠reading or playing a game? ||>> readin
⸠what are some of your museâs bad habits?Â
from least to most serious: not being able to sit in a chair correctly at all, fidgeting (which isnât a bad habit fight me but ig other ppl could see it as annoying depending on what sheâs doing), not fantastic cleaning habits (her room is organized but only to her. good luck finding anything), procrastinating, mistrusting p much anyone new, bottling everything up, not reaching out to ppl
⸠has your muse lost anyone close to them? how has it affected them?
azarâs death hit her hard. she never forgave her for taking raven away even if she did come to understand why. but she was still the first real mother figure arella really had. and then she was shouldered with her responsibilities. and while raven hasnât died sheâs still lost her in a way bc theyâre so distant. and she hasnât made much of an effort to contact raven. :(
⸠what are some fond memories your muse has?
her first few nights on azarath. the feeling of being free nearly overwhelmed her. holding smol raven for the first time. and holding her again when she finally got to watch over her again. every single time sheâs been with her birbs
⸠is it easy for your muse to kill?
hell no. sheâs literally a pacifist lol. she has the capacity for it (juris) but she hasnât and would never want to. the knowledge that she could kill for raven and not feel regret for it scares her to no end
⸠whatâs it like when your muse breaks down?
depends. if sheâs super angery? rest in fucking pieces. thereâs only been one time where arella was enraged and she nearly killed someone. case in point donât hurt the ppl she loves. birbmom will kick ur ass. if sheâs just angry? sheâll isolate herself so she doesnât yell at anyone on accident. pray she has birbs or sheâll probably break down. speaking of breaking down. it tires her tf out. chances are she wonât be able to talk but sheâll also want to be alone. preferably with birbs. arella will be crying her heart out, hiding herself from everyone. she doesnât know that kinda makes it worse.
⸠is your muse capable of trusting someone with their life?
ye c: good luck getting that to happen if she doesnât know you, but sheâs still capable of trusting someone. just. might take a while
⸠whatâs your muse like when theyâre in love?
a fucking dork. she has no idea what sheâs doing bc she doesnât really. know what being in love is. what do you do? do you treat them differently? idk!!!!!!! so inwardly sheâs freaking the fuck out bc yea she likes it but thatâs what scares her. arella doesnât wanna think sheâs tricking herself into it. so. sheâll never be the first to confess. but she will be more thoughtful. doing things like taking them to places theyâll like and getting them stuff. she might even be more touchy. and by touchy she might consider holding hands in public.
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