Ghost of Ohio

What we have together is something special. This isn’t my first relationship, obviously, but when I look at you, I see something I’ve never seen before. I see someone who I’ve been missing my whole life, and I know that I’m being a complete sap, but this is what you do to me. Oh, so you mean he’s like you? Because you’re the same way. Though I would never want you to leave me alone. I hope you know that I would of married you despite you still being married. I would of lived with it not being legal so long as we had a ceremony. My heart would be married to you. That’s what I was thinking when I said what I did. I am happy that we can get married though.

I think that what we have is very unique and to be honest, I wouldn’t want to have this with anyone else. Please, be a sap, I never got stuff like this in my marriage so it’s a nice change to have. I like when you really just tell me what you’re feeling and what you’re thinking. Yes, I mean he likes me, he is my cat after all and I’ve had him since a kitten, he uses my finger as a pacifier, I love him. I have no plans on ever leaving you alone, you’re stuck with me. I know you would have, but I didn’t want to marry you until everything was officially over with her. I don’t want that on my mind at all. And now it’s over for good.

KJ: Andy..Cami comes up to you and tells you that she's going to steal me away from you. How would you react to that?

KJ: The whole thing was just awful. you need to know when to see it's just not worth it anymore. I'm still confused as to why Alex started all this in the first place?

In hopes that it brings a smile to your face, you’ve already started your life with me. We have a wonderful life together, and I love it, and you. “Crow is adorable. I just wish he would let me hold him. I do, but I was trying not to mention it. Since you didn’t seem to like it when I was making jokes about it yesterday.

I know I’ve already started my life with you and I am in love with what we have together. I love you more than I’ve love anyone else in my entire life. He’ll come around, and once he lets you hold him, good luck because he won’t leave you alone. I didn’t like the jokes yesterday because it made me think of the divorce and I really thought she was going to drag this out as long as she could and I just didn’t want to think about it. But now, now it’s final, we’re done, my marriage is over, and I couldn’t be happier, because now I have the chance to be able to marry someone I really love and someone that loves me just the same in return.

I’m actually surprised she didn’t fight you for alimony. God knows she’s not going to afford her lifestyle on her own when she doesn’t have talent. I’m happy for you though. Now we can close her chapter in your life, and start your new one with someone who loves you unconditionally. What about the cats? What’s going to happen with them? Well come here! Let’s sign that and put an end to this.

That is on her to figure it out, not me. I am more than ready to put her in my past and move on with my life. I’m more than ready to start my life with you. I get to keep Crow, I had him before her and I met so he’s mine and she gets to keep Femme. You know this means that you and I can get married, right?

When don’t I want cookies? I always want cookies. Wait…they came already? Baby, that’s amazing! You’re finally going to be free from her and your past. I’m so happy for you. What all did she get out of you? If you don’t mind me asking.

Yes they came already, mostly because I didn’t fight her on much so there was no need to really drag it out. She got the house, because I agreed to give her the house if she agreed to not fight me for alimony because we both know that I’m not paying to take care of her for the rest of my life. I got my car and the place that we have in Ohio, she got the studio we shared. She wanted the dog and I told her no on that one thankfully she wasn’t a bitch about that. She really couldn’t touch anything that is Black Veil related so I was thrilled about that one. I’m coming out on top really.

No, I didn’t check the mail today, so I haven’t the slightest idea. What is it? I haven’t seen you this excited for something in a long while. Is it a box of cookies? Because I would be excited for that too.

Well I mean if you want cookies, I can get you cookies because no, it’s not cookies that came. But, I thought you would be very pleased to know that it was the divorce paper that came today. And now, all they need is my signature.I thought that it should be something I sign with you next to me.

You really don’t have to post about me. I take joy in knowing I can post a picture of you anytime I want. I’m going to feel bad for my fans when you drop your album, because that’s going to be the only thing I post about for a very long time. I’m glad you liked it though.

I know I don’t have to post about you, but I want to post about you. So don’t be shocked if you see yourself all over my instagram. Babe, please do not drive your fans crazy with photos of me, they need some you content every time and again. Hell, I need some you content every now and again! I love you baby!

The fact that it took you this long to see it is just hurtful. But I suppose it’s better late than never if you really think about it. I was just excited to finally have a boyfriend. And it being you..well that just made things a million times better. Plus the world needs to see how amazing you are.

We both know that I am shit when it comes to social media so it shouldn’t shock you that it took me this long to really see that your page is almost all me. I love that though. I haven’t stopped looking at it, or smiling. I’m really not used to this. You know I would post more about you if I actually used my instagram.

Moving to take his hand in his, KJ picked up the box and pulled Andy along with him, wanting to make sure he’s comfortable before they had their talk..or at this point, him talking since he didn’t want to hurt Andy since his lip was bound to be swollen. “Here, let me go get you some ice. Wait for me in the living room?” KJ asked once they had made their way back into the house. Handing the box off to his boyfriend. 

Once they were in the house, he took the box when it was handed to him and sat it down right away. “No, Keneti come on. I can get it.” He spoke as he made his way towards kitchen. “It’s okay, we’re fine.. you don’t have to wait on me hand and foot just to make sure we’re okay. We’re not going to break up over some fight” He spoke as he grabbed a small bag from the drawer to put the ice in.

He didn’t like that Andy was beating himself up about this. Was he mad? Yes, but he also still loved his boyfriend more than anything, and he had this need to show him that they would be okay. Getting out of the car with box in hand, KJ made his way around the car so he was standing in front of Andy, box set on the hood of his car. “Look at me, I know this whole thing didn’t go as planned, but I shouldn’t of kept you in the dark. I should of told you so you weren’t blind sided by it. I don’t want to fight with you…I know we are so much better than this. So I’m sorry for losing my temper. Can you forgive me for that? I’ll be sure to work on that in the future.” Wrapping his arms around his waist, KJ hoped they could move past this and use this as a learning experience. 

He let a small sigh pass his lips when KJ spoke to him. he stayed silent for awhile, not because he didn’t want to talk to him, but because he wanted to make sure that he didn’t say the wrong thing, that’s what got them in this mess in the first place and his original attempt to make it better had only made it a million times worse and the last thing he wanted was for it to happen again. “It’s not that you kept me in dark. It’s- I don’t know what to say that’s not going to make this whole situation worse.” he spoke truthfully as he looked at him. “Can we just talk inside? I’m kinda freezing right now, it’s really cold.” He added. “And my mouth hurts, so I need to go get ice.” He wasn’t going to be the first one to pull away from the embrace this time. He didn’t want KJ to think that he didn’t want to be close him because he did, he was just spoiled by the LA heat that the Canadian air didn’t agree with him too well.

“Pulling back into his parking spot, KJ put the car in park, only to turn to his boyfriend as he grabbed at his collar to pull him towards his own body, kissing him deeply as his hand rest on the side of his neck. “I love you, Andrew. Forever.”

He was taken back jut a second when he was pulled close to him. If there was one thing he would never do it was refuse a kiss from the other, no matter how he was feeling. He returned the kiss with one of his own. “I love you too.” he spoke softly and kept his spot for only a moment before he slowly pulled back to step out of the car, digging for his keys in his pocket before sighing. “I don’t have my key.” He spoke as he turned to look at KJ.