throw up the 🖕🏼

you know the post that's like: one day I'll be 45 at a party and ill hear a one direction song and ill be dancing my heart out because I never learned to love anything as much as I love one direction?......... yeah.......thinking of that right now

hiding in the work bathroom right now because i’m grown up and i have things to do and responsibilities to meet and i didn’t even know him but. there’s a 15 year old inside of me who is absolutely reeling and panicking because that 15 year old did know his voice and his public persona and his contributions to a band that meant a lot to so many my age. like. this is a storyline from a horror movie. not something that was supposed to happen to someone so important to me in my adolescence. i don’t know how process it and I can’t imagine how the people he did really know are. i can’t wrap my head around it. so i’m. just gonna be. 15 years old in this work bathroom right now

to my friends who I am still in contact with, those who I lost contact with, those who were still around and those who, like me, have emerged from the woodwork due to tragedy - I love you I see you I’m thinking of you

Honestly thought I’d be like 78 years old before I’d get the news that a member of one direction died

the way almost every single zayn stan had a superiority complex 

i cant believe this is happening an album of JUST louis’ soft raspy voice, with songs written by him and hopefully a few of his dream collaborators, maybe he’ll play his own instruments too like guitar and piano, he’ll play talk shows and award shows and he will also win 7 grammys

ITS HAPPENING