New vent!
With a url that
really would have made Undyne laugh
Anyway now I can get asks and have an icon and shit again hi
I’ll archive this blog soon-ish. There’s my new vent over there. Fresh start and all that.

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@butimnotaverycoolskeleton
New vent!
With a url that
really would have made Undyne laugh
Anyway now I can get asks and have an icon and shit again hi
I’ll archive this blog soon-ish. There’s my new vent over there. Fresh start and all that.

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I did... not come up with anything, I am!! Not. Going to be in trouble. But he’ll be disappointed!! Gotta think of something, too late to make anything, maybe buy something? What?? From where?? What’s something he wants that ISN’T abstract???? ughhghgghhg
Maybe I’m not as over shit as I thought if the idea of asking someone who’s not one of my boyfriends if they’d find me attractive fills me with dread and anxiety
I wasnt but you sure dug your hole deeper just then didnt u
Sounds like.. it rings true, and loudly at that :3c
Are you trying to imply something with that “loudly!?”

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Haha, is it wrong though? đź‘€
That is for me and my boyfriends to know, thank you very much,
Rude!?
“Sometimes suffering is just suffering. It doesn’t make you stronger. It doesn’t build character. It only hurts.”
— Kate Jacobs
Sometimes
Out of nowhere
I’ll just get hit with a wave of
god i miss undyne
Sometimes I see things and then sit back and think “Wowie! For a guy who likes strawberry so much, I’m actually incredibly vanilla!”

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One day,
All the little things I do
Won’t feel like a distraction from all the things I can’t
People see good stuff in me
I have to trust them on this
Because
It’s impossible for me to see
At least right now
Maybe someday, I’ll be able to look at me and see someone cool. Someone accomplished. Someone who can go out and do things, instead of waiting and watching others take care of problems. Someone who can point to things I’ve done, myself, as reasons that I’m strong, instead of just what I’ve endured. I’m not strong because of what other people did to hurt me.
What good is there in me? I don’t know. I can’t see it. I still just see what hurts. I see what I want to be, I see how I fall short.
actually
the real worst part is
i made someone else have to deal with feeling like this, too
The most frustrating part is I can’t ever explain it to people in a way that really makes them Get It. Everyone says I have to just try anyway, just keep doing it. “You don’t like not being strong? Then get stronger!” but it doesn’t matter. I won’t get stronger than anyone else. I started out way behind them, and then I got worse. And then I got even worse. Could I ever catch up? And would it even be possible? My absolute best, training every day for most of my life, was nowhere near enough. Maybe I just cap out lower than everyone else. If I cap out lower than everyone I care about, why bother trying to fight? I can’t protect them. I can’t protect myself. Siege doesn’t even fight like I used to, he just uses guns and bombs and shit. He can’t do it. I can’t do it.
And it. SUCKS. It was my goal, my dream, everything I was working for. I threw all of me into being a warrior, a Guardsman. And that’s all gone now.
Everyone in my timeline, except for my brothers, hate me. They think I had Undyne killed. I’ll never be in the Guard because I’m as good as a traitor. Hell, sometimes I think the only reason I was never arrested was because I didn’t try to take the job, myself, so the new Captain had me let off.
“But you could join the Royal Guard of a different timeline!”
No, I can’t. I’m not strong enough in other timelines. They’re more powerful than mine is. And what if I don’t want to move to a different timeline and try the same thing with some other Undyne? I wanted to prove to mine that I could do it. That I was enough. Instead, I got her killed. I proved her right. I don’t have what it takes.
I still wish I could be a warrior. I wish I could be the ones out fighting. I wish I could join a group in a big, dramatic battle. I wish I could have been in the actual fighting when we got Pippap back. I wish I could do something when people IÂ care about are in danger, and they have to tell me to stay away because they have to worry about how badly I might get hurt.
Sure, I can find other things to be. The guy that gets everyone together. The guy that makes dinner for the real warriors to come back to. But it’s still never going to not suck that I’m the one that has to stay behind. And it still hurts that I will always be the one that has to stay behind. And just be told to just do the thing like it’s easy. Like it’s possible and I’m just whining, just being lazy, just
being a crybaby
I miss fighting
I miss when it was fun
I miss when I wasn’t certain how it was always going to end
I miss the feeling of progression of getting a little bit better, a little bit faster, a little bit stronger
I miss the sense of accomplishment
I miss working toward a solid, tangible goal, even if it still seemed like I was getting roadblocked.
I mean, I could still try to train for the sake of exercise. But. God if it just. Doesn’t feel completely pointless.

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redlikebloodiedbones replied to your post “Gee sure is a spicy night on the dash huh”
TRUST ME, I'M A BIT FLUSTERED WHEN ANSWERING THEM, I JUST... TRY NOT TO PAY TOO MUCH ATTENTION TO IT, NYEH HEH
I’m not sure if “flustered” would be the right word if people were asking me these questions so I’ll just sit back and be in awe of your power
Gee sure is a spicy night on the dash huh