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iāve just posted the remainder of my drafts. will reblog this a couple of times. i have followed everyone who has liked this post so far but because itās a new blog, i donāt think i show up in activity ): so check your follower list, dears. if you do follow me & want to continue our thread, pls just shoot me an im on the new blog and i will happily carry it over. i will post this message a few more times at different times of the day over the next week or so & then she will be archived.Ā
thank you for the memories here.
kkvmā :
āI always did everything on my own since I didnāt want to trouble anyone.ā It was true and he knows everyone else was busy with their own things. He didnāt want to trouble them. Plus, the people he invited over to Saeronās birthday was mostly just family members. Jiwon goes to grab the bags of the decorations he bought and sets them on the table for Hana to look through and see. He listens to her suggestions and takes a moment to think about it.Ā āWell I do want the decorations to be placed in places where they wonāt easily get destroyed so as long as theyāre secured and safe we shouldnāt have too much to worry about when itās the day of the party.ā
she knew how destructive kids could be even if they never intended to be so she couldnāt help but laugh at that as she nodded her head and pursed her lips together. looking through all of the bags of decorations, she felt the excitement bubble over her ----- this was going to be amazing & she was honoured that he was allowing her to join in with the decorating side of things.Ā ā mina has already picked out her dress... ā she mused idly as she pulled out different types of balloons which would need to be inflated.Ā ā she was desperate to play princessā again but i managed to get her into a more fitting summery dress. ā
alloycodedā :
āCooked, for me?ā Surprise mingles with excitement that begins to show just a few seconds later. Same as it always did when it came to anything food related. Taking the offered bite without hesitation, brows raise, taking a second to savor the taste. Well, heās not exactly sure what it is but - heās more than content with it, albeit it didnāt fail to spark his curiosity.Ā āItās good.ā As if heās ever been picky with anything.Ā āWhat is it, exactly?ā
canting her head to the side, it was the first time she had tried hot pot and she had followed the recipe not wanting to kill her friend with her cooking. there was a bright smile on her lips the moment he said that it was good but then she began to get a little suspicious as she leaned forward and narrowed her eyes.Ā ā itās hotpot... are you sure you like it?! you wonāt hurt my feelings if you would prefer us to get takeout. ā
attractedā :
Ā Ā Ā Ā ššš šššššššš šššš on the girlās face spoke 1,000 words. so it seemed she wasnāt the type to show up to a near-strangerās place to get high. he actually chuckled before the sound was cut off by a shockingly loud demand, to which his expression immediately dropped. she was serious, that much was certain. koma tilted his head for a moment, studying hana.Ā Ā āĀ you know what? i think you could use a xanax or two.Ā āĀ Ā he smirked ever-so-slightly.Ā Ā āĀ do you want to come in? we can talk about this. come to a⦠compromise. i donāt want us disturbing the neighbors.Ā āĀ Ā the irony was completely intentional, and he was actually enjoying how angry she seemed to be getting.
seriously?! was he actually being serious right now?! she was seething & gritting her teeth but the fact that he was still ridiculously attractive made her curse under her breath.Ā ā i feel like youāre just trying to piss me off even more. ā she didnāt necessarily want to be in there when all of his druggie friends showed up on cue but at the same time, she did kinda want to go in and see what all the fuss is about. she did have studying to do but she also didnāt want to be stood out here in full view outside his house.Ā ā i would love to come to a compromise otherwise i may have to call the police. ā & there it was. the girl everybody hated. the goody two shoes.

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tiltedsunā :
the guilt weighs heavy in his chest as he thinks of the last few decades , everyone under the idea that he had been missing or even dead. he remembers seeing the newspapers that said he was anotherĀ ārunawayā , none of those headlines were ever true; considering how frequent the disappearances became after his own. he could never shake off the uneasiness of seeing his face on the side of milk carton , he canāt imagine how it had been for hana; having to be reminded of the space that he no longer took up in her life for the longest time. he missed the comfort he felt being near her , the way that everything felt okay because as long as he had his big sister; things were always supposed to be okay. he leans into her touch , tears still falling no matter how much he tries to keep them back.Ā ā i just - how? how are you here? god , hana , please tell me you didnāt do what i think you did.Ā ā
she knew that would come up and her body trembled as she looked at his face before pursing her lips together and trying her hardest not to allow the choked sob to escape but it was going to as she closed her eyes and shook her head.Ā ā i had to ------ i knew you were still out there somewhere, somehow. i didnāt know why but call it sisters intuition. ā that sounded so stupid and she knew it did but there was something within her that knew he was alive. exhaling a shaky breath as eyes flickered open once more before looking around at their surroundings and reaching for his hand.Ā ā could we maybe talk somewhere more privately?! i need to know what happened. i need to know what you are. ā
infernoathā :
HER MELODRAMA DOESNāT FAZE THE FRECKLED RUFFIAN AT ALL,Ā Ā albeit it is the suddenĀ Ā ,Ā Ā godsend news of hers which make oliver believe he truly IS on his best behaviourĀ Ā ,Ā Ā that karma simply MUSTĀ be enamoured of his righteous decisions as well as actions so farĀ Ā ,Ā Ā thus pampering him.Ā coltish digits deftly attempt to tackle the provided device he is still quite a stranger toĀ Ā ,Ā Ā as to most of the modern worldās inventionsĀ Ā ,Ā Ā his belligerentĀ glower eventually fading to one of rapt thrill once he indulges himself in looking over the myriad optionsĀ Ā ,Ā Ā the phantom of greedy hunger gnawing away at his previously sated appetite.Ā Ā āĀ Ā what'dya think about pineapples on pizzaĀ Ā ?Ā Ā āĀ Ā heās NOT askingĀ Ā ,Ā Ā reallyĀ Ā :Ā Ā the decision was already madeĀ Ā ,Ā Ā though he must confirm whether she is to be his newfangled FOEĀ Ā ,Ā Ā or notĀ Ā ,Ā Ā as heās heard the aforementioned preference is one bound to stir absolutely uncalled for agitation in certain individualsĀ Ā ,Ā Ā much to the immortal'sĀ sinister curiosityĀ Ā ,Ā Ā āĀ Ā MILKSHAKES are ALSO nice.Ā Ā āĀ Ā an outstandingly SUBTLE suggestionĀ Ā ,Ā Ā oliverĀ Ā !Ā Ā āĀ Ā especially the soy blueberry ones.Ā Ā āĀ Ā moonlight hued strands curtain the dawn of his vision upon her form as he returns the damselās phone to herĀ Ā ,Ā Ā the devilry woven elegance of his poise rather tamer than beforeĀ Ā ,Ā Ā as if such could play into his hands and therefore galvanize hana to oh so generously treat him to a greater feast in comparison to the earlier proposed offer.
it didnāt pass her by that he was looking at the device in his hand a little worriedly but before she could even say anything, he dropped that bombshell on her and she was about to scream.Ā ā what did you just say?! ā did he really just go there? if he thought she was dramatic before then he hadnāt seen anything yet. she merely stared at him for a few seconds, blinking a couple of times like a ticking time bomb as though she was trying to comprehend exactly the words which came out of his lips. part of her was assuming it was just some bad nightmare that she was about to wake up from.Ā ā fruit & pizza should not be mixed, ā her voice was oddly calm but the twitching of her left eye was probably a significant clue that she wasnāt having any of it and she was about to explode.Ā ā ------ seriously though... ā here we go.Ā ā youāre getting your very own pizza if you want to contaminate it with that! ā the dramatization of it all was so hana. yet just like the flick of a switch & very similar to the whole spider & then food situation, she was quickly distracted with the thought of a milkshake as she nodded her head.Ā ā you can also get little cherries on top of them and cream & theyāre so good! i think i may have the strawberry sundae one which is a bit of a mixture with ice cream! ā she takes the phone happily before scrunching up in her nose at disgust when she sees the pineapple,Ā ā blasphemy,Ā ā before paying and stretching her arms above her head.
thecosmicsenā :
Lucid memories dredged up for the past forty-four years occasionally Ā i r k Ā Jaewoo with one of the few disadvantages of materialising as a ghost. Especially at times like this when he is summoned by yet another woman for a wish but this time, he finds himself at the toilets at the army base. The muffled sharp authoritarian yelling in the background and the scent of freshly scrubbed sinks jolts him with an ice-cold convulsion of flooding snapshots of the time he spent under the dictating regime of the army. Before he can delve into the nostalgic timeline where he was constantly bathed in sweat and his stiff muscles spasming in afflicted agony, the shriek of the girl who summoned him jerks him out of his reverie. āWait!ā he hastily attempts to stop her. āIām not a perv! The toilet ghost legend is real, itās me!ā but his efforts are in vain and he is left perplexed with the thoughts of how someone from the base is easily chickened out. Are they growing softer on the recruits now?
Nonetheless, his wish-granting routine does typically consist of following after those who have summoned him for an unequivocal purpose ( at least ninety-seven percent of the time ). He does have a duty to fulfil to his best ability after all so he tentatively sneaks after the girl in hopes to persuade her that he is more than capable of granting wishes. Yet the military training has kicked in the girl since she has sprinted away from him at top speed and nowhere to be spotted. As soon as he is about to map out his exit, the faint anguished sobs of a girl nearby seizes his attention as goosebumps erupt over his skin. Itās chillingly reminiscent to hear the cries of someone breaking down when nobody is around but the deathly still air and the faded barked out orders set the illusion of another ghostly apparition causing a ruckus. Now morally obligated to find out whether it is another apparition or not, he cautiously tiptoes around the corner, grabbing a mop from the cleaning closet as he sources the noise.
Eventually, he glimpses the trembling girl who seems to be very much human and alive. Grimacing in sympathy, he can already guess that she must have endured some form of hazing judging by the intensity of her tears. āPsssst,ā he hisses out to nab her attention as he slowly approaches her with the mop which he utilises to use the end of the stick to nudge her aggravated hands from her hair. āI know itās a stupid question but⦠are you okay? Let me guess. You got yelled at.ā clicking his fingers in front of her face now, he narrows his eyes. āHey, look at me. Youāre forgetting to Ā b r e a t h e. Take a deep breath in. Letās do it together! In!ā with an exaggerated inhale, he squints at her to make sure she is following along. For an extra measure. he pokes her arm with the mop again. āExhale!ā
pure sobs wracked her tiny frame ----- it wasnāt even the shouting which had set her off, it was the vivid images of war that she had seen. the innocent lives been taken so cruelly in front of her. every single person who had passed under her watchful eye, ones that she was SUPPOSED to save now haunted her mind & even though she knew she couldnāt continue to blame herself; she did. she couldnāt help it. after helping overwatch with some issue regarding blackwatch, she had once again failed her comrade resulting in him getting injured due to one slip up of a mistake. small fists gripped making nails dig into her palms causing blood to draw & knuckles turn as white as sheets. the anger within her bubbling and needing to be released somehow and as her body trembled, she couldnāt stop blaming herself over and over again. the voices in her head getting stronger and she was about to lose it until ------
the feeling of wood against her hand had her jolting up slightly before she noticed the male. if she wasnāt in such a panicked state, she would have screamed & part of her did feel a little intimidated that a male was in the girls locker room of all places. especially since she had locked it when she came in.Ā ā h-how did you get in here? ā breathing jagged, voice timid as tear filled eyes stared at him with blurred vision. was he one of the soldiers on the menās side? if so, she had never seen him before. the pains in her chest were much to intense though as she placed a hand against her heart and tried to control it only to follow his over exaggerated breathing exercises. taking in a deep breath with her nose, she shakily exhaled only to pull away when she felt him poke her again with the mop but it did make her smile a little.Ā
taking a few breaths in and out, she managed to slowly calm herself down before leaning up against the wall and resting her head there. she had exhausted herself entirely from both the panic attack and the excessive amount of crying. upon hearing his question beforehand though, she pursed her lips together and nodded.Ā ā i guess you could say i got yelled at. ā she fiddled with her fingers which were still trembling. his presence still slightly unnerving as she eyed him cautiously.Ā ā i had things on my mind ----- ā he would understand, right? he wouldnāt be here if he wasnāt military, right? she had so many questions on her mind & no answers to them. she wasnāt sure about him at all.Ā ā i got a little distracted & it threw me off course. āĀ
obciidianā :
Ā Ā Ā ā Ā Ā well, Ā you Ā see⦠  ā Ā Ā Ā how Ā can Ā he Ā avow Ā such Ā things Ā when Ā dolor Ā washes Ā over Ā him Ā and Ā his Ā vision Ā is Ā blurry Ā with Ā the Ā tears Ā ? Ā no Ā matter Ā how Ā hard Ā he Ā will Ā endeavor, Ā this Ā despondency Ā will Ā prevail Ā for Ā it Ā is Ā much Ā more Ā forcible Ā than Ā any Ā type Ā of Ā will Ā he Ā possesses Ā to Ā heal Ā himself Ā and Ā move Ā forwards. Ā no Ā solutions Ā to Ā be Ā found Ā and Ā no Ā notions Ā to Ā accept Ā into Ā the Ā psyche Ā ; Ā solely Ā anguish Ā resides Ā within Ā his Ā body Ā and Ā elijah Ā finds Ā himself Ā immensely Ā hapless Ā as Ā he Ā sobs Ā at Ā her Ā couch. Ā Ā Ā ā Ā Ā heā Ā does. Ā not Ā only Ā does Ā he Ā think Ā i Ā slept Ā with Ā him, Ā which Ā i Ā explained Ā to Ā him Ā that Ā itās Ā nowhere Ā near Ā what Ā happened, Ā he Ā claimed Ā that Ā i Ā broke Ā his Ā trust Ā by Ā lying Ā to Ā him. Ā Ā ā
Ā Ā Ā an Ā embittered Ā chortle Ā leaves Ā his Ā lips, Ā as Ā he Ā looks Ā down Ā at Ā his Ā lap. Ā the Ā fact Ā that Ā hana Ā was Ā sympathizing Ā with Ā him Ā and Ā the Ā tears Ā appeared Ā in Ā her Ā eyes Ā accordingly Ā only Ā causes Ā the Ā heaviness Ā in Ā his Ā heart Ā to Ā amplify Ā furthermore. Ā heās Ā lost, Ā inadequate Ā of Ā pondering Ā of Ā anything Ā but Ā how Ā incredibly Ā disconsolate Ā this Ā sensation Ā in Ā the Ā middle Ā of Ā his Ā chest Ā is. Ā Ā Ā ā Ā Ā and Ā if Ā he Ā really Ā was Ā scared Ā of Ā losing Ā me⦠ he Ā wouldnāt Ā have Ā told Ā me Ā that Ā he Ā doesnāt Ā want Ā to Ā see Ā me Ā ā Ā he Ā wouldnāt Ā leave. Ā Ā ā Ā Ā Ā a Ā leaden Ā exhale Ā heaves Ā of Ā his Ā lips, Ā and Ā he Ā sinks Ā into Ā the Ā couch Ā without Ā any Ā solace. Ā Ā Ā ā Ā Ā what Ā happened Ā is Ā that Ā he Ā wouldnāt Ā stop Ā sending Ā me Ā stuff Ā for Ā weeks Ā ā Ā gifts, Ā flowers⦠ i Ā got Ā sick Ā of Ā it, Ā no Ā matter Ā how Ā many Ā times Ā i Ā told Ā him Ā to Ā leave Ā me Ā alone Ā he Ā didnāt Ā ā Ā so Ā i Ā went Ā to Ā confront Ā him, Ā but Ā he Ā got Ā so Ā sad Ā and Ā broke Ā down Ā and Ā i Ā just⦠ even Ā if Ā someoneās Ā a Ā terrible Ā person Ā they Ā still Ā deserve Ā respect Ā so Ā i Ā just⦠ tried Ā to Ā help Ā him Ā and Ā demand Ā of Ā him Ā to Ā never Ā contact Ā me Ā again Ā after Ā this, Ā a Ā closure Ā ā Ā we Ā never Ā had Ā a Ā closure, Ā you Ā know Ā ? Ā but Ā to Ā kiwoo Ā thatās Ā ā Ā like Ā cheating Ā on Ā him. Ā and Ā iādā Ā hana, Ā Ā ā Ā Ā Ā he Ā looks Ā at Ā her Ā with Ā desperation Ā in Ā his Ā eyes, Ā as Ā if Ā imploring Ā her Ā to Ā confide Ā in Ā him. Ā Ā Ā ā Ā Ā i Ā would Ā never Ā cheat Ā on Ā him. Ā Ā ā
Ā Ā Ā ā Ā Ā but Ā well, Ā now Ā heās Ā left. Ā and Ā i Ā donāt Ā know Ā what Ā to Ā do⦠  ā
there was an uneasy feeling forming in her stomach -- all she wanted to do was stop the tears from flowing, she hated seeing him in this state but she knew nothing she would say would be able to help him. all she could really do was be there for him physically. she reached for the glass of water and gestured for him to take another sip as the amount he was crying would definitely have him dehydrated and she didnāt want him feeling ill on top of it all. she didnāt know kiwoo, she didnāt know how he would be feeling at this moment but elijah was her best friend and no matter what she would be there for him.Ā ā i canāt speak for him, eli... ā she began as she kept her arm around his shoulders and rubbed his arm gently with her other hand as she rested her cheek against his shoulder.Ā ā but there sounds like thereās something more going on in his mind. has he been cheated on before? ā she asked quietly but when she heard his tone and saw the desperation in his eyes, she smiled sadly and brushed his hair out of his face.Ā ā i know you would never cheat. of course you wouldnāt. you donāt have a bad bone in your body. ā
if there was a way that she could contact kiwoo then she would but she didnāt want to turn her attention away from her best friend right now. not when he needed her the most.Ā ā what was your ex attempting from all that though? did he know you were with kiwoo? ā she felt angry that his meddling & attempts had ruined elijahās happiness which had taken so long to get back & the sadness had all been due to him anyway.Ā ā iāll be having words! ā
intergalacticxmisfitsā :
Minjae often left their gate unlocked. It had been a habit of his, not necessarily an awful one, but one that had gotten mentioned at the breakfast table often enough. Sometimes it had slipped his mind, but he had reasonable and one might even say well meaning intentions for doing so. It was much easier slipping out for his nightly expeditions when he didnāt need to fiddle with the lock, and heād opened his home to his friendsāmaking it well known the hour did not matter to him and his couch and spare room would be readyāso he never really knew when one might stop by. Still, it came as a surprise when he heard the soft knock against the wood door, almost startling him as he looked up from his phone. It had been a good thing he was sprawled out on that floral patterned couch in their living room, for he may not have heard such a soft sound elsewhere. Curiously, he shuffled his way over and poked his head out, and his eyes grew wide at the sight of who stood on the other side. āHana?ā It took a moment for his gaze to adjust to the dim lighting of his porch lamp, but as he began to notice the discoloured spots visible on her skin that hadnāt been wound in bandages, and that she had been shiveringāno, shakingāthey grew even wider in alarm. āHana, are you okay? W-what happened?ā Too many questions, and not quite the best place to answer them, he realized this quickly and pulled the door open wider for him to step forward and wrap an arm behind her, guiding her inside before shutting it behind them. āCome here, c-comeā¦come sit down okay? Iāll uh- do you need me to get you anything? A-are you cold? Do you want a blanket? S-something to drink?ā
the panic in his eyes was evident and while she tried to focus slightly, she found herself unable to do so -- body trembling. shaking her head when he asked if she was okay, she was almost overwhelmed with the amount of questions as she brought a hand up to her head and winced. she didnāt feel well at all but that could perhaps be the amount of drugs that had been pumped into her through a cannula in her hand. as he guided her inside, she gently staggered inside, her hand against the wall to keep herself steady and eyes focused on the ground as she tried not to cry. but she wasnāt even sure if she had anymore tears left within her.Ā
sitting down upon the sofa, she closed her eyes momentarily and tried to take a couple of deep breaths -- she felt anxious but at least she knew she was safe here. with him. shaking her head as she opened her eyes to look at him, she attempted to offer a small shaky smile but that was when the tears began. looks like she hadnāt run out after all.Ā ā i-i canāt stop the thoughts... ā she whimpered, body shaking even more violently now as more vivid images formed in her head and she felt her ears ringing from the sounds of bombs. covering her ears with her hands, she grit her teeth, brows furrows and eyes squeezed tightly shut. it all felt so real. it all sounded like it was still happening even though she was in the safety of minjaeās living room.Ā ā make them stop !! ā

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wcnderlndā :
boknamĀ isĀ quickĀ toĀ goĀ openĀ theĀ doorĀ onceĀ heĀ hearsĀ theĀ ringĀ bellĀ ,Ā givenĀ theĀ hourĀ itĀ wasĀ prettyĀ obviousĀ thatĀ itĀ wasĀ noneĀ otherĀ thanĀ minhwanĀ andĀ hanaĀ .Ā normallyĀ boknamĀ wouldnātĀ letĀ aĀ strangerĀ stayĀ atĀ hisĀ placeĀ noĀ matterĀ howĀ bigĀ hisĀ houseĀ wasĀ orĀ howĀ muchĀ theĀ otherĀ wouldĀ needĀ itĀ ,Ā butĀ hanaĀ wasĀ differentĀ sinceĀ sheĀ wasĀ hisĀ bestĀ friendāsĀ sisterĀ .Ā āĀ heyĀ ,Ā iĀ wasĀ waitingĀ forĀ youĀ bothĀ .Ā āĀ aĀ smileĀ appearsĀ onĀ hisĀ faceĀ andĀ brieflyĀ looksĀ hanaĀ overĀ theĀ otherĀ maleāsĀ shoulderĀ .Ā Ā āĀ pleaseĀ ,Ā comeĀ inĀ .Ā āĀ movingĀ toĀ theĀ sideĀ heĀ letsĀ enoughĀ spaceĀ forĀ theĀ otherĀ toĀ enterĀ .
there was the smallest of smiles which formed over her features as she bowed her head in greeting before following her brother inside and feeling a little more comfortable at the warm greeting of the male. she knew it was going to be a little odd for the both of them but she truly was grateful over the whole situation and she knew it was only going to be temporary anyway. as minhwan nudged her to actually speak, she cant her head to the side and hummed.Ā ā this place is nice! i really appreciate you doing this for me. i promise iāll be the perfect house guest! ā
mythvoicedā :
And that was perhaps one of his biggest faults, his biggest weakness in a life that didnāt really allow for there to be any, if he wanted to see another sunrise: he cared. Strangely and definitely at inopportune times, he cared, enough that his gaze was almost instantly pulled to the strict hold onto the femaleās wrist, the way he can almost see the manās nails disappear into her skin with the force of someone who either didnāt care whether he harmed or not, or simply thought himself on the right side of history, and therefore justified in any fingerprint he may leave on her.
Taemin believes in neither of the two options, nor does he particularly enjoy the tone of his voice or the look in his eyes, but before he can lock gazes with the female again, recognise her perhaps as more than just another spoiled extravagant maiden of todayās nobility, but a voice within him kept him from seeking her gaze for too long. Think of it, perhaps, as the realisation that if he saw only a fliver of a call for help in those dark brown pools, nothing would have stopped him from ripping her wrist from under that grasp.
So heād turned away and continued with the rest of his shift, gnawing on his bottom lip and on images of her, alternating: first the snobbish high-class broad speaking to him as if heād been less than something stuck under her heel, then her sudden retreat into herself and the tight hold the socialite seemed to have not only on her body but on her spirit as well. It was difficult to get through the night like that, with the guilt of not having looked a second time mixing so harshly with the other part of his brain that kept telling him heād read too much into the situation, and only seen what his helper heart would have seen everywhere.
Itās only when the very same female who had been occupying his thoughts basically runs into and then past him, that his mind finally ends the fight and decides the winner. There had been something in her fast step, her lowered gaze, that reminded him too eerily of the posture of someone who didnāt want something on their face to be seen.
And that usually meant tears.
He was opening the door to the bathrooms before he even had the time to stop and consider what he was doing. Even faster were his movements when theyād recognised a suspicious glint in the femaleās palms, the light reflecting off the mirror and into her hands, before he was close enough to see the object itself. And the tears.
He hadnāt meant to do it. Heād meant to ask if she was alright, to make up for the earlier view heād turned his back on, no matter how sheād treated him before. But the body sometimes acted faster than the mind and before he could remember his intentions, heād wrapped his arms around the woman and turned her around, his hand gripping hers firmly, wrapping itself around the clutch she had around the blade. Stepping forward, he practically pressed her against the sink, eyes open wide, panicked, frowning all the same.
And he says the first thing he can think of.
āIf itās because of him, it isnāt worth it.ā
there was little hope left in this world, she didnāt want to be around anymore living with a man who belittled her and a family who just wanted to sell her for money. she couldnāt cope with the pompous attitudes anymore and treating the working class like they were dirt when in reality it was them. they were the dirt, they were the ones who looked down on people and judged and she hated what she had become. the snobbery was disgusting and the way she had treat that waiter before when he had just tried to be kind made her feel so angry with herself. shaking her head, she couldnāt believe she was so horrible.
without even hearing anybody come in, she was about to do it -- to end this horrific life she called her own but before she could even comprehend what was happening, he had his arms wrapped around her making her jump out of her skin as eyes widened in horror that somebody had caught her in such a sinful act and before she could say anything, she was forcefully turned around in his arms. looking at him, she was met with those same eyes that she had looked into earlier and her own tear stained features, swollen eyes merely froze in pure fear that she had been caught. as he stepped forward, she felt the small of her back press painfully against the sink and she winced slightly.
his words made her wince and she knew he had seen how her husband to be had treat her. how much it made her own blood boil but she didnāt know what else to say. the knife dropped to the ground with a clatter then moment his grip had tightened around her wrist and she felt angry that he had stopped her. she could have been free right now if he hadnāt have stopped her but now she was busy staring at him and trying to figure out how she was going to explain herself.
ā you donāt know anything about me! ā
the reply was harsh at first but as she kept looking into his eyes and she saw how much care and attention was in them, she buckled slightly and shook her head before the tears began streaming down her face and she stopped the resistance against him. stopped trying to take her hand out of his grasp as she allowed her wrist to lay limp and her body to pretty much flop against his own. she didnāt want to be poised anymore. she didnāt want to wear all this fancy clothing -- she wanted to rip it all off. to rip the jewels out of her ears and her hair, the necklace off of her neck and stupid rings.Ā ā i donāt want to be with him anymore... i donāt want to live this horrible pompous lifestyle. i-i...Ā ā
before she could say anything else, she heard her name being called and before she could even get away from him quick enough, her husband to be and a few of his guards had wandered in on the rather compromising scene making her shake her head quickly knowing that it would look bad on the male who had saved her life.Ā ā no no no, you donāt understand, he was trying to save me! ā
i am moving blogs. my queue will still post the remainder. pls give this a like if you want me to follow you there & keep things.Ā
if not, this will be goodbye ā„
sweetchainedā :
āIf you were to choose bread, you could have an anything sandwich! Endless possibilitiesā says Rika, eyes twinkling,Ā āAlthough I suppose I might get bored awfully quick if I ate nothing but sandwiches. I think I could live off baked goods quite happily though. Freshly baked bread is wonderful!ā But she stops herself short before she gets too carried away; being the girl who rambles about bread is not her lifeās goal.Ā āI guess I canāt really imagine corn as anything butā¦corn!ā she says, shaking her head,Ā āOr soup, I suppose? Popcorn? You get corn chips too, right? Oh!ā The confusion is written clear across her face!Ā āMaybe you have a point after all!ā
ā i donāt mean to brag but iām clearly a corn converter. ā there was too much pride in her voice right then and she couldnāt help but burst into a fit of giggles before looking at the other and nodding her head.Ā ā to be honest though, like you said... you could put anything in a sandwich but i donāt see that as boring. you could even toast them and make all kinds of different things. that would be so much fun. ā it was hilarious that they had gotten onto this topic as it would never really happen but they were taking it so seriously.
iāve been a little uneasy and feeling insecure about hana as of late if iām honest. itās been a little difficult & thereās always the fear ofĀ ādo i just delete?ā but i just wanted to say to those who interact with me & write with her and take interest in her as a muse. iām truly grateful to all of you. thank you so much. if you ever want to do more, pls let me know! i really want to focus more on hanaās work side of things but i understand itās a bit of a tough topic. i just wanted to say thank you. )))): hana & i love you if youāre reading this.
just want to add that if you want to keep a relationship / bond with hana, pls like this just so i know. iām logging on less & less and itās making me really sad tbh. ;; i just need to know who still had interest in writing with the bub.Ā

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lonelygcdā :
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ā oh my god! how did you do that?!Ā ā she was almost screaming as she picked up the worm on the string and played with it in amusement between her fingers before looking at him and grinning brightly.Ā ā itās even in my favourite colour! you, sir... are magic! ā
starreclipseā :
āI used to party a lot more. But eventually I got tired of running around Tokyo and Seoul just to get into clubs owned by famous people.ā Aiko admitted, looking just as confident as always. She had been a real party animal in her teen years. But after that she had preferred focusing on her career as an model. Later on Aiko got annoyed at doing just modeling and got herself more experience in clothing, hair styling and make up.Ā āAnd now staying at home and opening a wine bottle or two sounds more appealing to me. Itās fun with my man and friends. This way I donāt have to tolerate strangers spilling drink on my skirt and such.ā
hana always loved how mature aiko was and she wondered if she would ever be like that.Ā ā i always love the fact that youāre successful in your job and just in your life in general. how did you meet your man? ā she felt as though she had told her the story before but she always liked delving into happy topics like that. leaning forward with her chin now in her hands, she looked at the other with those doe like optics before chuckling at the thought of strangers being too drunk and spilling drinks everywhere.Ā ā yeah, that doesnāt sound appealing in the slightest, i would hate that. ā