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Motherland: Fort Salem + text posts [10/?]
She knows her way around town, she knows where to go to fix Joels watch, she is calm and collected, we see how independent she is, Joel has showed her around town, maybe they take public transportation often seeing as they dont own a car, he hasn't left her struggeling on her own seeing how calm she is,
She goes to the shop and then right home, not anywhere else, she doesnt take advantage of Joels trust in her.
Not only that but Joel doesnt ask her where she got it fixed and how, the only thing he wonders is where she got the money for it, and she tells him truthfully that she took it from him. There is so much trust between her and Joel,
and what makes me extra emotional is no matter how independent she is, how many things she does around the house, we see her be a kid and cuddle up to her dad with the softest smile and with ease, altough he is forced to let her be alone at home for longer hours he still takes the time to make silly faces at her, to be gentle and kind with her, because that's what a parent does,
now this is gonna be incoherent , you either raise a kid that is too independent and doesnt need you, or you raise an independent kid who still seeks affection from you. Im kinda thinking that once Joels shifts became longer he had to show Sarah how to get home, and show her around town incase she wanted something, he didn't just throw her into the darkness and let her figure it out on her own, he would've taken her by the hand and showed her step by step how to figure shit out when she's on her own, while letting her know that he's behind her, he'll be there when she needs her, he trusts her completely, and she deserves that trust. And yes I am annoyingly obsessed with this little detail but the way she immediately cuddles with him gets me, its so natural and easy, meaning that he takes the time to let her be a kid, to show her affection, to spend time with her despite his long work hours. Because he knows how much it means to her, she literally went out her way to borrow a movie her dad likes so she could spent time with him, because that time together means the world to her and Joel knows it. This is just heartwrenching.
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a little sketch of bella ramsey as ellie in tlou part 2
I feel like at this moment Joel regrets burdening Tommy with all that he told him, for asking him to take Ellie instead of just taking her himself. I feel like he regrets opening up, he's clenching his hand, and stressed out of his mind. I'm looking way too deep into this I know, but people who have been put in an emotional caretaking position from early on tend to feel undeserving of having someone to listen to them, and when and if they do open up, they tend to let it out together. I feel like he originally was just planning to tell Tommy how he cant protect Ellie and that he should take her to the fireflies, but then he pauses and tells him about his dreams, about Sarah, about the loss. And now he's thinking, "why?", "why did I burden my brother", "I should've handled it myself", I feel like he's trying to read Tommys emotions in this scene, which again people with that position tend to do, they try to read the emotions of everyone around them. they put their feelings away, they dont talk about it, they stay strong, for too long, and then the tears stop, the emotions get blocked, and thats what happened with him in that scene, he gets teary eyed but he doesn't sob, and I know I have mentioned this before but I find it such a brilliant choice to not let him sob, emotional repression does that to a person.
And then in this scene he's thinking "how am I gonna tell Ellie this" and he's worried. The way he walks towards the house with a hesitant walk and stops to look at the light coming from the window and just braces himself. He doesn't want to let her go, but staying with her is too dangerous, he cant protect her, he cant take it if she dies too. He has to let her go.
My little heart gets so happy with little details:
the identical smile, lip scrunch.
The patchy beards
the in sync walking, the same wide stance, the same movement in the arms, and then that kind of pengiun walk where all your joints hurt. They both lean on both of their sides when walking.
Their scrunched up confused faces plus the way they share the same braincell.
I just know, I feel it in my bones, that if Henry didn't stop Joel, he would've pulled Ellie off the floor and right into his arms. You can see it in his eyes - it's like for a moment, even with all that just happened, all he sees is Ellie, his Ellie and she's scared, probably hurt and she's crying and all he wants to do is gather her in his arms and make sure she's okay. And if that happened, Ellie would've broken down right then and there and just clung to Joel with all she has left in her.
Somebody, please write this.
You know the biggest loss of the decline of physical media and the rise of streaming? DVD special features.
I love you DVD commentaries I love you making-of documentaries I love you behind the scenes footage I love you bloopers I love you deleted scenes I love you silly little videos of the cast dicking around 💖

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What's one thing you'd really love to see on screen between Ava and Bea? I don't mean something that's very likely to happen like another kiss or a hug, it's gotta be something less likely but still plausible.
a conversation about ava's trauma
there's only really one true gripe i have about the show and it's how quickly that whole thing is dismissed and even sometimes used against ava in season 1
they call it selfish but when ava tries to explain to mary all that she went through in the cave, she's told 'you're not the only one with issues' or something to that effect and it's pushed aside
like when you really sit and think about what ava went through in her life, losing her mother in an accident that paralyzed her, being abandoned by the rest of the world, being abused and belittled by her caretakers, then being legit murdered by one who tried to completely erase her existence from the world - it's fucked up
no wonder ava ran, no wonder she pushed back against a bunch of nuns who constantly told her she wasn't good enough (except for bea) and some of whom just wanted to take the halo and let her die all over again
i would love a scene (that i do think might have happened off screen in season 2 in the alps) where ava is able to open up about it and beatrice listens to her and acknowledges her pain and gives ava the chance to let some of it go while supporting her and loving her like no one else in her life has since she was 7
people moving to tumblr from twitter please fucking reblog art likes literally dont do anything except make the artist upset bc they have 2 reblogs and 55 likes
yes this includes fanfiction, gif sets, edits, etc.
theres this one person who reblogs this post like 20 times a day and then sometimes will also reblog it like 200 times at once and also anytime it appears on their dash they apparently will queue it again too and i just want you all to know that you pissed them off real bad and that should be your sign to reblog art actually. for them
heyyyyy followers and mutuals who think this only applies to people from twitter:
it doesn’t.
this must be how it feels to lose your life, drawn to a beautiful thing, despite your fears
The Way The Light Falls
an avatrice/warrior nun fanfic
Chapter 9:
“Mary’s world had fallen apart many times before…”
“Camila wakes to the sound of someone knocking at her door…”
https://archiveofourown.org/works/45741661/chapters/122366473

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Ok but the scene where Ava goes “that guy has a (demon) in his soul” and Beatrice immediately goes “what do you need me to do?” is cute and all, but it’s also really interesting from this perspective of Ava being the first person since Areala to have the Halo accidentally and just how unusual that situation is for everyone involved. Like, Ava is informing Beatrice, who’s the acknowledged knowledgeable one, who’s been in the OCS for years, about the problem, expecting her to have a plan. Like how it was with Mary last season. But for years and years of Beatrice’s life it’s been ingrained in her that it’s the Halo-Bearer who directs the others in these situations. Whereas in this case, it’s the Halo-Bearer herself needing direction. But that’s not Beatrice’s default. So she just deflects it back, out of habit. What do you need me to do? And Ava doesn’t have a plan, because she’s still pretty much entirely new to all of this. It’s a really neat little moment between them. It’s like Beatrice comments later, “I’ve been training for this my whole life and sometimes I forget that you haven’t.” All previous Warrior Nuns were prepared, trained for this. And both Ava and Beatrice can forget, just for little moments, how out of the ordinary each other’s situation is. And seeing them reckon with that and still make it work is a lot of fun to watch
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