𝒈𝒖𝒕𝒉𝒓𝒊𝒆

As a child, when you reached out to connect emotionally (as all children naturally do), the lack of response sent you an unspoken message, loud and clear: Don’t reach out. So now deep down, when you need help or connection, you are stopped from making connections by a block inside of you. Somehow, it just feels needy or wrong to ask for help or even want to connect.

There are characters you like but then there are characters you end up thinking about in the middle of the night with a cosmic ache in your chest because they resonate with you so much

Apparently “spite” is not an ‘appropriate answer’ to “What motivates you?”

i wanna be held but i’m so starved for affection that i feel like i’ll burst into tears the moment anyone with good intentions touches me

@stormward

i had to grow up before i was supposed to