@trashmelt

"You can try your hardest for the longest time and there will still will be someone who will dare to tell you it's "not enough". Soon you come to realize you're not being appreciated and that you deserve better. Whether that happens in a few weeks or five years- there will still be someone somewhere who only sees the negative things. They'll leave out the part where you stuck by them through anything and everything, regardless of what they put you through or how many times they put you through it. They won't mention how hard you tried, or all the patience and kindness you showed them. I wouldn't ever wish a place like that on anyone. If you're not being appreciated and you know that, remove yourself. Everyone deserves someone who will respect, protect, and love the fuck out of them. "

No one knows the roots of my sorrows, they dig down deep, most days they creep, I'm weak, I use to shake and weep, now it's different, I still think about you but it's cheap, it's out of habit, not warmth or benevolence.

The love I had for you will always be somewhere suppressed in my heart, it will always be buried in the dark. There was a time I’d do anything to show you a light, but things were never right. I’ve moved so far away from those days but the pain stays, and I don’t think it ever goes away.

sound is in my ears like water, my body heavy, like bricks of cocaine being pushed somewhere so people can snort it to suppress pain, standing in the rain, icame to realize icould never forget your name