What are you hiding from yourself?
Lo and behold the cosmos.
You are both the seeker and the keeper of infinite wisdom.
Yet, you conceal your sea of knowledge from yourself for the sake of this human experience.
But now, some things are ready to be uncovered, your subconcious beckons you to do so gently, for the stage of your existence you are at at this moment.
There are two piles, you can choose either through image or through crystals.
Now,go ahead, take a deep breath.
Tap into the version of yourself who already knows.
It was originally three piles but number three sadly got deleted on its ownπ
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Hello, my number ones. You are tuning into the energy of your subconcious.
I see stagnancy and need for moving forward and taking action.
You guys chose the number one and numerologically, 1 is about getting rid of your stagnancy in order to find purpose and leadership.
We have here the Hermit Reverse, the Eight of Swords, the Temperance, and at the bottom we have the Three of Wands, tying everything together.
You have been in this Hermit mode for way too long. I feel like whatever internal work you're doing might not be all productive.
Frankly, you've been overthinking.
You've been trapped thinking,"I don't know how to move forward."
But you do know what you want.
You've just been gazing at this thing you have your eyes set on. This magical, wonderful, mystical thing that you really want to get closer to.
This might be a manifestation that you're really going after. I feel like my shifters are in this pile.
But you want to be in flow with the universe and make sure that everything is right and everything is in place before you actually get to this thing.
My dear pile ones, what you don't know is that this very mentality is trapping you. You are starting to feel like you're not good enough for this, or that you don't have the tools required to actually get into this space of achieving things.
I'm just seeing a lot of stagnancy in your cards. Like, you know what you want deep down, but you're not moving forward with it at all.
People have trampled on your self-esteem, your self-confidence, and you don't know that this is making you too distracted to even actually understand that you can get what you want.
It is not just this some mystical, magical thing that's out of your hands. It is definitely something that you can achieve. And you're being called towards self-belief. Stop lying to yourself. You know you want this. You know you can get this. And it is within reach as well.
Maybe some of you are even going in the opposite direction of what you actually want and making the opposite of progress here.
You're not just hiding. You're literally blinding yourself from this path that you want to take. And it's hindering your progress.
Now, whatever it is that you're doing that you think is helping you ormaybe a lifestyle choice or the way you're moving in life, take a step back.
Check in with yourself. Is this what you actually want? Literally sit down, meditate, journal, talk to yourself, tap into your body. Your body has so much wisdom.
Stop identifying with the thoughts that move you away from your goal. Thoughts are fleeting. And you can choose which thoughts you want to have.
Start grounding yourself into your body because it has all the truthful answers. I'm thinking that some of you need to stop over prioritizing your thoughts.
For some, there might be a lot of opinions around you. People around you might not be the healthiest versions of themselves. You might be bogged down by their toxicity. But guess what? You have the potential to uplift yourself. The only thing that's really trapping you is your thoughts. You have what it takes. Period.
Sit down, understand what you want and then understand that you have what it takes.
There's a spark that you have within you, some kind of desire that you've had for a long time or this pull you had. If you're not tapped into yourself, it can be a little more subtle. But actually this is a deep-seated desire and want that your subconscious is telling you like," yes move forward with this." Start being disciplined. Start taking off this mask you have around your eyes yourself.
If you have healthy influences around you, resources around you, you can take help. But if not, you can definitely detach yourself from the people that you no longer need in your life. But don't just blindly be cutting anyone off. You need to tap into yourself first. Because again, you have all the answers.
Let's dig in more to the imagery of the temperance here because she has all these wonderful things in her hands. She holds a lotus flower, a bell, there is an arrow, prayer beads, a bow, and so on. This could be my pile of people digging deep with their inner wisdom and psiritual journey. You have all the resources, the knowledge inside you.
You are called to the path of moderation, mind-body-soul connection and enlightenment. Dayum pile ones!
After you have tapped into yourself and done the planning and thinking, at the end of this is a venture.
It could be a business venture or a journey closer to yourself, whatever this means for you, because at the end of the day this is a general reading. This is the manifestation you've been wanting.
Whether this is building something physical in the world or whether this is about finding this palace inside of you, this place of ancient knowledge, identity.
Because I feel like a lot of you are confused about your identity. Start rekindling with some of your hobbies. If you are someone who doesn't know what they want in life or where they're going, you need to rekindle with the playful fire in you.
You have this vision but it's buried inside of you.
It could be new romance, adventure and a journey towards freedom and discovery.
So in conclusion to put everything in one place:
First you have to recognize that you are disconnected from your inner self. Next, work towards reconnecting with it. And then you have to take action regarding whatever you find within you and let it be a fiery adventure.
Symbolism of the lotus in temperance:
The lotus flower symbolizes some kind of offering. This could be the start of something. This might resonate with some so let me tell you a little tale about the ancient valley of the Nepal, kathmandu.
According to the Buddhist scripture Swayambhuβ―PurΔαΉa and local legend:
Long ago, the Kathmandu Valley was a vast lake. In its waters bloomed a lotus flower that radiated divine light. To make it habitable, the Bodhisattva Manjushri then cut a gorge to drain the lake, and the lotusβs site became the hill of Swayambhunath. The word Swayambhunath translates to" selfβarisen master."
You might want to look more into the symbolism of lotus.
Meditate on the thoughts and feelings that arise when you listen to this song:
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Hello, my number twos. You are tuning into the energy of your subconcious.
The strength literally did a backflip for your reading. I feel that this is the pile of people who are very nurturing. Whether this is with animals, children, friends or yourself. You are very in tune with the natural world. The tens represent some kind of an ending. You have a very maternal, nurturing, loving energy. I feel like you're this big presence to be around that feels Jupiterian. You're just a jolly person to be around. It's like wherever you go, flowers start blooming.
But perhaps you're leaning a little bit too much into being this presence for other people.
For most of you, there has been a painful ending.
I'm seeing the fruits in this card dark like kidney beans, a part of you. When the tree is sliced down, the fruits will fall inevitably.
So this could mean you have faced some kind of instability in your life, some kind of pain that you might not be telling other people about.
Your guides and people around you are here to catch you if you fall. You don't have to always be the presence for other people. People can be this presence for you too. If there is people taking advantage of this kindness or softness that you have, you can come forward regarding it.
There is some kind of healing that is being stopped. You are being called to pull from this well of strength that you have in you.
I'm thinking of like a mama bear. You are nurturing, you are warm, you are kind and empathetic. But at the same time, the bear is a protective energy.
The strength card shows the shutting this mouth of the crocodile. I feel like someone is not as they seem to be because this creature is half crocodile and half lion. You can shut this person up. If this is some sort of verbal or emotional abuse or lies being spread around you.
You have to prove that you are not this kind person who can be easily swayed, but you are also this strong person who can take charge. Keep your foot on the ground.
Because what you have given, you can receive back. There is no guilt in that. But also you have this inner strength to prove them wrong. Someone might seem like they're stronger than you, like they have a stronger support.
The paws of this mythical creature in the card are of the lion. But the girl handling it is only human. Yet she is strong enough to strong enough to shut its mouth.Because she believes in herself, she knows what she's doing is the correct thing.
You're stronger than your enemies. You're stronger than ones who spread lies. And you're stronger than your problems.
You need to nurture yourself. Whatever this painful ending was, whatever this thing is that you think you're obligated to do alone, or to ignore and keep under the radar, whatever it is. It can be an abusive significant other for some.
You have the power to move forward and do it in a way that is healing to you and which honors you. You need to honor you.
Wherever the soil, wherever a tree is planted in the soil, the fruits will get the nutrition from that soil. And if the soil is not good soil, then the fruits will rot.
I'm seeing if you cut off this person, the fruits, the impact that they have made on you will fall on them. It will go back to them. This is a karmic energy. You don't even have to worry, just rely on your gut.
You can plant a new tree somewhere else, somewhere safe. You don't have to tolerate any bullshit or abuse. Know your worth. Because they do too. They're just brainwashing you into not believing it.
This could be about like a mother-child situation. If you have children because even in the cards you can see this cat parent with so many kids it's overwhelming her. She's a wonderful mother but she's still giving but she's tired. There's only so much she can give. She also has to pour into herself and it just feels like she wants to give but she's not in a favorable situation. For some of you this could be you not wanting to deal with something regarding your spouse because you are afraid for your children.
If this is happening to you, accept it, forgive yourself and believe that you will be supported in the right decision. Honour yourself.
Meditate on the thoughts and feelings that arise when you listen to this song:
