DOG THING

GOT THE PAWSOME MEOWRAILS!!!

A lot of the information in this is a collection of a back and fourth between saying they would leave me alone and going back on what they said they would do, barely listening to what they were saying and disregarding anything. Some of it I admit was me falling into trying to believe they meant well and it was all just mistakes but quickly I realized nothing was going to change even after the several times I was trying to set boundaries and keep me and my system safe.

I would've done this sooner but I had to deal with the grief of my mothers suicide and my chronic health complications to focus on first and foremost since they did all of this during that point last year specifically to hurt me. dealing with this harassment, stalking and everything even after we have tried to fully cut contact and move on has in fact damaged my mental stability and haltered the progress on general life issues.

If you think this should've stayed a private matter I genuinely do agree but I've already had a few smear campaigns by my abusive ex to try and so now it's barely even a private issue at this points since they have gotten random people and even ex-friends to get back at me for trying to get away from the toxic relationship i was in.

The sake of this post is entirely to try and set the point that I am and have been done and have been trying to do nothing but recover and continue with my life. This is my last attempt at trying to do this after over a year of trying to be quiet and keep things civil. But I have nothing else I can do to try and be left alone.

i have done nothing but stay im my own corner, i very very rarely tag my art and have done nothing but just mind my fucking business so im done trying to be quiet and just throw this out here.

would greatly appreciate this being reblogged because i know im not gonna keep trying to defend myself and keep the peace like i said i would.

theyve gone by theforestfoundation, emeraldgrove and now countingcoyotes.

got pissed off that i lost this drawing i made a while ago so i redrew myself over the PAIN IS GOOD album cover