Heaven/Hell

Fruit is good for you! - but it’s not enough if that’s all you eat today. 

Cake is not a health food! - but it’s tasty and it’s more than okay to enjoy it every once in a while. 

My body dysmorphia: you look like this

People with depression can laugh

People with depression can eat normally

People with depression can have good sleeping

People with depression can seem happy

People with depression can have good grades

People with depression can be happy at some points

People with depression can have good days

so ive been struggling with anorexia for a few years at this point. but ive had my breaking point. in the past week and a half ive lost 13 pounds. that is no where near healthy. some people would love to lose that much but please do not.

you think youre tired on 5 hours of sleep? try negative calories with that.

ive lost a lot of muscle mass.

i tried to wash my hair tonight and nearly passed out because of how exhausted i was.

ive made my best friend so upset by this. refusing to eat has made him sad and hes beginning to blame himself because hes been an ass lately (he has a concussion so hes really irritable). i wish he knew it wasnt his fault.

my mom was crying with me tonight when i told her.

my body is eating itself. i can barely walk. its only been not even two weeks of this

my heart rate is so fast and its beginning to hurt.

my abdomen constantly tremors throughout the day.

i get nosebleeds out of no where.

ive passed out completely twice.

ive fallen on the ground and not been able to get up multiple times.

im in so much pain constantly.

anorexia shouldnt be demonized, its an illness, not a hate group. but it also shouldnt be romanticized. weight loss and the areas of weight loss is genetic. your body might not look like that really skinny girl on the cover of a magazine, and it doesnt have to. youre worth it exactly how you are. if you want to lose weight, go for it!! but dont hurt yourself in the process. you are worth so much as you are. dont let anyone tell you other wise.

I just noticed that valentines is in 3 more months so bish we better start restricting so you will get

Valentine cards

Reblog to lose 30 pounds by Valentine’s ❤❤

One of my fave thinspos

also me: never showers, hasn’t cleaned my room in seven months, hardly remembers to brush my teeth, never talks to anyone, never leaves my room, can’t focus on a book for more than two minutes