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“I admit, I really miss how things used to be. But I can also admit, that I’ve accepted the fact that things have changed.”

“In my sleep, I relive it again and again. Me leaving you. You leaving me. When did we leave each other? It must have been long before either of us slammed the door. People always leave other emotionally long before they really leave.”

“I never knew the day would come when our love would mean something so completely opposite of what was true. Mine longed for you, while yours was full of a bitter taste. Our love was bittersweet, in the most painful way.”

“I am not actually tired, but numb and heavy, and can’t find the right words. All I can say is: Stay with me, don’t leave me.”

“When I’m thinking of you in the nights, one half of me is missing you so bad that it really hurts and the other one is thankful for the time we had.”

“I still hear my phone buzz and pick it up at 2am with that small bit of hope left in me thinking that it’s you, telling me that you miss me, that you’re sorry, and that everything is going to be okay again,”

“Someday, we’ll run into each other again, I know it. Maybe I’ll be older and smarter and just plain better. If that happens, that’s when I’ll deserve you. But now, at this moment, you can’t hook your boat to mine, because I’m liable to sink us both.”

“How do you tell someone that the reason you’re sad is because you love them?”

“You don’t know distance until you’ve shared your bed with someone who’s falling out of love with you.”

“There was another life that I might have had, but I am having this one.”