Pretty Privilege

Today is the first day where my deficit has truly impacted my ability to think 😵‍💫 my coworker told me I said a few things that didn’t make sense, and I was forgetting what I needed to do all day. It honestly feels kind of good though cause I feel a bit drunk. I feel like I don’t have enough energy or brain power to overthink.

I love having a physical job that requires me to go up and down stairs. I was running on black coffee and fumes today, it felt amazing

Feels so good to not eat all day. It’s getting so easy to go without breakfast and lunch !

I drank a nasty ass wine last night that wasn’t worth the calories 😩 no more drinking for me

Doing omad for a sushi date later. Kind of annoyed cause it’s a nice place, and it’s omakase which means the chef decides what you eat 😑 so I might waste precious calories on some shit I don’t even love but whatever

Does anyone else LOVE grocery shopping? 😭 I swear it gives me the same gratification as eating just by looking at all the different foods. I spend a decent amount of time there contemplating what I should get and thinking about all of the food I can’t eat. I think it’s a combo of my £d and shopping addiction

Losing my period really validates my €d 🫦 like im sick fr 🤭

Hey guys, anyone have any experiences with purposeful maintenance days or phases? Good or bad. Thinking about trying to maybe incorporate some soon, but I’m scared

My period is pretty late and I just realized I think I’m missing it cause of restriction. I’ve never ate such little calories before for many weeks in a row, so I didn’t expect this. Especially since it’s only been a few weeks total since I’ve relapsed. My first time losing a lot of weight with an ed, it was more like orthorexia, so never experienced this. Any other time I’ve restricted like this, it never lasted this long, or I would at least binge sometimes. I always romanticized not getting my period, but it makes me a little worried :/ I’m averaging 1100 a day but some days a lot less, and in general I think I overestimate my calories, just in case. I’m loving how quick the scale is moving, but not sure what to do or how to feel rn. I hate periods so it’s kinda nice

Today has been hard. Feels like I’ve put in so much work into restricting and I’m still fat. Weight loss is so painfully slow

Feeling the first urge to binge in like 3 weeks, lord give me the strength

Are you guys taking vitamins? I’m thinking about getting a daily general multi vitamin, and maybe one for iron specifically

I’ve lost my first 10 pounds since my relapse started 🙌

Wow saw myself in some candid photos from a party today and I shouldn’t eat for the next year

Honestly was having a decent body image day until I saw how big my upper arms looked in a store mirror. Seems like I’m losing weight everywhere except there 🙃