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I dyed my hair 4 days ago and my hands are still fucking PINK

I've finally started to realize that functional neurological disorder has caused me more than just tremors. The only reason I got a diagnosis was because I have tremors, and people can actually see that symptom. But they can't see my pain. I've known it for so long, but I finally started coming to terms with it. Just because people can't see that FND causes me daily pain doesn't mean it's not there. My tremors are easier to cope with, but the realization that my disability is actually disabling me is not a fun one.

I wish I wasn't in pain all the time. It's not like a debilitating pain, but it hurts every. single. day. I'm tired of being told to just "exercise more" because I can't even get out of bed in the morning without something hurting. How am I supposed to exercise when existing alone hurts? I've never been to a doctor about it because I know they'll just bring up my weight and tell me to walk more. I want to be normal.

I love finding free shit in the most random places. It's like a little treat that I don't have to pay for.

I'm gonna go on the parkway and wander into the woods and go missing and end up on national television and come back three years later without having aged a day and only having the memory of being gone for a few hours

I finally got my hands on Girl In Pieces