fish bucket

the habit of thinking I’m blowing up

I somehow believe someone is truly agender or non-binary only if they’re afab

things i need to catch up with: real analysis; random matrix theory and high-dim statistics; system and cybernetics, chaos; multi-agent and distributed systems; topology and group theory.

both architecture and cinematographic alike are graphic metaphors of periods of the everyday life

waking up with trazodone in my head and with terrible sleep disorder and bad pillows and all that

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I like how out of context some old classics are. Four animals are too old so the farmer disowned them, and they want to move to Bremen to be musicians. What? Why? How would the donkey play instruments? It doesn’t matter. You can have zero world building and still make a good story.