Trying so hard man

I want to lose weight to the point where I stop worrying about how my body looks to strangers in public. I want to lose weight so I’m skinny enough to sit down and not feel my stomach rolls dig into tables. I want to lose weight so I’m skinny enough to not feel ashamed when I’m ordering food. I want to lose weight so I can finally fucking feel like I’m worth something.

As someone who can not control themselves when they start eating I FUCKING HATE when I see things like “you can have some chocolate, it’s okay, just have a small piece”. Like? I can not have ONE piece and then put it away, once I start I will finish the entire chocolate bar and most likely start looking for other things to eat as well.

So fucking relatable.

URGH

).(